Love collides: chapter 1
All I see is green why? Because in moving to a knew part of town. One that I didn't know even existed. My mother had about enough of me, how lovely mother just send me away to solve your problem. Whatever. I sit in the back listening to my music. My mother glances back at me through the rear view mirror I put my head down knowing better than to look at her. Shes an alcoholic, she beats me because I want the best for her, she hates when I clean the house of her precious alcohol. I think she loves it more than she loves me. I'm sporting a brand new purple\black stitched up lip followed by a purple green bruised cheek my scene hair in a ruffled mess from being rudely awakened. No make up on a pair pf skinny jeans with a over sized angerfist t-shirt multi beaded bracelets on my skinny pale wrists my combat boots thudding against the car floor following the beat to the music. My black suit cases in the truck thudding with every bump or turn.
"hopefully your father can handle you" she says with menace in her voice I shrink back into the seat afraid to answer. I don't even know my father at all she never even mention him to me and when I asked she would just say 'hes dead' and sneer at my broken face.
"i don't want to go" I said in a broken small voice
"to bad bitch" she says smirking at my expression. I put my head back on the seat rest and sigh. Why am I even still living? I question in my head. The car stops in a small two story house that looks very homey. My throat closes up at the thought of my mother leaving me with a stranger. I mean I know I don't like her but shes all I know, I didn't even have any friends at my old school because I dressed differently from them. My eyes teared up and my bottom lip quivered.
"CHARLIE!" my mother screeched I cringed at the sound, the lights in the house turned on and out came a man with a bushy mustache he squinted to see better.
"Lorelle?" the man asked coming down the steps
"here take your daughter im tired of her" my mother said grabbing my skinny arm probably leaving a bruise.
"what?" the man asked as if he didn't hear right
"yea you got me pregnant" my mother sneered "now heres your daughter" my mother said tossing me at him, I stumbled but was able catch my self in time. she went to the trunk and pulled out both my suit cases I got my backpack and purse from the middle of the car. She threw the suitcases to the ground got in the car and drove off.
As I watched the retreating car my heart started to pound faster I could almost hear it threw the music that was blearing my my ear phones. I slowly too them off lowered my head as tears started to travel down my cheeks. I felt the stare of my so called father burning at my back.
"so your my new child?" he asked quietly as if he might startle me, which he probably would
"yea" I said barely in a whisper
"come inside, ill get your bags" he said getting them and following me. When I got inside I was blinded by the bright lights.
"so welcome to my home do mind sharing a room? I kind of already have a daughter" he said in a careful voice as if not to offend me
"i don't mind at all" I said not making eye contact "but I don't really want to bother her so ill sleep in the living room, if its not to much to ask" I said looking at my boots
"oh no its ok" he said setting down my bags by the couch I sat down at the edge
"um well make yourself at home the bathroom is right next to my daughters room if you need it ill try to get you enrolled in school by next Monday if you don't mind" in reality I didn't mind I hated school because of all the judging kids do now a days
"i don't mind" I said smiling
"alright well goodnight" he said turning off the lights if only he knew I had insomnia I thought. I got out my laptop that I stole from a prep at school charged it and saw that the losers were still paying for the Internet. I smirked those money wasters I said chuckling. For the whole night I was on the Internet looking at cloths from hot topic or other store. If you haven't noticed im a scene kid. And I love it. I heard an alarm go off up stairs guessing it was my so called sisters, but was mistaken when I saw Charlie come down stairs a while later.
"hey kiddo what are you doing up so early" he said rubbing the sleep off his eye and yawning I smile at the child like antic.
"i have insomnia so I rarely sleep" I said matter of factly, he looked at me like I was crazy
"well do you ever sleep or do I need to take you to the doctor to get that checked.." he asked as if he were not sure what to do. I laughed lightly
"well I do sleep but that only after I stayed up after 2 or 3 weeks the most without sleep" I mused "but I could also just take my medication pill that I don't have" I said carefully hoping he didn't catch that. I really didn't like sleeping because it just wasted a beautiful night that I could be enjoying taking pictures of random things or my self(which I do every so often that I have a good hair day)
"well we will go to the hospital so that they can give you some pills or something, and for those bruises. Ill make sure your mother goes to jail for that" he said getting a bowl of cereal and eating.
"i cant swallow pills, thats why I never take them, and as for her well I could care less now" I said carefully
"oh well you can mash it up and put it in a drink cant you" he said talking about the pill and dropping the conversation on my mother
"i guess" I mumbled
"oh looked here comes Bella let me introduce you to her" he said with a mouthful of cereal getting up and walking over to a brown haired girth with pale skin like me. She had a heart shaped face with a nice body her eyes were also brown with rosy lips that she was bitting on. If I wasn't mistaken I would have thought that we were twins except for the differences of our hair and eye color not to mention she was about 5'5 and I was just 5. she looked at me up and down curiously, I felt like I was being judged .
"Bella this is your new sister um.." he said turning to me pleading me to say my name that I just realized was never asked
"oh pixie " I said proudly I always liked my name but people always made fun of me by saying 'oh thats why your so small cuss your a pixie ' they said. Gosh they were so stupid sometimes I even wondered if they had a brain in there.
"nice to have another girl here" she said quietly and looking at my face I focused my stare on the ground
"well im off to work" Charlie said getting his jacket and leaving
"so when did you get here?" she asked heading to the kitchen I followed
"um last night around 3" I said smiling
"oh well you didn't have much sleep then did you" she asked grabbing a granola bar
"i don't sleep" I mumbled
"oh" was all she said I looked up at the clock and saw that it was 7:45
"arnt you going to be late to school?" I asked pointing at the clock Bella almost chocked on her breakfast and ran toward the door with a thank you and bye. I sighed alone again, I went to my suit cases and grabbed a towel toothbrush some black ripped super skinny jeans a tank top socks undergarments and went up stairs to the bathroom to shower and brush my teeth.
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