Disclaimer: Kingdom Hearts is owned by Disney and Squaresoft.
Warnings: Rated T for implied stuffs.
Notes: Just a little, short blurb I wrote a couple months ago. Enjoy. Or not.
I love you too, Roxy
Axel?
Axel? Can you hear me?
Axel… I… lied to you when we met on Twilight Town. I told you… that I didn't know you, that I couldn't remember. I saw the hurt in your eyes and on our face. And I pretended not to care. I pushed aside all the pain because I was… scared. I was scared. I mean… one moment… I'm hanging out with Hayner and the others without a care in the world. I was pretty much oblivious to my life before. And the next, I see your face and it all comes back to me. Everything we ever did together. All the time we spent together. The sleepovers behinds Xemnas' back. The hand holding under the table at meetings or meals. The longing looks… and all the laughs over the pranks. That time we swapped Marluxia's shampoo for blue hair dye and blamed Demyx. He was purple for a month. Or the time we stole Demyx's sitar and buried it in Marluxia's garden and blamed Demyx. And when we gave Laranex's cat too much catnip and locked it up in Marluxia's room. And blamed Demyx. Poor Marly. He never got rid of that fear of cats. And then Demyx tried to retaliate and walked in on us and threatened to tell everyone if we didn't take the blame for all of the pranks, even the ones that were actually Demyx's fault.
I really miss that Axel. You weren't just my secret. You were my best friend and partner in crime. You were… are… my everything. I may have forgotten that for a short time… but I remember now.
I wish you hadn't stopped yourself that last time we were together. I told that I was ready, that I wanted to. Did it really matter so much that I was younger than you?
Did I ever tell you how much I loved you? That I was yours? Completely?
No. I don't think I ever did. I mumbled it a few times, blushing in embarrassment. You'd smile and call me cute. I don't know why I felt so silly saying it. I love you Axel. Nope. Not hard or silly. So why couldn't I say it for real when I had the chance?
And now here I am, stuck inside Sora for all eternity. I'll never get to tell you. I'll never get to see you again or feel your arms around me. The smell of your breath or the softness of your lips. The roughness of your calloused hands and the gentle ways you'd touch me with them.
I guess it's my fault. It's all my fault that you're gone. If only I hadn't pretended when you came to Twilight Town… if only we could have... maybe… I could have persuaded you to leave the Organization… you would have never been hurt. You would never have fought Sora. You would have never died. And I wouldn't have to be trapped inside your murderer.
We could have been together Axel. Too bad I ruined it. I love you Axel.
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I love you, too… Roxy…
