A/N: Okay I wrote this an uber long time ago, like 3ish years ago right when I was getting into the akuroku fandom. :O I edited some of it to make it more able to tell who was speaking and who wasn't. Lemme know what you think :3
Clueless
You are just so clueless,
Boy you turn my life into a mess.
How can you not see,
What your neglect does to me?
Do you like watching me
Suffer? How can you not see
My stomach tying in knots?
Do you not
Care?
How can you not hear
My heart thumping so hard for me to bear.
I feel like you dont notice
The me I want you to see.
But the me
you think you see.
I want you to see
The real me.
Hiding inside this shell
I feel like hell
When you do not care
I want to scare
The next person I meet
But I will be discreet
When you go to your seat
Next to me in class
When I look pass your wall of glass
You are so clueless
I have to confess
I love you
Yes I do
Like the morning dew
I long to tell
My tale
Of my story
Of my victory
Over your heart
Right from the start
But alas it has not happened
But I'll say how I depend
on seeing your face
of hearing your voice.
How I long for you to kiss
My lips with your lips
How I long to know you care
Unlike a simple dare.
I want to say
I love you
And you to kiss me
And finally see
The real me
But if I told
Then you would still be cold
and my secret would be out
for all to know about
so I will wait
and see what
you will do tomorrow
as I lie in my sorrow
you are so clueless
but I couldnt love you any less
nothing will change
how I feel as I sang.
The story of a childish love
Like a white dove
I found peace
When my love started to cease
And now all the years later
When I am old and gray and I totter
In my step
I will look back on the love I kept
Buried for nobody to see
Except for me.
And when my wife holds
My old withered strands
Of once life full blonde hair
I will remember what I had to bear
And I will think
How my heart was on the brink
Between love and longing
But I will no longer feel it breaking
Since I know that the memory only dwells in the past
with a man who doesnt hide his feelings in a mask.
I love this woman
As much as I can
More than I did you
No that's a lie,
I could never replace your red hair
Or your electric green eyes
I love you
All those years ago, yes I still DO.
