Only Existence
Chapter One:
Sweet Times
A soft melody was rising on the air, drifting on the wind; warming hearts and making the cold vanish into the golden afternoon of summer.
Blond hair also blew in the wind, green eyes sparkling with mischief.
Gil stared at his young master laughing and running after Alice, feeling his heart warm at that smile.
That gleaming smile that warmed the coldest of souls.
A real true smile. Gil felt his own lips come up into a grin. If only he was the one making his precious master smile like that.
Making him laugh... That beautiful sound that wondered over to his ears...
"My, my Gilbert-san. Why so quiet today." His thoughts were cut short by none other than Xerxes Break.
The Hatter-like man with snow white hair and a gleaming red eye stood looking down at him.
He had this knowing look on his face that made Gilbert want to smack him, hard.
"Go away Break." Gil turned his attention back on what everyone else was doing.
Sharon had the brilliant idea of a picnic. She had used her natural ability to forc...talk everyone into going.
She sat now on a big blanket, sipping her tea like the lady she was pretending to be. Leim sat next to her with his nose in a book. No surprise there.
Sharon was watching Ada running after Oscar with a bemused look on her face.
Oscar got the idea to roll down the hill they were on. He unfortunately couldn't stop and had run over several cats on his way down.
Gil grinned seeing the little evil white cat by the name of Dina get hit and flattened
Elliot and Leo were also there. It seemed that everyone they cared for was here to have fun, here in this sweet moment. The two were talking to each other about a book, which didn't interest Gilbert much.
Gil then turned to look at his master again. Oz was sitting in the grass staring up at the bright sky.
He had earlier in the day stolen Gil's hat and was now wearing it. His slender hands brushed over the grass, pulling out strands and letting them go into the wind.
Alice was seated next to him chewing on some meat. She seemed completely unaware of everyone else in the world.
"So Gil-kun, when you going to tell him?" Gilbert jumped taking notice in Break again. The Hatter was chewing on a lollipop loudly.
"Tell who what?" Gil asked.
"Oz. That you like him." Break smiled. Gil knew his face went red.
"I...don't know what you're talking about!" Gil looked away, flustered.
"Oh, really?" The Hatter chuckled, sitting down by Gil in the grass.
"Yes, really," Gil pulled out a cigarette, lighting it. He stuck it into his mouth sucking in a breath.
"You know, Gilbert, that is slowly killing you." Break's red eye met his golden ones.
"So is that candy you scarf down," Gil stared back for a moment more then looked away.
"Ah, I guess you're right." The Hatter chuckled.
"I don't get it, Gil." Break spoke after a minute. Gil glanced over towards the man. He had an odd expression on his face.
"Get what?" Gil decided to ask.
"You. You like Oz, ne? So if you do like him, shouldn't you tell him how you feel?" Break voice was soft. Gil took a minute looking over Break...was this really Xerxes Break?
It was such an odd thing for him to say, or even think.
"I..." Gil didn't know how to reply. The red eyed man chuckled standing up. He was clearly back to himself.
Xerxes turned walking over to Leim. He was still reading his little book so Break decided to have a bit of fun. He got down on his knees close to Leim's ear without letting him know...which wasn't hard.
"Leim-san is that porn your reading?" The poor man jumped, making the book fly out of his hand. He turned, spotting the laughing man.
"Break!" Break started laughing harder as Leim yelled at him throwing his hands up in the air.
"Leim, better watch out. Your face is getting a bit too red." Break looked the man up and down. He felt his heart skip.
Yes, Xerxes Break felt something he thought he had lost long ago. It was such an odd feeling. Break's hand went to his hair, running through it as his mind wondered, lost in thought.
"Xerxes?" Break jumped a bit after noticing Leim watching him. His brown eyes filled with worry...and something else.
"I'm fine Leim." He reassured, putting on a fake smile.
Break stood up looking around, ignoring those beautiful, warm eyes watching him. With them on him he could never seem to think straight.
So he turned heading for the furthest place away from the picnic, but where he still could see everyone. He sat down pushing his back up against the tree, closing his tired eye.
He wasn't acting like himself, which worried him.
Leim had watched Break laughing with that smirk on his face. Then the man just stopped, getting this strange look in his eye...like he was hurting.
Leim bit his lip trying to think of a way to...comfort the man? Was that what it was?
But he was so distant when he got like this…
"Go on, Leim." He jumped, turning to see Lady Sharon.
"Go talk to him." She smiled taking another sip of tea. He didn't know how to reply so he stood, heading for Xerxes.
Break had his head leaned back against a tree, his eye shut.
It pained Leim to see the man without his other eye. Yet he had never actually seen Xerxes with it.
He wondered...how would Break look grinning with both eyes gleaming? He wished he could find out.
He sat down next to the Hatter sending him occasional, thoughtful glances.
"What's wrong, Xerxes?" Leim asked in his lowest voice. Break's eye opened slanting over to him.
"Why you think there's anything wron-"
"Don't lie to me, Break." Break shook his head looking away from his friend.
"Nothing. Nothing you can help me with." It hurt Leim mentally thinking he that he couldn't help. He had to at least try to make the Hatter feel better.
