This is my first time ever writing a Harry Potter fanfiction! i know that they're some mistakes, but I promise I'll them. This is a Harry Potter fanfic that contains mpreg. If you don't like it, then I'm sorry. I love the relationship between Harry and Snape and I think that Alan Rickman is just so so sexy.

This is the first chapter in the the fanfic. It takes place six years after the defeat of Voldemort.

I don't own Harry Potter at all, I'm not smart enough to come up with something that clever. J.K Rowling is a god. I love everything about her. I don't make money off of this nor would I want to. I'm just her to write and have a good time and read stories by other people. I have too much on my hands this summer so I decided to write fanfiction.


Chapter One: A New Beginning

Harry walked down to the dungeons where he shared a private living space with his husband of five years. It was like any other day in the Wizarding World of Hogwarts, but the air just seemed a little colder for a summer day. As he walked he could feel the the cool air nipping at his nose. Even though the sun was shining, things just seemed different to Harry. That's because things were different. It's been nearly six years since the defeat of Lord Voldemort and nothing felt the same. It's still taken some time to rebuild and to put Hogwarts back in its original condition, but people were glad that they no longer had to look over their shoulders for the Dark Lord. He was gone. No one in the entire world was more glad to be rid Lord Voldemort than one Mr. Harry Potter.

He found himself standing by the portrait in front of the dungeons. He couldn't believe five years ago he'd married his professor. If someone were to come up to him five years ago and tell him that he would eventually marry none other than Severus Snape, he would have hexed that person to hell and back. Five years ago he wanted nothing more for the Potions Master to die like the rest of the Death Eater, but when Snape almost actually died, he realized that there was something about Snape that he couldn't quite understand. Stopping the bleeding from Negini's bite marks, Harry managed to carry his professor all the to the Hogwarts infirmary (what was left of it at that time). He could remember how angry people got at him for saving the man who had killed their beloved headmaster. It wasn't until after the first couple of months after the war that harry told them who Snape really was. They weren't happy at first, but they eventually understand that in order for him to stay on the light side he had to be mean and nasty to them all…including Harry.

Harry stood there for a couple more seconds until finally saying the password to his and Snape's living space. He walked in; the smell of potions brewing tickled his nose as he walked into his living space. Severus was exactly where he had left him (two days ago) in his study making Remus Lupin his Wolfs bane potion. Walking down to the study he stopped at the door. He watched his husband talk to him. It's was so funny seeing how much the older man had changed. He couldn't help but smile at the fact that Severus looked more relaxed than he'd ever been in his entire life. He opened the door and walked in. he made his way over to his husband who was sitting on a stool and kissed him. Snape was a little taken by surprise and pulled back from the kiss, seeing that it was Harry, he kissed him again. Harry gave a small smile and spoke. "who'd you think I was Sev?" turning to face Harry, Severus could tell that Harry was a little hurt by the way he tensed when he had kissed him. "No one. Force of habit, remember?" Snape said grabbing Harry's waist and pulling him closer to his body. Harry chuckled.

"What's so funny Mr. Snape-Potter?" Severus asked, which only made Harry laugh harder.

"Nothing Sev, except for the fact that I can feel your hard-on jabbing me in the stomach." Harry said grinning widely. Snape gave Harry's lips a quick peck.

"At least I don't need to remind you how special you are to me Harry." Snape said. Harry giggled as Snape walked away and got back to what he was doing.

"I didn't say I hated it Sev."

"Nor did I say that you said you hated it Harry. I just have to finish this potion for Remus before the full moon." Snape said turning around and looking at Harry. It still amazed him that he fell for a Gryffindor, let alone the one Gryffindor he hated more than life itself. Shows people how much someone can change…even the most bitter people can change.

"Alright Sev. Have you eaten yet?"

"No, I have not. I wanted to wait for you. And besides I haven't really had the time to think about nourishment."

"Would you like to accompany me to the Great Hall for dinner?" slowly Snape stood up. He looked Harry in the eyes searching for the slightest bit of guilt. He couldn't help but feel like he was holding Harry back in some way. After a while he spoke. "Sure Harry, why the hell not? Just let me wash up."

"You know what Sev?" Harry asked. The potions professor just smile. He loved when Harry asked questions like this without ever really finishing them. Realizing that Harry was waiting for an answer he spoke. "No, I don't know what Harry. It would do us both good if you could elaborate what you are trying to say."

"I'm kind of nervous for this school year to start in a couple of days. I know I say this every year, but this year it's different."

