She loves him, and I just can't see why. He's so rude, cold and hurtful. He says the meanest things to her that would give her every right to hate him forever… and yet she still follows him. She loves him.

I just don't get it. I'm every bit of smart as him and every bit as comical if not more. Kay, so maybe she has a thing for fros. I could get a fro… ya know… if I wanted.

Who'm I kiddin? Sighing, I just watch her. She's adorable. He doesn't see the beauty in both of her halves- not just the black. It's the mix that makes her pretty and it's the sweetness that makes her lovable. She isn't black and she isn't white. She's Jazmine. I wish everyone else could see her like that.

Then maybe she'd smile more than she already does.

I like her smiles.

I haven't had much alone time with her… cept for celeb gossip that Huey thinks is too mundane… and that santa stuff that went down awhile back. I mean, we're older now so she's given up her Santa as Jesus beliefs. We still look back and laugh about it though.

She's not as dumb as Huey thinks she is. She's very smart… she just keeps a lot of that to herself sometimes and who are we to try and change her innocence? She's sweet and she has plenty of time to grow up.

I know it's stupid to be in love with her… I'm not even 15 yet but… man, I don't know what it is if it's not love. I think it hurts me to see her with him. I mean, they're practically dating. I know Huey likes her… even if he doesn't admit it but, he's not as nice to her as he could be.

I'd be better to her. I'd tell her how beautiful she is. Every bit of her. I'd give her presents for valentines day and Christmas… I'd hug her and I'd play her silly games. I'd hold her hand and not cringe everytime she came close.

I'd be better than Huey.

I'd be her boyfriend. Her real boyfriend, not a play one like he is.

But what can I do?

"Caesar!" I hear her call my name in that smooth buttermilk voice, "Didja hear!? Brittany Spears skipped her court hearing AGAIN!"

I smile at her and take her hand, "Lets go see if there's anything about it on TV,"

She looks down at my dark hand holding onto her pale one. A swear a blush forms on her face as she takes me to her large house down the hill.

Maybe she'll catch my hints one day.

But that's all I can do for now.

She's my best friends girl, after all.