Disclaimer: Although i've tried, I still don't own HP... Santa, I blame you!
Oh, Severus,
Why is it that you always want what you can't have?
You wanted a family, is that too much to ask?
You wanted power, so you joined the dark side.
You were so sure that what they gave you would be better than cookies ;)
You wanted her.
The friend zone was hard,
But you wish you could get back there from where you landed.
If you could've held your tongue…
If you hadn't called her… Mudblood.
If you had realized sooner that you had to choose.
If you knew that nothing- power, money, family-nothing was worth it.
Wasn't worth her.
Because, really, that was the cost, wasn't it?
Did she ever know?
Or did she die thinking she couldn't have done better than him?
But were you really better, Snape?
Your so-called power killed her.
Were you really better than James?
Think about it, Severus
You're not so sure of yourself anymore, are you?
All those lies you told yourself.
You weren't really any better