"That's because things are different Harry. But I understand what you mean, not on the whole school thing, but I was and still am a little scared. But as Dumbledore used to say, it does not do to dwell on things we cannot change and forget to live. And I know you'll be a good professor." Snape said finally walking out of his and Harry's bedroom. He walked over to Harry and kissed him. The kiss was a little more passionate than before. He wanted to show Harry that there was nothing to worry about. Getting a small smile from Harry he knew that his lover was alright again…for now.

The two of them walked to the Great Hall hand in hand. Some of the students stopped to look at them. It was funny, even after five years of the two being together, people still gave them strange looks.

"Hello Professor Snape. Hello Har-I mean Professor Harry. Said a little Ravenclaw fourth year.

"Hello Ms. Little." Snape said giving the girl a polite smile. Harry did the same. They finally reached the Great Hall. They were a little late, but that didn't matter anymore. They walked into the Great Hall and all eyes were on them. Neville stood up and greeted them. "Hello Harry. Hi Severus."

"Hey there Neville, how is the preparation for your classes coming?" Harry asked. Snape walked to his seat at the Head table, leaving Harry and Neville to have their conversation.

"It's good, I find it very easy to prepare for something that I love. I just hope my students will love what I have planned."

"Don't worry about it Nev, everything will work out. How's Steven?"

"Thanks Harry. He's fine. He's a little nervous to be starting school this year, but I told him that there was nothing to be afraid of."

"That's true. He'll be fine. Remember how nervous you were?" harry said with a small smile.

"Yeah, I told him his first day couldn't be as bad as mine. I can't believe it's actually been that long since we were being sorted into our house." Neville say chuckling.

"That's true. He'll be fine. Remember how nervous you were? I still can't believe you managed to lose Trevor the first day we arrived at Hogwarts." harry said with a small smile.

"Yeah, I told him his first day couldn't be as bad as mine. He laughed when Seamus told him the story of Trevor. He asked if I ever did anything as stupid as yelling Trevor when I was at Hogwarts. Seamus couldn't stop laughing. I can't believe it's actually been that long since we were being sorted into our house." Neville say chuckling.

"Why? What did you tell Steven?"

"I told him that there was one time during our first year, when I tried to stand up to you, Ron, and Hermione and Hermione froze me because I threatened to tell on you guys. And he asked what happened after that. I told him I remember hitting the ground really hard."

"Good times! Does he ask a lot about your Hogwarts years?"

"Yeah he does, he thinks it's the greatest thing in the world that he gets to go to school where his parents went. Hopefully he won't be anything like Seamus when he was in school." Neville said laughing at the thought of his husband blowing up everything he came in contact with.

"I'm surprised he didn't burn the school before Voldemort did. With the many spells gone wrong, you'd think he have some physical damage."

"You're telling me. I still can't believe it was that long ago, we are so old Harry. Where did the time go?"

"Ha-ha I know. We're old. Well you know what the muggles always say- time flies when your having fun. By the way Neville how's Seamus?"

"He's fine. Busy with the Ministry and he might get a promotion."

"Is he thinking of taking the job of Ministry of Magic?"

"Yeah, he is. Did I tell you that he's pregnant again?"

"NO! Neville that's fantastic. Was this baby planned or was it another incident? And I think congratulations are in order." Harry said patting Neville's shoulders.

Neville smiled as he remembered Seamus coming into the Gryffindor Common Room crying and balling his eyes out.

Flashback!

It was any other typical Hogwarts night and in walks Seamus, tear stained cheeks and big puffy eyes. Harry had helped him to his seat. The entire Common room stopped to see what was wrong.

Walking over to his boyfriend, Neville sat down, but didn't talk for a while. They all just sat there looking at Seamus as if he'd just seen Voldemort for the first time in person. Eventually Seamus stopped sniffling and crying and had the courage to look at Neville.

Looking over at Harry, Neville tried to find out what was wrong, but got a strange look from Harry that told him, that it wasn't his place to tell. Eventually he spoke to Seamus. "Everything alright there love?' Neville asked placing his hand behind Seamus' back.

Clearing his throat Seamus finally spoke. "I…um…I-I d-don't really know…um I don't know how t-t-to really tell you this N-Neville." He could feel the tears trying to escape, but he held them back as long as he could. He just let the tears pour out onto his facing, nothing care who was watching. Neville gave a puzzled and walked over to Harry." exactly what is wrong with him Harry?" Neville asked looking back at his boyfriend. Harry just stood there looking at Neville. It amazed him how people were so dim witted. For wizards, they sometimes had no fucking clue when someone was in pain.

