Hello folks! i hope you enjoy my latest fic! Please do not read this if you are not comfortable with male rape. If you are affected by any of the issues brought up in this fic, please contact a helpline, or an internet site. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own the lord of the rings characters, i'm just borrowing them!


"Come Legolas", Aragorn said, rising from his stone seat in the gardens of Rivendell, it's beauty surpasssing even that of Galadriel. It was nearing sunset, and the dusky rays of pink light shone on the stone courtyard, making their way to the nearby entrance hall."We shall be late for the banquet. I cannot be late for my own announcement, can i, old friend?"
"Go on without me Aragorn", Legolas sighed happily, gazing at the wonderous site before him."Tell my father and uncle that i shall be but a few moments more, for i wish to glance upon this wonderous site for a while longer. I shall not miss your speech, friend."
Aragorn smiled, happy to see that Legolas was enjoying himself at last, for in recent days, his elven friend had seemed less than happy, as if something was troubling him.
"I will see you inside Legolas", Aragorn took his leave, letting the elf alone to interpurt the sunset.

"Legolas?", a voice disdurbed the elf's train of thought.
"Yes?", Legolas turned around to greet his visitor."Oh.....uncle Thandiul, how pleasant to see you."
Thandiul sat beside Legolas and looked at his nephew thoughtfully."You seem unhappy my nephew, what troubles you?"
There was no reply from Legolas, he sat staring into the wind.
"It is the elf maiden, is it not?", his uncle guessed, watching the expression on Legolas's face change.
Legolas sighed, and turned once more to face his uncle."She is just so beautiful. I cannot hide my interest in her."
"But she loves your friend, Aragorn, correct?", his uncle moved slowly closer to him.
"She does", Legolas confirmed,"He is her centre of existance. I have not an idea of what she would do if Aragorn was to disapear. But, of course, i would not wish that on them, for, they are my truest friends."
Legolas's eyes flickered toward his uncle's, and caught him off guard.
"Really........?", his uncle murmered quietly, forgetting he was not alone.
"Did you say something uncle?", Legolas rose from the grass, covered in the ever lasting dew.
"Sit down Legolas", his uncle raised his hand, and pushed Legolas toward the floor.
Legolas struggled up again."No uncle, i cannot tarry, i must to be late for Aragorn's announcement.
"I said sit Legolas!", his uncle shoved him roughly, causing him to fall heavily to the ground."You dare to disobey one of your elders! Your father, who is my brother!"
"I cannot!", Legolas argued loudly,"I must get to the banquet!"
"I shall tell your father!", Thandiul reached toward Legolas, and slowly touched his face,"And you shall be exiled from Mirkwood!"
Legolas sat still, unable to move for the shear fear of what was happening.
"Lie down!", his uncle kicked him as he lay paralised on the ground.
Legolas lay down, winded, confused, and fearful of his uncle. Finally, he managed to catch breath. "What are you doing to me?", he whispered faintly, using the strength he had left to get up.
Thandiul placed his strong hand over his nephew's mouth."Hush Legolas", he ran his fingers through Legolas's blond hair, savouring it's sweet smell,"I promise, you won't feel a thing......."
Legolas's eyes widened in horror, as he watched his uncle's body descend upon his own. He tried to cry out, but he couldn't.
"I'm alone.......", he thought desperatly."please..........", he prayed,"Some one.....help me........."
He felt his uncle.......his own uncle.....come closer to him, and lie beside him, pressing against his slender elven body. Legolas froze,breathing in his uncle's smell, it made him feel sick, and he could feel nothing for a long time.
The havens opened, and rain began to pour from the sky.
Under the clouds of rain, Legolas lay motionless, the raindrops spilling down his fair elven face. He lay silently,his eyes shut tight, praying his uncle had gone. Slowly, he opened his eyes, and began to edge himself from the grass. He stood up, for the first time in hours, and felt his face. He felt so dirty.......so dirty........
He glanced on the stony ground next to where his uncle had forced him to lie. A tiny trickle of blood marked the spot where it had happened. He burst into tears, their salty taste dribbling into the corners of his mouth. He staggered away from the site.......he had to get inside.........to Aragorn.........he had to.......

A thorn whipped along his forehead as he pulled himself toward the house of Elrond. The blood ran down onto his hand. He stared at it, and was reminded at once of what had just happened. His sobs became howls as he entered the house. He dragged himself to his room, and dove into his bath tub. He scrubbed and scrubbed his skin with no avail, the feeling of dirt just would not come off. Still scrubing violently, there was a knock at the door. Legolas hunched himself in the far corner of the bath, staring in fear at the door.
"Prince Legolas?", one of his fathers elf servants called,"Are you alright? King Aragorn shall be giving his announcement in a short time, are you ready?"
Legolas relaxed for a second."Yes", he croaked slowly at the door,"I shall be ready soon."
"Thank you", the servant replied,"Your uncle has ordered me to inform you that he shall wait for you by the main door. you are to look for him as soon as you go down."
Legolas felt the silent tears spill down his face.
"Prince Legolas?", the servant called in worry,"Are you feeling well? Would you care for me to call a doctor? your uncle knows a great deal about medicine, i could send him up."
"NO!", Legolas cried loudly, curling himself up in fear,"I am fine!"
"As you wish sir", the servant left the doorway.
Legolas sank lower into the warm water, as if he were trying to cover his body in it, smothering himself from life. Cutting himself off.
"No one must ever find out about this......", he whispered as he lifted himself from the bath,"No one....."
He dressed in his elvish garments, and left his chamber. On the passage way, he bumped into his father.
"I am sorry father", Legolas mumbled.
His father looked at him worriedly."Are you alright my son? you seem troubled."
"I am fine father", Legolas continued to walk onward. Then he saw his uncle standing at the end of the passgeway. He felt the feeling of waste, of worthlessness, of dirt weild up again inside of him. Legolas was not fine..........he was far from it...........

What did you think? I should have part 2 out soon! i was thinking about having an award thing here at fanfic.net, you know, like best fic, best romance, best slash, etc. Email me if you think it's a good idea, and we can talk about nominations. thanks for reading!