I keep ending up asking myself the same question, over and over and over again. What is it you ask? Well that would be telling now wouldn't it!?

What? You really want to know? Ok! Ok! I give in…. although to be honest its not that great but still, I keep constantly asking myself 'could things actually get any worse than they already are?', I mean in life generally. It's just that everything always happens to me. Bad things that is.

It's still free to imagine and wish and I wish that something you read in a book would happen to me like it does those imaginary characters. They always seem to be the lucky ones; I just wish I could be one of those lucky people in a story. Not that that's actually going to happen to me because its not is it, I mean seriously this is reality though isn't it, I mean it couldn't happen cause this is reality and not fictional reality that I certainly wish it was.

I'm a book worm anyways, and I sit reading whenever I have spare second free. It's my passion. I like to get away from reality and submerse myself within the world of fantasy. I don't know how you feel but I feel that there's no worries, no questions, no one to bother you and tell you what to do cause that's majorly annoying. Reading helps me to escape the worries of life, but when it comes to an end it makes me really sad because there's no more to read and it forces me to come back to the horrible world that we call reality. Then the horrible feeling of having to get back to the daily tasks of your life kicks in.

Like now. I should really get up and go downstairs to do the dreaded chores that those beings called 'mothers' say you should do so that you can get money to go out with your so called 'friends'. Huh! Friends! I don't have friends any way so what does it matter that I should go out because there's nothing to do if you go out by yourself anyway. Yeah sure if your stupid enough to go out by yourself and doss about daydreaming, when you could just day dream in doors anyway like I'm doing now.

Right! That's enough, I'm getting up now before I have that dreaded witch in my ear all evening for 'sitting on your arse all day and doing nothing YET AGAIN!'