A/N I think I'm easing my way slowly into the Saiki K. fandom. Anyways, I honestly just ship Saiki with Teruhashi because they're pretty similar if you think about it, and basically, a few of us need to ship that one main character with somebody. I've only gotten to the 4th episode of the second season, so I only have limited knowledge overall. Anyways, onto this small drabble I came up with.
Disclaimer: I do not own the Disastrous Life of Saiki K./Saiki Kusuo no ψ-nan
She always caught my eye. Possibly because she was always that irresistible beauty that all males bowed down to. That seemingly sparkling glow, and that attitude she showed on the outside.
But it was most likely the fact that she was so similar to me. She hides what she is on the inside, keeping that 'perfect inside and out' facade going. Just like how I kept the fact I was psychic a secret and kept up my 'normal human' facade up. She intrigued me, like I intrigued her.
Even if I were an actual normal human being, I would be able to sense that she was drawn to me in some way. Because who would keep coming back to a person so out of there league if they weren't.
The thing that snatched me up though was that I knew she was infatuated with me, that's easily percepted from her thoughts. It doesn't stop me from trying to block her from saying that she likes - or in her words, "love" - me. That's because I don't want to get attacked by her fan group. I tell myself. But I know better, I'm not naive or dense, and I have to accept the fact that I take some sort of a liking to her.
In all honesty, I only stop her because It's unbelievable. She's stupid, she's troublesome, why is she so persistent? I ask myself at night. And I believe that she is. The blue-haired beauty was a fool. Who falls for a psychic?
She doesn't know this though. But I try convincing myself. She doesn't like you, she doesn't! It's a phase. She'll get over it.
And it should be true. The beauty's thoughts started off just being curious about me, trying to make me gasp. Then they started going over how and why she was so drawn to me. It became a problem when she started developing feelings for me. At one point, I resigned myself to make a grudging tolerance for her antics but don't get me wrong, whenever I wanted to just stay alone, I avoided any form of communication with her.
Even with her long looks at me from afar, her thoughts drifting away from the world, even if it was just for a few seconds, just staring at me, her thoughts begging for her feelings to be vented out at someplace. With her trying to push aside her pride and reveal her thoughts and feelings about me.
Sometimes, I caught her eye, holding down the stare if I was irritated and steeled myself per usual, looking at her with listless eyes. Watching her look away, embarrased.
When I met her, I knew she was interested in me.
When she kept coming back to me, I knew she started her goal to make me gasp.
When Valentine's Day came around, I knew she was in denial.
When she turned down Saiko, I knew she actually was aware and didn't care about her infatuation towards me.
Now, I know she's actually fallen in love.
With me.
Call me insane for not initiating anything, I don't care.
I just want her to gain the courage to push her pride aside(and for her brother to stop being so overly obsessed with his own sister) to tell me.
Maybe one day.
But I guess she did always catch my eye.
A/N I didn't know what to do with the ending, so it was pretty rushed, I'm sorry! I tried my best, it's hard to capture Saiki's thinking on love. Thanks for reading!
