BPOV
Last night Edward didn't come. I was kinda sad and hoped he'd be there when i had woken up. I had woken up hoping to see him in my room and i hoped that i wasn't just alone in my room but with him. I rolled over to find Edward ...he wasn't there. I scanned the room to search the room for him. He wasn't there he'd left. But he'd be back, he could leave me just because Tanya came in town i shouldn't worry right? I thought nothing of it. I got up and dressed like any other rainy summer day a plain t and jeans. I went down stairs and met with Carlisle and said good morning before he headed off to work, still pretending to be a doctor whose in his 30s. As i was putting my bowl in the sink i wondered where Edward could be it wasn't like him to leave and not tell me. So while waiting i decided to clean, the house had been a mess because all of the surprise parties she had thrown me. I started with the down stairs. It was 8:00 when i started ...
8:30 living room
9:15 kitchen
10:30 my room
It was at 12:00 that i finally figured out what time it was and that he wasn't here i called Alice she she hadn't seen or herd from Edward i was worried why he left and then Alice told me why...
EPOV
when Alice told me i could believe it, I had to run, I couldn't be the cause of that. Why did she have to be so tempting and persuasive. I was planning on proposing to Bella that night, but after the news i needed time to think and reflect.
I was far away standing in he rain thinking about where i needed to be. I should have left Bella message saying that i wouldn't be coming and that I'd rather be alone now and think about some things. I rather I leave her than to cheat. If she gave me some time i could be the man she needs but there's a lot of lust inside of me, we've been together since our teenage years.
I really don't want to hurt her but i need some time to be alone.
They say when you love someone you just don't treat them bad. I feel so wrong now that i want to leave. i can imagine her crying her heart to me telling me not to leave. But i just need time to see where i wanna be in my life.
I dont want to hurt her. I wanted to be with bella forever.
Never did i imagine that she would play a major part in a decision thats so hard.
Should i leave...
Should i stay...
Should i go...
I think about my life and what matters to me the most. The love that she and I share is real and true. But in time her heart would heal, im not saying im going but i...have to figure out what life is like without her, my love, Bella.
But i love her i could never leave her...but temptation of Tanya. Anyway i could just go back to Bella its not like i cheated on her it was olny one of alice's vision they had flaws.
I decided that i would go back home i truly love Bella. As i was walking back home to see bella in front of me stood Tanya...
I knew what she was about to do...
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