Shades

by Forbids

Chapter White

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Disclaimer: I do not own the Blue Bloods and am immensely happy about that fact. (I'd screw up the story, which is bad)

Also: there has been an intense debate about colors in the universe. In my world they are. So there be it.

A/N: White is the first part of Shades and they are probably OOC but I really, really don't care.

Summary: Jack's has always been drawn to the light, like a moth to a flame.

Pairings: Abbadon/Gabrielle, Abbadon/Azrael, Jack/Mimi, Jack/Schuyler

And if you haven't guessed it's in Jack's POV.

So please,

Enjoy.

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I am a moth to a flame.

I am a creature of dark and the flame is the light I have always been drawn to.

I can try so hard to touch the flame, but it scorches me once I have reached it. Burning me, hurting me as I fall back into the dark. Where I belong. The dark.

I tried to touch the flame numerous times, in hopes that she would see me. Following the light in which she kept burning. I was so close to it, yet, when I was burned, I fell from heaven. And the light went out.

Night...

I lived my life with the essence of darkness, by my side. She did not shine with the radiance of the white light, but she shone in her own beautiful way. We had never not been in love, at least in the eternal night. She was an angel of the apocalypse. And I was too.

Destruction and Death.

We were hand and hand. In love as we walked in the darkness. She embracing it and I did too, somewhat. My destiny was entwined with hers. I still secretly missed the light, and she knew. She always knew everything about me as we lived our never-ending lives. When I left each cycle, I knew she would be there with me, to guide me, to love me.. I also knew she, Gabrielle, would be there, her light glowing and shining as she gave us hope for our futures. Back in heaven.

But then our only hope fell and flickered out.

When Gabrielle fell, our hope did too. I was finally plunged into the darkness fully, resenting it, and searching for the light.

When I was in my darkest time, I saw a light. Schuyler Van Allen glowed almost as much as Gabrielle did, I realized she was the light I had been looking for, the light I had once seen. Then, Mimi, my angel, told me, that wasn't her. It was Gabrielle. I was hoping for nothing. I had thought wrong and I had hurt my other half, my soul, my true and only love.

Yet, I was still drawn to her. At the Four Hundred Ball, when she glowed with light as bright as her mother on the purest sunniest day, that rekindled the fire. And when she was at Mimi's after party, I kissed her. And then I left her. Then the flowers. Then the picture shoot.

Then the Blue Blood attack happened. And later, Mimi was discovered to be the cause of it. She and I both knew she was innocent, but there was nothing she could do to prove it. I had heard about the Blood Trial, how Schuyler might be able to carry it out. To save Mimi. Luckily, Schuyler agreed. And then it was carried out. And Mimi was found to be innocent. And Schuyler was moving in with us.

Which is why I stand here now. On top of the Force Mansion. I looked down at the ground and frowned. I could jump over and over. In a never ending cycle, and still live my eternal life. Forever. I could only cling to the small hope that this time, God would have mercy and I would die when I reached the ground. I took in deep breath and a long jump off the roof. I could feel the amazing sensation as I felt, my adrenaline pumping as I hit the ground on my feet, gracefully. Pointless, but fun. I could hear the faintest sobbing from a few stories up. Schuyler. And like the moth I have always been, I was drawn to the light.

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And there we go. I've finally got this finished. Yay. Reviews make me smile like the sun! 8D And get Azrael/Mimi's up a heck-a-lot faster!

And since I love you guys so much, I give you a sneak peak of BlackIt's not at the very beginning or at the very end. It's just in there someplace.

And no flames please... If you don't like it, then don't review.

And if I messed some of the time line up, tell me, pleeeease. I absolutely need to know.

Black:

Azrael/Mimi's POV.

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Just a misplaced infatuation. Just a crush, so shallow I could step my feet in it and not get my ankles wet, compared to our deep love. Wider than oceans, deeper than seas. Longer than time and space. More beautiful than everything that had ever been anything combined.

He actually thought she was his light. I corrected that.

Then it got stupid.

Silver Bloods? Scandalous!