I sat there on the cold, hard ice whilst everyone pointed and laughed at me. Why? I didn't understand why I had been the one to lose, i tried so hard to fit in - but did anyone accept me? No...
It was Sunday afternoon and I was texting Finn who'd just asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend. I replied with a squeal and a "yes!" He'd just about brightened up my world - when I was told that I'm moving schools. I felt like I was going to cry, everything Finn has done for me and I'm just going to move schools? I was broken.
"It's not fair!" I cried as I threw my pillow at the wall, just as it fell to the ground, Jake - Finns magic dog - walked in, he had a worried look on his face "Finn's been in a car crash." He whispered. I don't know what triggered it, but I stood up and shouted at Jake "DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE MY LIFE WORSE?!" I could tell I'd frightened him, I felt mean, I didn't mean it. I started crying, Jake started crying too, my life is becoming a misery.
It was a bank holiday so I rushed to the hospital. When I got there I asked to see Finn, the thing that shattered what was left of my heart, was when they told me Finn had lost his life. I wanted so bad to fall to the floor and cry, but deep in my heart, I knew Finn was watching over me.
R&R!?
