Tino looked down at his feet as a sigh let his mouth, he hadn't seen Berwald in such a long time and it made him sad. Sure he didn't like the whole fact of being his wife he did love that man, he even adopted two children with him and they all live as one large happy family. But Tino seemed to be getting more and sadder each day; he had lost the spark he loved whenever he saw Berwald didn't seem to be appearing. Slowly Tino felt a tear fall from his eye down onto the floor beneath him, he sighed, he had read in a book from Italy that men who loved each other were considered sinful and would go to hell which actually made the Finnish man cry more. He didn't want to think about dying since countries couldn't die that easily. Well he actually wanted to die; he felt that Berwald didn't love him anymore.
"What if he does love you Finny just stop thinking about things like this…." He thought aloud as he walked over to the kitchen, Berwald should be home in an hour or two so Tino decided to start making dinner and try to get rid of these suicidalthoughts, he had children he couldn't possibly leave behind, he would miss them too much and he still didn't fully trust him alone with two growing boys. Tino sighed and smiled happily as he picked up a large knife to start cutting up a carrot, then thoughts ran through his head 'die, go die no one loves you, go die!' continuously repeated in his head as if it were Berwald's voice telling him these almost lies, but Tino didn't know these were lies. Tino fell to the floor clutching his head, almost ripping hairs out of his head.
"NO STOP SHUT UP! LEAVE ME ALONE!" Tino cried to himself as Peter walked downed the stairs followed by Viktor.
"Is something wrong Mama?" Peter asked as he saw Tino reach up towards the knife he was using to cut up vegetables, he was done the voices drove him to it.
"Seve wife what are you going to do with that knife?" Viktor asked as Tino plunged the knife through his chest, just barely missing his heart. Peter felt tears instantly fall from his eyes as he and Viktor ran over to the bleeding man, both catching him.
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Tino slowly opened his eyes, he lay in an off white hospital room, his chest was stitched and bound with bandages and there kneeling by his bed crying and whispering preys in Swedish was… Berwald? This slightly confused Tino. Slowly Berwald looked up at Tino, a slight scowl was on his face, but Tino was used to it, though it still slightly scared him. He could see Berwald's eyes were red and puffy, as Tino was pulled into a hug by him.
"M' w'fe why d'd ya do that?" The Swedish man asked as he held Tino in a tight hug, showing no signs of letting him go, even if Berwalds hug hurt the meek Finish man.
"I-I'm sorry Berwald, I don't know w…" Tino started as he felt Berwalds lip press against his. When the two departed from there kiss Tino was greeted by a bouquet of flowers, white roses and Lily of the valleys, both were usually found in Finland. Tino smiled as he looked up at Berwald.
"I thought you didn't love me anymore Berwald, that made me really sad…" Tino admitted as Berwald placed his hands on his shoulders.
"Jag älskar dig och jag kommer alltid att älska dig" Berwald said bluntly causing Tino to have a slightly nervous look on his face, he didn't know what Berwald had said.
Tino: Finlands human name
Berwald: Swedens human name
Peter: Sealands human name
Viktor: Ladonia's human name
Jag älskar dig och jag kommer alltid att älska dig: I love you and I will always love you
