LOGAN POV

I remember a time where I was happy but that was a long time ago now everything has gone downhill, I used to have the perfect life, perfect parents and I use to have friends but not anymore you're probably wondering why right? Well, let me tell you when it all started.

*Flash back*

I was walking home from school thinking if I should tell my parents my secret today, the secret about my sexuality that nobody knew about, not even my friends. It kind of sucks keeping it a secret, but today is the day where I'm telling everybody, I'm just sick and tired of hiding it. I finally made my way to my house standing by the front gate debating if I should go in and tell them, 'What's the worst that can happen?' I motivated myself to go in. I see my parents just sitting on the couch watching T.V.

"Mom, dad I need to talk to you." I said nervously looking at the ground.

"What is it son?" My dad asks in a fatherly tone.

"U…..U…..Um I…..I….I." I choke out becoming more nerves then before.

"Spit it out." My dad tells me getting annoyed.

"I'm gay." I hastily said, hoping they wouldn't hear what I said, but they did my dad stands up I look at him and I can see that he's very pissed off.

"YOU'RE WHAT?" he yells at me.

"I said I'm gay." I said with annoyance lining the tone of my voice they both look at me stunned but only for a second before my mom starts to speak

"Are you sure, it's not just a phase?" My mom asks, still kind of stunned

"No it's not just a Phase I am gay, I am sexually attracted to men….." I said still frustrated at them, after I said that it became silent and I was starting to get worried, 'what if they don't love me anymore? What if they disown me?' I thought sadly as tears started to well up in my eyes.

*End Flashback*

As I sit alone wondering why did I have tell them, it would have been a lot better if I didn't, but I would have never meet him the one person that saved me from everything. Before I meet him I would be beaten by my parents every day, even when I went to school I thought I would be safe but no I wasn't my old friends would pick on me and hit me and so would the whole entire football team but they were a lot worse they would hit me until I passed out. So let me tell you about the day I finally got fed up with everything and everyone

*Flash Back*

So today was the day I decide to run away from everyone I made sure to save up some money but I had no idea where I was going but suddenly I see something about a place called Clarkston Minnesota so that is where I went. I had to take two buses to get there, when I finally made it there I had no idea where to go, I didn't know anyone here I was all alone now. So I decide to make my way to a store to buy a newspaper and something to eat, while eating a bag of chips I decided to look for a job and a room to rent in the paper. While skimming through the paper I come across an ad saying

Looking for a roommate rent is $400 a month all utilities paid it's a 2 bedroom apartment 1 bath if interested please call CARLOS at 555-7545.

There's a picture of the place it pretty big and there's a guy standing in the picture, he has short jet black hair, big coffee brown eye, he's fairly short and his bright white smile 'omg this guy is kind of sexy' I thought to myself wondering if I should call him, so I got up from where I was sitting to go find a payphone, once I found one I dial the number. It rings for a minute then someone picks up.

"Hello" someone said it a husky tone

"Hi, is this Carlos" I asked politely

"Yes this is him, and how is this" he asked

"I'm Logan, I'm calling about your ad in the paper" I said nervously

"Ah yes, so are you interested" he said in a questionable tone

"Yes I am, um is there a time that I can check the place out" I asked

"Well yes you can come check it out; um can you make it over here right now" he said I nod my head but remember he can't see me so I say a simple yes and he says bye and with that I head over to his place wondering if the guy in the picture is Carlos I really hope so. I made it to a tall building about twenty stores tall, I take a deep breath before entering the building and making it up to the second floor looking for his room 2J, I find his room and take one more well needed breath before deciding to knock, and within a second of knocking the door flings open reviling the sexy latino.

"So….you must be Logan, right?" he asked, I'm too stunned by how sexy this guy is, all I good do is nod my head.

"Okay…well I'm Carlos." He said extending his hand for me to shack it, I take the offer and shack his hand.

"Well why don't you come in and check the place out" he said moving aside to let me in. as we walk around the apartment he shows me the room that is for rent, it's an okay size has a window on the left side two night stands a dresser and a flat screen tv, I look at him with a questionable look.

"Um why do you have all this stuff in here if you're renting the room out?" I asked with confusion written on my face.

"Well I had this room set up as a guest bedroom but I decided to rent it out and never got around to moving all the stuff, but I can move it all if you decide to move in if you want" he said

"Well it's not that big of a deal" I said with a light chuckle after that he showed me the rest of the place, we talked for a while and eventually he asked me when I could move in I told him today if that was okay he smiled brightly at me and said that was perfect so I handed him the money for the first month and we just sat on the couch watching tv and eat pizza until 10pm then we decided to turn in for the night.

*End Flashback*

That was the day that I meet him, Carlos. Well the next day he helped me find a job and enroll in school, so I went to his school with him to get enrolled it was just a community college after getting enrolled he helped me find a job and I got a job in the your probably think my life is getting better right? Well it was getting better for a while I even made more friends, but something terrible happened to me and all of my friends but first, Let me tell you when I meet my new friends.

