Disclaimer: I do not own Harry otter
Summary: Harry being alone and locked up for the summer right after Sirius death decides to write down his feelings
time won't forget
time won't forget
tears can't erase
forgiveness never comes
fate hates to see
bear it in my soul
forsaken am i
don't think
don't move
don't even breathe
be still
let it be
let it go
walls are closing
i sit still and
yet they still come
it is drowning me
i panic and
it comes faster
there's nothing left
the fire
sacred is the time
the air
torn is the blind
the water
gone is the life
the earth
fallen are we
soul torn in two
pain anger torture
no hope to discern
escape is not possible
only death to yearn for
it will not come
promises were broken
he never came
yet i still wait
moment to moment
we fight to live
blessed to blessed
we beg for death
soul to soul
we ask for redemption
nothing is sacred
why do I need to be here
why do I keep going on
is there any reason to care
but i don't dare
to leave this shell
means to hurt another
that's why i stay
it is impossible to say
why i hurt so much
there is one release
the only way to stay
cursed i am
no one cares
damned am I
do i dare
