A/N Hey guys! Well, the past few days, I haven't seen many Loe stories. Which makes me feel all sad inside. ;( Obviously, Loe is my favorite couple. So I decided to write a story, yay ? Well, if you guys might notice, I never really got to the end of one of my stories. I just lost hope in myself. Have you guys seen the articles about Cody lately? Him and his party animal ways, but he does look hot though, no doubt! Well yeah, I also started another story, that has an OC of mine, and Joe! So maybe check it out?

Disclaimer: I do not own Hannah Montana, or the Jb. D: But i dooo, own the plot, yays!

Lilly's POV

10/8/09

Lillian Angelie Truscott

Yeah, that's my name. I prefer to go by Lilly, and only Lilly. This is weird, introducing myself to my diary. Well, let's get this over with then, I guess. I have long blond hair, blue eyes, five feet two inches and I'm pretty much your overall normal average teen. Well, maybe except for the fact that my best friend's alter ego is Hannah Montana and my alter ego is Lola Luftnagl (A/N jeebus, is this even how you spell her last name?!), also known as an A-List Socialite. But who's bragging? Not me. My best friends' are Miley Stewart, aka Hannah Montana, and Oliver Oken. Miley is your overall girl next door, someone I only wish I could be. But being me, Lillian Angelie Truscoot, I sit backseat behind her. Boo-hoo. She's living the life, she's got THE look, and most importantly, when it comes to boys..whatever Miley wants, she's get. Okay, so I maybe envious of her, but I can't help it! She's miss popularity and I'm her nerd girl sidekick. Sometimes, I wish I could be able to stick up to her and tell her I don't want to be a part of her stupid plans, but I can't. I'm insecure, a tomboy, and a big fat loser. My dad is leaving us, after he slept with his assistance and knocked her up. Yeah, surprising. Mother's always in her room crying now, but I believe its best for us.. you know, him leaving. Scum bag.. I hate him. How could he do this to us? He thinks I still want to go visit him up in LA sometimes, yeah right! Not what after your low life ass did to my mommy. Miley's been different this year and Ollie.. I think him and I should catch up. Ever since we broke up last year, we haven't been the same. I just miss that dumb doughnut boy brain of his!

I thought diaries are suppose to make you feel better? You know, to vent your problems to. Wow, I must be a big loser, talking to my diary. You know what, talk to you later. Oh my gosh ..

xoxo

Lilly

I closed my diary and shoved it under my mattress. I don't even know WHY my mom thought it'd be a good idea to get me one of these. Its not like I'm 12 anymore, gosh. She says it's going to "help me get over your father and I's divorce." Yeah, sure mom. This is helping me feel so much better about myself. I let out a loud, exasperated sigh, jumped out of my bed and headed my way downstairs. I saw my mom, working herself over the stove, cooking a very delicious smelling dinner I might add!

"Hey mom, whatcha' cooking?!" I exclaimed. She looked up at me from the salad she was tossing.

"Thank goodness you're home! Come help me cook dinner. Our new neighbors are coming over in a little bit," she replied as she pulled me over towards the kitchen.

"And.."

"They have three sons," she said, giving me a look.

"Oh! Mom, what do you need help with?!" I scooted closer, giving her one of my innocent smiles. She shook her head and laughed at me.

"Ooh sweetie, you don't know how excited I am!" My mom giggled.

"Um, okay? Why," I questioned as I help set the table.

Diiiiing Donnnng

"Oooh! They're here! Lilly would you mind getting the door please?!"

"Okay," I giggled as I dashed towards the door. Lilly, smile and greet them. Don't over do it, girl!

"Hey guys!" I exclaimed as I opened the door. I gasped when I realized who was standing at my door. The FREAKIN' Gray Brothers. My shocked face, immediately turned into an irritated glare.

"Lillian Truscott, its so nice to see you again," Shane smirked. Shane, that big headed, jerkish, perfect human being. I crossed my arms and moved out of the way to let the Grays in. I haven't seen him in over 4 years and now he just had to appear in front of my door steps.

"Wow Lilly, you've grown so much," Ms. Gray greeted me, she pulled me into a big hug. I hugged back, she has always been like a second mother to me.

"And into such a beautiful young lady too," Mr. Gray smiled at me. I gave him a hug and pulled away to catch a glimpse at my old childhood friends.