*Flash Back*

Today was the first day of school I was so nerves, 'hopefully it's not like my old school' I thought remembering what use to happen. I made my way to school and to my first and only class today, I decided to sit in the front row just in case I get picked on again, as the other students start to flood the class room and take their seats, we had five minutes before class started and that's when I feel someone tap my shoulder and I turn around I see a blond haired kid with bottle green eyes.

"Hi, I'm Kendall knight, you new here" he asked in a friendly manner

"Hi, I'm Logan Mitchel, and yes I am new here" I said shyly hey opens his mouth but closes it quickly as the teacher enter the room and started to speak and handing out assignments to due, as I was doing my work and getting lost in my thoughts the bell rung signaling the class was done I gathered up my stuff slowly as I finally exited the class room Kendall was waiting for me 'omg hopefully he doesn't beat me up' I thought to myself kind of scared, he walks up to me and put his arm around my shoulder I flinch at the touch and he noticed he quickly removes he arm and looks at my with a puzzled expression.

"So….did you just move here or something" he asked

"Yeah I just moved here the other day" I said looking at the ground

"Oh…so why did you move here" he asked in a curries tone, I started to get nerves 'what am I suppose to tell him? What will he think?' I thought to myself getting more nerves by the minute.

"I…I…I just needed a fresh start" I stuttered out the first lie that came to me he just looks at me questionably and shrugs.

"So what class do you have next" trying to change the subject

"Oh I only have one class today but I'll be in the library working" I said nonchalantly

"Well okay that cool, um do you want to hang out some time" he asked

"Sure that would be fun" I said while giving him my famous quirked smile he smiles back and we depart going are separate ways, I make my way to the library, my shift starts in ten minutes, I make my way to the front were I see the same elderly women that hired me, as I talk to her she tells me that someone will be training me and he will be here shortly she told me just take a seat and wait. After about ten minutes or so she calls me back up front were she is and were another kid is he has light brown hair with light brown eyes he has a mirror in one hand and a comb in the other fixing his hair 'conceded much' I thought to myself holding back a laugh, she tells me he's going to show me what I have to do for the day, and with that she left, as I just stand there awkwardly waiting for him to talk or do something but he never did so I decide to speak up.

"Hi, my name is Logan Mitchel" I said shyly he looks at me with an are you crazy look for talking to him, but his expression changes,

"Hi, I'm James Diamond, so let me show you what you're going to be doing today" he said with a genuine smile I smile back and he got started on showing me what I'm suppose to do and we even made small talk, and before I knew it my shift was over but before I could leave James asked me if I wanted to go hang out later and I said yes and with that I left thinking about what a great day I had and how I made two new friends, I couldn't stop smiling as I made my way to the apartment.

*End Flashback*

That's how I meet my two best friends, after I got back to the apartment Carlos asked why I was smiling and I told him what happened his face lit up. He said he knew James and Kendall they were his best friends, I was smiling at that and we invited them over. That was one of the best nights in my life, we all just talked and played video games all night. As time went by we all became very close over a couple of weeks but me and Carlos became even closer, I even told them that I was gay they didn't care, I was so happy to tell them and they were okay with it. We'll let me tell you about the happiest day of my life that I will never forget.

*Flash Back*

It's been a month since I have moved here and I am the happiest I could be. I had to work the late shift at the library tonight so Carlos had to come pick me up I told him I could just walk home but he insisted to pick me up, so when my shift was over I got in the car with Carlos and we started to drive off but in the opposite direction of the apartment I turn to look at Carlos with a confused look.

"Carlos where are we going "I asked confused

"It's a surprise "he said with a smirk, I turn back around and look out my window too tired to argue with him, it seems like we have been driving forever but it's only been 15 minutes and the car finally comes to a stop in the middle of nowhere it's just an open field with a lonely tree, I look at Carlos confused and he just smiles and tells me to get out I did as he said.

"What are we doing here Carlos" I said becoming aggravated he looks at me then looks over to a tree, I look where Carlos is looking at and under the tree I see a blanket and a picnic basket, I look back over at Carlos with confusion written on my face.

"Carlos what is this" I said looking in his eyes he's looking anywhere but my eyes 'he looks nerves, why would he be nerves' I thought to myself getting worried

"I…I…I was wondering if this could be a date, and maybe we could be boyfriends" he said nervously looking at the ground I just stand there smiling like a hyena, I walk slowly to him and I capture his lip in mine in a slow passionate kiss, it only last for a second before I break away and whisper in his ear.

"Defiantly" I say with no hesitation he kisses me on lip again but this one had so much more passion and it felt like the whole world froze in that moment. We stayed there in braced for a while before we decided to head back. I have never felt this happy in my entire life.

*End Flashback*

That was the best day of my life, you're probably wondering what went wrong? Right? Well nothing happened for a while, me and Carlos had the perfect relationship, we never had a fight, our friends thought it was a great idea they said they never seen us happier, I have never smiled this much before it felt so good. But it didn't last that long, it took two months for my happiness to disappear again, it's all because my parents found me and tried to destroy everything I had. We'll let me tell you what happened!


UGH...second story. Not that good right? well tell me if i should keep going or not. :)

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