Tag to the seed. Hope you like it :D

ps: For those reading my other fic Back in the day, don't worry I'm still writing it and will update either today or tomorrow. I just had to write this

He couldn't speak. He had wanted too but he couldn't. It used to be because of fear of getting hurt again, of losing someone he cared about and today he had been close to losing her but he hadn't. They had saved her. For the first time, he was ready to tell her everything. The reason he risked his life to save her. The reason he didn't hesitate to do it. But he couldn't tell her because his body wouldn't allow him to speak. They were both in the infirmary. She had thanked him for saving her. He couldn't say something back. He had tried. His throat hurt like crazy when he did but he had tried anyway.

And then Mckay had come in to see how Jennifer was doing. She smiled and said that she was fine. Rodney babbled a little. Wondering if she really was ok, if he could get her anything, if she was hungry. Jennifer smiled and told him to relax. Ronon looked at them in silence. Rodney continued talking but was now a little more calm. He put his hand in hers and told her he was glad she was ok. Jennifer smiled even more and they stared at each other in silence before Rodney let go and said that he would go get them some jell-O. Ronon watched as Mckay ran out and as Jennifer stared at him leaving with a smile.

He couldn't say anything because she loved someone else and that someone else loved her. He couldn't say anything and so he didn't and he wouldn't. He wanted her to be happy and now she was.