If I Had A Heart
By: Sayuri
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Ghosts...
Ghosts of time long past, whispering in her ear.
They spoke of only lies and light. Things she wished for and dreaded, all at once.
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Her hands felt clamy and slick with shreds of fear engulfing her elongated fingers in a shaky reverance. She wished to open her eyes. For morning spleandor to curve in her violet irises. The thin skin of her lids held the weight of cold metal upon her opaque face, only further driving that stake of lonely pain through her mind.
Hair a pale blonde, swept to and fro as she shook her head. She couldnt...
"You dont have a .h.e.a.r.t."
Tears etched their selfish essence upon her cheeks. She was murdering herself over him.
Because of him.
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"Your such a dork Axel." She muttered, smacking the back of the young man's crimson head.
"Well if I'm a dork then you must be a prissy princess, huh?" He smirked at her. Xia. His Xia. Or... at least she would be his.
"Tch, nope. What are you doing here, anyway?" She narrowed her eyes at him. It wasnt that she disliked Axel but he was...
"Oh just this," He stooped down, his height unmentionably grand compared to her's, and placed his own lips upon her soft pink one's, and continued to smother her, even as she flailed under his grip.
He was justAxel
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A bitter smile graced her mouth, tracing paths of darkness along her soul.
The soul of a nobody.
"I did love you... Axel." Xia's voice cracked, filled with sorrow for she would never know...
She would never know if felt for her what she felt for him.
"I-i'm only a nobody, but I... I f-feel Axel. I feel." Her words were soft. Who was she talking to?
Axel was dead. Long gone. Faded back to darkness.
And all that was left for her were those last words he said to make sure that she never followed.
"We Are Nobodies, Xia. We Don't Feel"
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Fin.