Nate Gray: My childhood best friend, curly headed, big muscles,gorgeous smile, sweet and sensitive, oh my!

Jason Gray: Slower than an ant, funny, my big brother, talented guitar player, and definitely cute.

And then there's Shane Gray: big ego, attention grabber, gorgeous, hot, amazing voice, the first boy I fell in love with, and most importantly, the bane of my existance.

"LILLY!" Nate shouted as he hugged me, spinning me around in the process.

"NATHANIEL," I giggled. He put me down and glared at me, before pinching my arm.

"Ouch!"

"How many times have I told you to not call me that," he whined. I giggled.

"Well, its been over 4 years, I forgot!"

"LILLIKENS!" I heard Jason call out.

"JASEY!" I squealed as I ran into his embrace. He's been an older brother figure to me, ever since we were little. I'm an only child, so being friends with the brothers really helped me through some of my tougher times.

"What? No love for Shane?"

I looked over at him, staring daggers at him.

"You don't deserve any love," I huffed, crossing my arms.

"That's not what you said before Lillian," he shot back, a smirk plastered onto his face. I hate Shane Adam Gray with a passion!

"Jerk!"

"Jerk that you love," he teased. Nate and Jason backed away, knowing that this was a touchy subject between me and their brother. I walked up to him, getting into his personal space.

"Whoa, Lillian. We all know you want me, but that's for later babe," he laughed. I blushed, my face pretty much turned as red as Miley's Uncle Earl's face when he doesn't get the last peach cobbler! I backed away, he wasn't the same anymore.. after that one night.

Flashback

"Li!"

"What Shaney?" A girl with long blond hair giggled as a boy with long-ish brunette hair grabbed her hand.

"Guess what?!"

"Okay..what?" She smiled.

"Mandy asked me to go to the Valentine's day dance with her," the 11 year old shouted enthusiastically. The smile on the 9 years old girl's face fell.

"Whaa..what? Really.." She replied, sadly.

"What's wrong Li?" He questioned, his eyes filled with concern. He hated to see the little girl sad.

"Nothing Shaney.." She gave him a weak smile.

"Come on tell me," he urged her, which, being the hot tempered girl she was, irritated her.

"No! Gosh Shane stop it!" She shouted, getting angry. The worry in his eyes, flashed anger.

"What the heck is your problem?!" He shot back, letting go of her hand. She looked at her hand, the one he was just holding, not even 5 minutes ago. Truth was, Lilly had a crush on Shane, her best friend. She was crushed, that he had agreed on going to the dance with Mandy. They weren't on good terms, ever since Lilly came to school with the same Hello Kitty backpack Mandy had in kindergarten, the two had been down each other's throats. She was also hurt that Shane, her own bestfriend, didn't ask her to the Valentine's day dance.

"I just don't want you to go to the dance with Mandy..I'm sorry" she whimpered, looking down. But Shane, was different. He was a hot tempered little boy and he thought that her behaviour was unacceptable.

"Are you jealous?! Of course you would be," he taunted her, getting into her face. She looked up at him, her eyes shooting back daggers at him.

"What?! You meanie," she cried.

"You like me don't you!" He shouted, pointing an accusing finger at her. She felt her lip tremble, and tears daring to fall out.

"SO WHAT IF I DO!" She gasped, right after she said it. Her hands immediately flew up to cover her mouth.

"I knew it. Well, I don't like you Lillian Truscott! I hate you!" He spat, walking away from the tiny blond girl.

"You..hate me..?" She whimpered quietly, walking slowly behind him.

End Flashback

Funny how the last 3 years I spent in New Jersey, were with me and him trying to kill each other. Its also funny how after .. 7 years of this feud, we still haven't let it die down. He pulled me into a hug, when we saw that the parents were coming into the living room to check up on us.

"Aw. Look Heather, I told you that they've grown out of that stage!" Denise cooed as she stood at the doorway with my mom and her husband.

"Aw, I guess you are right Denise," Heather giggled, giving Shane and me a little wink. Oh. My. GOSH. My face paled, I can feel it. Shane, trying to annoy the crap out of me, pulled me even closer to him, his lips barely apart from mine. Oh man, he enjoyed making my life a living nightmare!