"It's not really my place to say Nev, I wish I could tell you for him, but this is a conversation that the both of you need to have. And if you'd like us to leave so that there isn't a lot of people around then I'll have everyone leave. But I can't be the one to tell you." Harry said patting Neville on the soldiers and walking away."Hey…hey look at me Seamus." Neville said lifting his boyfriends chin so that he could get a better look at him. Seamus lifted his head and started to cry harder. "No no no, hey Seamus, what ever it is, I can't promise you that it shouldn't be something to cry about. If you don't want to tell me than that's fine, but if it's important than you should. I'm not going to make you tell me if you don't wan…

"I'm pregnant Neville!" Seamus blurted out. The entire Gryffindor Common Room fell silent. It was as if Voldemort was standing right in front of them killing each student one by one.

"What? How's that even possible?" Neville asked standing up.

"Well Nev, when two people sleep together, they usually have this thing called sex and sometimes when two people fuc…" Fred Weasley said in his usual sarcastic playful manner.

"I know how sex works Fred. Can everyone leave but Harry?"

"You heard him, get out! You may return in a while. I'm sure you guys will hear a lot about it after they've had their conversation." Harry said locking the door behind them he put a silencing spell around the room, if he knew one thing about his fellow house mates, he knew that they'd try to listen in on Seamus and Neville's conversation.

"How long have you known that you were pregnant?" Neville asked looking back at his boyfriend.

"Actually just found out today. I was at Qudditch practice and me belly started to hurt. And I might have fainted also." Seamus said.

"Neville you have to understand that, that Seamus would have told you sooner today, but he was having a hard time with it himself. Madme Pomfrey had to give him six calming drought potions before he could talk again." Harry said.

"Are you kidding me, I'm not mad. I made sure that we were very careful."

"Remember the time we went to Hogsmede and we got drunk on butter beer and fire whiskey?" Seamus said wiping his swollen eyes.

"Yeah what about it?' Neville asked.

"Well I asked you if you were going to use any protection, and you told me no because you said it was more fun being spontaneous." Neville remembered it very well. He even remembered running outside wearing none of his robes.

"So we're having a baby. Your having a baby? How are you feeling about that?' Neville finally spoke.

"I'm scared, but not as scared as I was before. I just want to be a family with you Neville. And I love you!"

"I love you too Seamus." Neville said kissing his boyfriend on the lips.

End of Flashback!

"Thanks Harry, and yeah they do. I'll talk to you about it more a little later. You should probably go back to Snape, he seems a little lost without you." Neville said with a small chuckle.

"Alright Neville see you around. And tell Seamus congrats." Harry said waving goodbye to his friend. He found his place beside Snape at the Head table. After dinner, Harry and Snape took a walk in the cold summer night. They walked in silence for a while before Snape broke the silence. "

"You know Harry, I've been thinking about a lot of things these last five years." Snape said and continued talking. "it's been five years, maybe we should start thinking about starting a new chapter in our lives."

"Like what kind of next chapter?" Harry asked. He knew exactly what his husband was getting at, but something in him wanted to hear Snape say that he wanted to have a baby.

"I don't know, I just feel like it's time for something new. I can't really explain it. Snape said sighing. That was Harry's queue to stop talking and not press any further on the conversation. They walked quietly to the dungeons neither one of them saying a word.

Harry woke to the sound of clattering and things hitting the wall or the floor. Quickly getting up, he put his robes on. Walking into the kitchen he found a very pissed off Potions Professor. He waited a minute before he spoke. "Severus is everything alright?" Harry asked. He got down on his knees to be at eye level with the older man. Severus didn't speak, he couldn't speak. He was afraid of blowing up on Harry. As mad as he was, he didn't want Harry to be the one who suffered. He was beyond the point of anger and madness. He was fucking pissed and saying anything right now would make him want to choke a bitch. He wanted to scream and cry, but he couldn't let Harry see him cry…could he? So he just nodded.

"Sev, what's wrong?" Harry asked again. This time his question was answered with a response.

"It broke Harry it broke." That was all the dark haired man could say.

"What did baby? What broke?"

"The goddamn potion that I was working on for Remus. I forgot to turn the light on before I carried the fucking thing into the fucking kitchen. I went back to retrieve the potion and I was on my way out the damn door and I tripped."

"Did everything break?'