Or he'd fail as a friend.
"Gil~" Gil turned to the sound of his Master's voice.
He looked up into gleaming green eyes as Oz took a seat by Gil. He was smirking about something but Gil was too afraid to ask, knowing the angelic looking boy's personality.
"You know, Gil doesn't look like he is having much fun..." Oz's grin got bigger.
"Oz, I'm fine." Gil replied, nervous as to where this was going. The youger boy's grin widened. Very nervous.
"I don't want my servant not having fun and you're all alone..." Oz slide closer to Gil.
"O...oz really! You don't have to worry..." Oz jumped on him before he could finish his sentence, hands poking at his sides, making Gil squirm and laugh.
"Oz...sto..p you...you know I'm...ticklish." The raven haired man gasped out in between fits of laughter.
Gil fell back into the soft grass and Oz landed sprawled across him, continuing to poke him.
"Yes I know!" The blonde boy grinned. All of a sudden he stopped, and Gil got the chance to breathe again.
But he almost stopped breathing at what came next.
Oz put his head on Gil's chest looking up at the sky, an amused expression on his young face. Gil's whole body stiffened and his heart started to race.
"The sky's so pretty," Oz mumbled.
Gil knew that he never would have noticed the sky if his Master was by his side.
Oz slid closer to him, taking his hand and letting his own smaller, slender fingers run over them. Gil shivered at the warm, gentle touch.
"Is Gil happy now? Because I can't stand when my Gil is sad." Gilbert smiled and his heart fluttered a few beats as he heard Oz call him his.
"I'm happy as long as you're with me." Gil mumbled. His face was most likely red. Oz rolled to the side looking down at him. He grinned.
"I'm happy with Gil to." He bent down getting closer to Gilbert's lips. Gil felt his heart pick up pace.
Oz smiled seeing Gilbert's flustered face. The light pink and red spreading slowly over his handsome features and darkened the closer Oz came.
"Gil..." Oz's hand went to his servants cheek, resting there.
"O...Oz." Gil stuttered out. Oz smiled. It still was sometimes shocking to see Gil looking so much older than when they were kids together, before the abyss…
But he still looked, felt, and talked like his little servant. Even the scent of him was the same. However, it had been easier to get closer to him to get more of that addictive scent when he was younger and marginally more oblivious.
But Oz, even as he stared down at his love, he knew for a fact, that no matter if Gil was back to the young age of fourteen or if he was twenty, Oz still loved him for him.
Oz thought back to what he once said. Alice was the sun, yes? He still remembered Gil's hurt expression. The way he had tried to hide it for Oz's sake. Oz knew his friend better then everyone thought.
If Alice was the sun then Gil was the moon. Protecting him, keeping him away from the darkness that surrounded him. Even if he couldn't see the soft light, he knew his friend was always and would always be there.
His one and only Absolute. His forever.
"Break...really what's wrong?" Leim sat up a bit staring at Xerxes. The Hatter chuckled.
"You don't give up, do you my dear Leim?" The Hatter's eye rolled, his expression blank, even as his sight landed on Liam's dark golden eyes, so bright with warmth and life, brimming with emotions.
"No, I don't give up..." While Leim was talking Break looked like he was ready to get up.
"Oh, no you don't! You're not disappearing on me now!" Leim's hand reached out holding Break's in place.
It was the wrong thing to do.
He knew he shouldn't have done it. He was an idiot to. The moment their bare skin touched a jolt went through them. It wasn't a particularly gentle one either.
Leim saw a look in Xerxes eye as though he had felt it as well.
"Break!" He tried to take his hand back but Xerxes grabbed it. Leim's eyes widened as Break intertwined their fingers.
Leim saw Xerxes staring down at their hands.
"Why you?" Leim wasn't sure he heard right.
"Wha...what?" He stuttered out.
"Why you of all people..."
"Break what are you talking about...?" Leim asked trying to sound calm.
"Why'd I have to fall in love with you!" Break then met Leim's eyes.
Leim felt his world sway at that very moment.
Break. Xerxes Break loved him. Leim. Boring Leim Lunette.
No! He didn't hear right. It was a mistake. Break was playing with him. The hurt came crashing down.
His heart picked up the pace and his world started to go dark. Then he passed out cold.
Yay chapter one is done. Chapter two will be up soon my lovely readers^^
Leim: why are you putting me and Break together 0.0
Break: wait together together?
Me: cause I'm a yaoi fan girl so shut it! What yaoi fan girl says. Goes! He he
Man I've missed writing. So I have finally gotten over my creativity block. Latly I've just been so tired...I haven't even been working on videos.
But today I was inspired XD
So do not worry my other storys will be updated soon. Very soon.
Break: about time...
Me: shut it you!
Anyways this story going to be about two couples. My two faviorite couples ever!
Gil and Oz 3
Break and Reim 3
I bet ya didn't guess... Oh you did. Damn.
I also will throw in there a little ElliotLeo..
Reveiws make my day .
Also i like to say thanks to my awesome cute servent for helpin me with the story^^