"You better not do it Gray," I spat quietly.

My mom and Ms. Gray giggled and aw'd at the doorway. He gave me his oh so famous smirk, "Lillian, you know I would." He lived to do what I opposed him to.

"Shane if you do, you'll be wal-" He captured my lips in his. What the HECK?! Ooh, his lips are soft though, he's a good kisser. Lilly. SNAP OUT OF IT! He pulled away, his face looking confused as mine.

"walking with a limp.." I finished. The shivers..I want more? I pushed him away. Our mothers gasped at Shane's mean trick, well to them, they thought it was all real. ugh.

"Oh my gosh! Denise, I think we'll be sisters soon," My mother cried happily, throwing her arms around Ms. Gray. They went back into the dining room, giggling.

I glared at him, I was running towards him, to headbutt him into a wall, but before I could Nate held me back.

"Lilly, you never change," Nate laughed. He turned me around, I pouted at him and crossed my arms. He mocked my face, sticking his bottom lip out. I laughed and hit his arm gently. I turned around to look at Shane, he was sitting on the couch, staring at me and Nate.

"What's that suppose to mean," I whined.

"You're still that lovable little girl," he laughed, pulling me into a hug. I blushed a little. After me and Shane's feud started up, Nate and I had became close friends, trying to pull pranks on Shane.

"Well, you're still a curly headed freak, but I'm not pointing it out," I shot back, earning a soft chuckle from Jason.

"You know Lilly.. you never sent me that birdhouse you promised you'd get me," Jason said, sounding upset.

"I'm sorry Jase. How about we go out and buy you one tomorrow," I giggled. He had to think about it for a second, before nodding his head and pulling Nate and I into a group hug.

"GROUP HUG," he cheered.

"Shane, come here! Join us," he urged as he motioned for Shane to join. He reluctantly joined us, trying to stay as far away as possible from me.

"GUYS! DINNER IS READY," My mom called, loudly, if I might add. I winced as she yelled for us to come.

After Dinner

"Its still a bit early, how about we head to the beach for a little bit," Nick suggested.

"Yeah, out of all the times we've been here for concerts, we've never visited the beaches," Jason agreed.

"I wanna get some numbers!" Shane exclaimed, a look of excitement across his face.

"Alright..let's go," I agreed. They followed behind me, making small talk with me, till we reached Rico's.

"Well, here it is! Rico's surf shack. My friends and I always hang out here," I said as we reached our destination. The boys each had on a hat and sunglasses, obviously disguising themselves. I spotted Miley over at the counter and ran towards her.

"Hey Miley!"

"Hey Lils! Who are these hot boys?!" Mily said, giving Shane a flirtatious smile. Shane seemed to like her back, as he shot her his million dollar smile.

"My childhood friends. Boys, meet Miley. Miley, meet Shane, Nate, and Jason, " I introduced them, nonchalantly.

"Aha, you're funny, you're friends have the same names as The Gray Brothers," Miley laughed, still giving Shane a seductive look. I rolled my eyes, she ALWAYS gets her guy.

"Funny, they are The Gray Brothers," I replied, shrugging my shoulders as her eyes widened.

"No freakin' way!"

"Yes way, Mi."

"You're lying," she gasped, pointing an accusing finger at me. Do I lie that much? Sheesh.

"No I'm not. Right Nathaniel?"

"Yes M'am," he replied with a salut. I giggled.

"How does that prove anything?" Miley questioned, raising one of her perfectly plucked eyebrows. Rolling my eyes again, I walked up to Nate and pulled off his hat.

"Now do you believe m?."

"OH MY GRAY BROTHERS," she squealed. Then, she tried remaining her cool.

"So.. the one in the middle must be Shane Gray," she said, seductively.

"Well, yes . Yes I am," he said with the same tone, leaning against the counter in front of her. I felt like some big weight trainer punched me in the gut. They disgusted me so much. I walked up to Rico to order a fruit smoothie.

"Hey there sweet cheeks," he said, lamely.

"Hey pipsqueak, any specials for tonight?" I said, batting my eyelashes. This kid charges a fortune on his stupid drinks.

"Only if you kiss me right here," he said, pointing to his cheek.

"Uh, no. Just give me a mango melon smoothie," I shot back.

