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"Well, Ms. Frizpatrick, just sit down in front of the camera and you may begin your monologue."

Boy, am I nervous. I have always wanted to be an actress. I have never had the time to prepare for an audtition…well, until now. I can't believe these people are giving me a chance. Usually they would never think of auditioning a, dare I say, smart girl. It could be the fact that I'm blonde. I just need to swollow my nerves and do it.

"Okay. My name is Maddie Fitzpatrick, and I wrote the monologue I am about to present based off of my life…

My life has always been about philosophies. I know I know it sounds stupid, but it's true. I always question them. Like as we all know, the hardest thing in life is watching someone you love love someone else. But, if that's the hardest thing in life, then what's the easiest? Not loving at all? I mean, if I had to choose between losing the love of my life and not loving at all, then I will lose my true love. I can life without the one I love, but I could never live without being able to love, am I right? I'll say it now, I'm a romantic for sure, so I would never give up my ability to love or my heart unless I was sure it was the right person for me, wouldn't you do the same? I wouldn't be able to live with myself knowing that I got jealous because my love loved my best friend and not me. I'm not like that. Sure, it hurts when they first tell you…it broke my heart when I heard those words. But, I picked up the pieces and moved on to someone who is worth my heart. But there are one…ok two problems. Will I be happy and will I be able to love again, or will my heart just be broken as it was before?"

Wow, that was the hardest thing I have ever had to say. I was telling the truth when I said I had gotten my heart broken, and it wasn't fun. I thought that he loved me. I thought that he cared about me. .

"Maddie…that was truly the best monologue I have heard in the longest time. I will give you a call in a few days with my answer"

"Thank you very much Ms. Mayer. I'll be looking forward to hearing from you."

I walk out of the audition room and start to cry. No one had known the troubles I have faced within the last year or two.


Extremely short chapter, I know...but it needed a prologue...please review and tell me if you want to read more...if so, the next chapter tells how Maddie's life has changed over the years

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