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Goodbye
Clare really loved Eli.
She truly, honestly did.
But she was going insane. From the moment she laid eyes on Eli her heart was sold to him. From the moment their hands touched, she was far beyond head over heals. From the first time their lips touched Clare was addicted to him. And from the first time he told her he loved her, she was fully, and forever lasting in love.
The way he rolled his eyes at her when she made a bad joke, the way he would give a half sided smirk when he challenged her to new things, the way he held her heart every moment of everyday…
It scared her.
It scared her to death to be so in love with someone that it felt like time stopped when she even glanced at him.
And she did the only thing she could think of.
Run.
Eli was the most amazing person she had ever laid eyes on, but here she is, running from her problems, running from the boy beyond her dreams, running from her soul mate… Running from her fears of being hurt.
Clare really hoped to see Eli again in the way she wanted to.
She truly, honestly did.
But she had to go, she had to leave him.
She couldn't believe she did, but she left him all alone, no, she had too. She made his worst fear come true. She had left him. Just like Julia had left him, she walked straight out of his life without a warning, but unlike Julia, Clare could of went back, kissed his soft lips again and re-assure him everything was alright.
But she didn't.
And she regretted that the most.
Eli had helped Clare become more adventurous, he made her see a different view on life, a better view on life, and what did she do in return? She left him. She left him heartbroken, and depressed.
Clare was no longer 'Saint Clare'.
She had caused a person heart break, hurt, anger, and depression. She had ruin Eli's life more then Julia could, because Clare had walked out on him, and she could go back… unlike Julia could.
Clare loves Eli so much that it hurts her just to think of his beautiful, ember, green eyes that brightened every time he laid eyes on Clare, his silky, black hair, his gorgeous smirk, his wonderful smile. The way his laugh lit up the sky even on the darkest nights
Tears silently fell from Clare's eyes the more of she thought of him.
"Goodbye, Eli…" Clare whispered into the darkness of the night,
"I love you."
A/N: Hey! This was just a short drabble inspired by Avril Lavigne's "Goodbye". I really like Eli and Clare together and it made me really mad that they broke up! Anyways, enough of my rambling, please review!