"Alright then! I see how it is. 8 bucks!"

"What the! Rico, you little twerp, I am not paying 8 bucks for a smoothie," I argued. Nate walked over, laughing, he overheard our little bickering.

"Well, that's too bad now, isn't it?" He did his evil laugh thingy. This kid really is corrupted.

"Hey now, that's no way to treat a pretty lady is it?" Nate scolded, jokingly. I huffed, crossing my arms.

"What do you want big guy? It's not your business," Rico said, standing on the counter.

"Well, its my business if she's my girlfriend!" Nate shot back, scooting closer into Rico's bubble. Rico jumped back down from the counter.

"That would be 2 dollars, please," he said sweetly. I giggled, and gave him two dollars. When he walked away to go make the smoothie, I looked at Nate with a questioning look.

"Hmm, girlfriend?" I questioned, giggling a bit.

"Well, you know.. it was just to scare him," Nate stammered, rubbing the back of his neck.

"I know , I know," I laughed, winking playfully at him. He stuck his tongue out at me.

"You're such a tease," he whined, as he grabbed my smoothie off of the counter, taking a sip.

"Hey! I resent that!"

"You're slow Lilly, really slow," he teased me, earning a slap on the arm.

"Smarter than you Nathaniel," I shot back. I grabbed my smoothie back from him and ran away.

"How many times do I have to tell you to not call me by my full name," he laughed as he chased me around.

"I've been calling it your whole life, well.. because it is your name," I shouted back, the sarcasm dripping from my tone.

"Smart ass!"

"Why thank you, young Nathaniel," I giggled.

"Ugh," he groaned, as he stopped to take a breather. We both sat down at one of the tables. Jason was too busy talking to Saint Sarah about birds and birdhouses. I looked around the beach and saw Shane and Miley, nearly sucking each others faces off.

"I think my dinner is rising up," Nick exaggerated, making gagging noises. I laughed, slapping his shoulder softly.

"Hey," he started.

No one's POV.

"Hey," he started, but he stopped when he realized the confused look on the blond's face.

"What's wrong?" He questioned, grabbing her hands, he blushed when he realized he was holding her hands.

"Nothing.." she sighed. Deja vu, much?

"Its Shane isn't?" Nate was her best friend, he knew more than others should know.

"Yeah.. no matter how many times we fight or bicker, the little 9 year old Lilly deep down still has feelings for him," she admitted, lamely. Nate looked at her sympathetically, he let out a small sigh as he watched his best friend.

"I still think he's a big headed jerk though," she added, smiling a bit, after a long silence.

"Shaney, you're such an amazing kisser," Miley gushed over at Rico's counter.

"You are too babe," he flirted, giving her a small wink. Miley looked like she almost melted.

"You know..Miley gets, what Miley wants," Lilly said, a hint of hurt in her voice.

"Why do you sound so bitter towards her.. she's your best friend you know," Nate replied, kind of confused. She sighed, looking down at the sand.

"She has everything I don't. The money, the looks, and even the boys. She has a dad and even an older brother," Lilly explained.

"But that doesn't mean she's better than you, " Nate reassured.

"I guess.. Thanks Nate. You're a great friend," she smiled at him, giving him a hug.

"She looks smitten, by Shane's charm," Lilly pointed out.

"If you like him so much.. why do you tell him you hate him," Nate asked, hoping she wouldn't hate him for wondering.

"Cause no matter how much I say I hate him, Shane and I still were close friends when we were little. Its hard to forget it you know?" She said, quietly as she looked up at Nate.

"Yeah, I see where you're coming from. You hate that you care about him so much, right?" He was trying to figure out what she was meaning.

"Correct, I'm glad you understand," She smiled at him, before she leaned over and gave him a kiss on a cheek. Nate blushed, but this little interaction didn't go unnoticed by

Shane Adam Gray.

A/N whatcha think? Good , bad, need in improvement? I won't promise to update every single day, but I'll try. PSATs are coming up and its homecoming week so yeahs. I'll probably update anyways, but I'd really like it if I got reviews. I need ideas, yenno ! Also, I don't have word anymore, so i use wordpad, and which you probably should already know, doesn't have grammar correcterer. And me, blind as a bat, has to go edit it all by her poor wittle self. :(

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sally.