"I used to think that you love me now baby I'm sure"

The song was playing on the radio, while Ivy and her mom were driving down the highway. It was the typical sunny and hot Australian day. The sunbeams were touching gently the ground, the summer mood was in the air… but definitely not in the car.

- Stop the radio please. - Ivy stated more like a command than an ask

The song was just the opposite thing of her mood now. She tied her hair up and looked through the window. All she could do was listening to the same sad songs playing on repeat and staring in on opined. She does that for the last month.

- Are you hungry honey? Or thirsty? Do you want me to stop? - her mom asked nervous while putting her hand on Ivy's knee.

The truth was that the woman was so worried about her daughter. For the last month Ivy have barley said something. After the horrifying accident she shut herself in. She has been avoiding her friends even family. During the last month Ivy has been feeling guilty about the accident with her boyfriend. All the fighting stuff and all the screams, though words that have been said that night all the wrong actions led to the situation she was facing right now. All started in 1st february and ended that day. Ivy closed her eyes and all the memories flashed through the back of her eyes. She felt how the tears came out, she kept looking through the window when the tears were choking her, she took a deep breath. Her mother sensed that and she turned aside and stooped the car. Mother's eyes were full of pain and fright. Terry could feel her daughter's pain.

- Are you okay sweetie? - Terry asked worried, she looked her daughter and smiled weakly.

- I'm.. I'll be fine mum… just … keep driving. - Ivy said in quiet tone, giving Terry an unsure smile then she looked back through the window.

- It's not your fault honey… Stop blaming yourself. It's… - ivy turned to her mother and paused her.

- It is. It's my fault. If I … If I hadn't said these word, none of this would happen. Liam could alive… But he's not… He's dead mum… - Ivy burst into tears.

Liam was Ivy's great love. She loved him so much… he loved her too. They seemed to be the perfect couple. They were getting well, they helped each other, they were just inseparable. Liam had a car accident… doctors said to Ivy and her mother that he didn't make it through the hospital. He died.

- Ivy, If Liam was here… he wouldn't let you blame yourself. Things like these happen all of the time. You were there when the police said that the failed wasn't his. Just a stupid drunk man… who was driving his car in drunk condition crashed into Liam's… - Terry kissed Ivy's cheek - Promise me you won't shut yourself in. You won't be a misfit in when you're in London. Take it as a positive thing. New place, new people. - Terry smile once again and turned the car on.

While Terry was driving many thoughts were flattering in her head. She knew that her daughter would be safe in London with her father but just the thought of that Ivy would be far far away from her during this dark period was making Terry a little bit unsure about this decision. The other half of the journey went in silent.

Finally the girls arrived to the airport. Terry gave the tickets to Ivy.

- Your flight is at 8am which means you'll be there around 10pm. Call me when you land in London and when you're with your father, okay?

- I will. - Ivy said with a weak voice, Terry couldn't hold her tears and the came out - Mum, please. -Ivy wiped some of her mother's tears. - Don't worry, I'll be fine. I'll be with dad.

- I want to be with you honey. If… If you don't feel good there just call me and I'll come to take you, okay?

- Okay. - Ivy nodded - I have to go now… If I don't want to miss the flight. - Ivy smiled and hugged her mother tightly

- I'm gonna miss you buddy. - Terry kissed Ivy's forehead and hugged her once again.

Ivy turned her back and went to the airplane.

- Your tickets miss. - Ivy gave her tickets and when the customer checked them she let Ivy to enter the plane