"Yeah everything broke." He stopped speaking once he realized what came out. he'd been so good to never go back to his old self, but now sitting on the floor and thinking about how he would have to rebrew the wolfsbane potion pissed him off. His answer came out could and dead, as if Harry should have already know what he meant. "Sorry Harry I didn't mean for it to come out so coldly." Snape said taking Harry's hand in his own.

"It's alright Sev, I would be pissed too. Hell in fact I would have just stayed here and screamed maybe even cried my arse off. It's okay."

"I know but I could have been nicer. I shouldn't have said it the way that I did."

"Yeah well don't apologize, because if that had been me it happened to, I would have hexed your ass off. It's okay, we all have our moments. In fact I wouldn't mind if your got angry once in a while." Harry said kissing his husband on the forehead.

"Are you saying I'm getting too soft Mr. Snape-Potter?' Severus asked with a smirk.

"Hells no, are you kidding me? I see the way you are with your students, it's the same way you acted towards me the very first day I came to Hogwarts. But I do have to say, I love how sweet you are to your first year students. It's cute"

"Yeah well let me not hear you call me sweet or cute in the same sentence again. If there is one thing that I know, it's that Snapes aren't sweet and they sure as hell don't get called cute."

"Well maybe you need to be called cute, it's not like people were extremely nice to you as a child. You deserve to be called sweet and cute." Harry said kissing Snape on the lips. They stayed like that for a few moments until Snape couldn't breathe anymore.

"I still can't believe that I have to spend another two days making that fucking potion again. I have better things to be doing than preventing someone from killing an animal or a person."

"If you'll let me, I'd love to help you. it can be like old times." Harry said helping his husband stand up. Snape didn't say anything. He could feel a throbbing sensation in his back. He really was getting to old for this…all of this. The teaching and Hogwarts. Standing up he took out his wand and turned the lights on. "Lumos" he quietly spoke.

"Yeah of course you can."

"Don't worry about it Sev, it happens to the best of. Remember what I did right after the war ended?' Harry said smiling a little. That caused Snape to let out a little chuckle. "How could I forget I almost died twice that day?"

"Yeah and remember how bad I felt for draining all the blood from your body?" Snape lost control he burst out laughing, which was rare for him because he never showed signs of weakness. He lost control trying to remember how Harry had tried to fix his broken arm and out it back in it's place, but instead Harry ended up draining all the blood from his body. He sat there laughing and laughing not noticing the look on his husband face. "Certainly I remember . I also remember you hexing your ass off because you though you killed me and shit like that. I remember you hexing yourself for what you called being a "dumb arse." Snape said getting his breathing back on track with his heart rate.

"Well it was pretty stupid. It's bad enough that Voldemort tried to kill you, but the fact that I did for ten seconds was just cruel. It was the worst played joke anyone could ever play on you and me."

"Well aren't you happy I'm here now?"

"Yeah I have a better idea. Why don't we go upstairs and you can show me how happy I should be." Harry said with a smirk. They made there way upstairs both of them forgetting about the spilled potion on the floor.

September first finally found its way back to the Hogwarts once again. The teachers were scurrying to get there classes. It would become one of the busiest days in the last three years. Today was when the new students and old students came back to Hogwarts for another chance to learn. The ceremony wasn't until supper, which gave every student, professor and staff the time to finish what ever needed to be done. Harry was sitting in his classroom just finishing a few notes for the beginning of classes, when he heard a knock on the door. "Enter!" he said. The door quietly opened and in walked none other than Draco Malfoy. The blonde haired boy had finally realized where his loyalties lie, but not until he had gotten the dark mark. He was a lot kinder, but that could have just been his veela side acting up. To Harry, he noticed a change in Malfoy when he and Ron had finally stopped hiding and came out as gay. It wasn't really that surprising to Harry when they also told the entire common room that they were in fact in a relationship with each other and that they'd been dating for the last three years.

"Hello Pott-Harry, how are you?" Draco asked taking a seat in one of the chairs. Harry was quiet for a moment. He still couldn't believe that Draco was one of his best friends today. It had taken years to get it that way and he wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.

"Hello Mr. Malfoy, I'm good; what can I do you for?" harry asked not looking up from his papers.

"Um…I-I was um a wondering if I could talk to you about something personal?" Draco said playing with his hand so that he wouldn't have to look up at Harry.

"Um yeah you can ask me anything."

"R-Ron and I want to have another baby, but I'm a little skeptical about having another child. I mean don't get me wrong, but I just thing we should raise Nona first and then talk about having another baby."

