I hated myself and they couldn't see...

They thought they knew my family...

The only boy right?

Right, I am a boy, except I'm not...

Not truly, or realistically, (Screw off Jeremy, I can to use big words...)

The only boy...

If only they knew. If they saw me as I really am, a girl... They would be disgusted. they would hate me as much as I hate myself. they would see the flaws I've left for myself...

WELCOME TO MY LIVING HELL...

I try to focus on the lesson Mrs. Hertz has on the board, but I can't, not today. Ulrich looks at me weird, so I give him my most convincing fake smile before yawning and blinking sleepily. He gives me a small smile in return before looking back to the front of the classroom.

"He would hate you if he knew"

"Don't I know it," I whisper to myself.

The bell then rings overhead, and I begin to gather my things and go to stand before someone hits me.

BAM!

I fell to the ground witha loud thud, looking up to see Sissi standing above me looking down on me, my papers are all over the floor, half-hearted notes, and scribbles,

"God, Watch where you're going, Odd," She sneered, "Well, aren't you going to apologize?" She asked harshly.

"No, You bumped into me," I point out in response.

"I did not, you purple haired freak!" she yelled in my face.

I winced, eyes filling with tears...

'Don't think about it, Don't think about it...'

I stood ignoring the shocked faces of the few students still in the class, Friends included and ran out.

'Don't think about it, Don't think about it.'

But it was too late...

My Father stood over me...

"Why can't you just be normal!" he yelled "Why couldn't you just be a Brunette, like me!?"

His hand flew across my face with a force near unbearable.

"I didn't do this to myself..." I pleaded from the floor, "I didn't want this..."

I wasn't just referring to my hair...

and my sisters ignored my cries...

Tears slid from my eyes...

"I'm so sorry," I whisper...

"Nothing will be the same anymore, Will it?"