Disclaimer: I do not own Harry otter

Summary: Harry being alone and locked up for the summer right after Sirius death decides to write down his feelings


time won't forget

time won't forget

tears can't erase

forgiveness never comes

fate hates to see

bear it in my soul

forsaken am i


don't think

don't move

don't even breathe

be still

let it be

let it go


walls are closing

i sit still and

yet they still come

it is drowning me

i panic and

it comes faster

there's nothing left


the fire

sacred is the time

the air

torn is the blind

the water

gone is the life

the earth

fallen are we


soul torn in two

pain anger torture

no hope to discern

escape is not possible

only death to yearn for

it will not come

promises were broken

he never came

yet i still wait


moment to moment

we fight to live

blessed to blessed

we beg for death

soul to soul

we ask for redemption

nothing is sacred


why do I need to be here

why do I keep going on

is there any reason to care

but i don't dare

to leave this shell

means to hurt another


that's why i stay

it is impossible to say

why i hurt so much

there is one release

the only way to stay


cursed i am

no one cares

damned am I

do i dare