"What does Ron think about wanting another baby?"

"He's very keen on it. He was the one that asked me if we could try and have another. I have no problem in having more kids, but I'm pretty sure I don't want what happened last time to happen again."

"So what you're saying is, is that your afraid that if Ron has another baby he could go into a coma or possibly die from having another child?"

Sighing he continues. "Yes in a way. I fear for his safety. I can't get the image out of my head of when he went unconscious while trying to deliver Winona." Draco said nervously. It had taken about a year for Harry to convince him that Ron wasn't going to go anywhere. Any sane person could look at the two of them and realize that they were meant to be together.

Setting down his papers, Harry leaned back in his chair and looked at the nervous blonde. He could see fear, pain and hurt in the grey eyes that were his friend. He knew how much Draco loved Ron and he knew how much Ron loved Draco, the only problem with their relationship, was both of them. Neither wanted to tell each other how, much they mean to the other. So when they get stuck in the relationship or were having issues, they came to Harry. He never understood why they did this, but apparently they both said that they respected him, He wasn't complaining (don't get him wrong), but why would they come to him for relationship advice when he could barely manage his own life? He'd been with Snape for what like five years? And he couldn't even get the man to tell him that he wanted to have a baby.

"Dray, I've told you this many many times. I know how scared you are that you're going to lose Ron, but in all seriousness I know Ron enough to tell you that he wouldn't just pick up and leave. He loves you from the bottom of his heart and wouldn't do anything to upset you. I understand how scary it is, but you don't need to be scared."

"I know I shouldn't be scared, but I can't help it. I can't help but feel like something bad is going to happen. I can't help feeling like The Dark Lord might return again. There's just so much I fear and I don't know how to control it. I fear for my daughter, I fear that she'll be taken away from Ron and i. I just fear that someone will want to hurt." Draco said feeling the tears form in his eyes. he took a deep breath and pushed the tears back.

Harry was a little taken back. He couldn't help but feel the same way too. He had talked with Snape about the whole vanishing the Dark Lord and the fact that he was afraid of Voldemort returning and that he didn't want the nightmares to return. But he knew that deep down inside he was just being paranoid.

"Hey Dray it's okay to be scared, but there comes a point when you just need to let go of all the pain and your fears before it consumes you. I would know, there were times I was so scared that I just kept the pain to myself because I was afraid of letting anyone else get involved. You remember my fifth year at Hogwarts when I started realizing I was a little bit like Voldemort? And how hard it was to talk to people? Well I didn't talk to people because I didn't want to; I just didn't understand what was happening. And it was getting to that point when the fear and pain was consuming me and I started feeling sorry for myself. It wasn't until I talked to Luna that I realized what the Dark Lord was trying to do. He was trying to separate me from the others so that I'd be an easier target. But take it from me, don't let the darkness and fear of losing someone become a clutch that you can hardly live. It's not fun and I wouldn't recommend it."

"So living in fear only makes things worse?' Draco asked.

"You bet your arse I do." Harry said with a smile.

"Have you and Snape discussed having kids yet?" before Harry could answer, his classroom door shot open revealing a very angry potions master. Harry walked over to his husband. Bending down in front of the greasy haired potions master, he spoke. "What's wrong this time Sev?"

Snape looked at his husband but did not speak. He was beyond the point of talking rationally; he wanted to hex anyone who stood in his way. "What's wrong Severus?" harry asked again. He places his hand on his husband's fore arm.

"Professor McGonagall is giving my job to this new teacher. She said something about how I have to share the potions job and what not." He said anger still visible in his voice.

"Why was it because of Danielle Abbott got an outstanding on her University marks?"

"Yeah something about how she got a fucking perfect mark and that I should focus on being Deputy Headmaster. If that stupid little cunt thinks she can come and take my job, she has no idea what's coming to her."

"Um well I'm pretty sure that using the word cunt to describe a woman is very much illegal in the wizarding world and the muggle one. So why don't you just go talk to her again? Maybe it was a misunderstanding. I'm pretty sure she wouldn't have given your job away on purpose. You've had this job since you were twenty I'm absolutely sure it's a misunderstanding." Harry said.

"My job is being given to a complete nutter let alone a woman."

"Why don't you calm down before you hex someone or maybe even me? It does not do to dwell on the things you can't change." Harry said placing a chaste kiss on his husband's mouth. Draco walked out the room to give his godfather and friend some privacy.