Protecting her - Part 1
Beca's point of view
I couldn't tell you when it started not for sure. I think it started just after my parents' divorce or maybe just that side of me was just waiting to be activated, maybe it was always there just waiting for a moment where it was needed.
But it doesn't matter when it started really. It's there now, a part of me. It can be summed up in one word protect. I need to protect the things I love because if I don't they get hurt.
This will destroy Chloe. She's strong, she makes everyone think she is strong she puts up a mask. I see through it, she doesn't know I do but I always have. She's broken inside, I think she's perfect. Broken but sewn together with gold.
Tom got Aubrey pregnant. Her best friend. The girl she turned to. The only person she told that she loved him. That's right she loved him. I knew it. I saw them in classes together. She loved him. It was always him. Aubrey knew it when they slept together too.
Aubrey told me a week ago she was pregnant, I guess we are kinda friends now so yeah. You know what the bad part is? My first thought wasn't oh my god congratulations; no it was oh my god Chloe.
This will destroy a girl that is already perfectly broken. I can't let that happen. She won't come back from this. She won't survive. I need to protect her, not just for her but for me. I can't stand watching the lights in her eyes go out.
I will protect her til the end. She doesn't know and probably never will but I will protect her til the end. I will be her shield when it all goes down. But how?
~Lara Knight
