So this is my first fic but i like it. Sorry the first chapter has a lot of spelling errors but it was like 3 am when i wrote it so i wasn't paying much attention and i don't have the patients to edit it all. Its only one chapter i swear. umm so yeah i started with one idea but it just kinda switched to another one... i might end up writing a sequel with my original idea who knows! If you like it review! if you hate it review! i want to know what everyone thinks! I'll probably end up updating every few comments... lets say 6. Why not right? so yeah here it is! let me know what you think :)
~Peace~
High School. What i'd been waiting for my whole life- even if it has only been seven years. I had spent the past few months filling my head with high school soaps, no matter how fake they are. Friends, boyfriends, teenage rebellion- i wanted it all. But even still, the though of me going to a normal high school with normal teenagers- plus my aunts and uncles and my PARENTS- scared the shit outta me.
"Jesus Nessie! You make me look outta shape!", he called from behind me. Jacob Black. My Jake. My best friend. The one person keeping me from going crazy over this school thing. He'd always been there for me and i knew that as long as he was with me tomorrow i would be fine.
"Ha sorry! what can i say i'm my fathers daughter!" I flashed him my famous smirk that made his heart speed up almost as fast as mine. I had just kicked his ass in a race- again.
"Ya well you just wait. I'll be able to keep up eventually". Ya right. " We should probably get back soon though. You know how mad Alice gets when we're late."
Ugh don't remind me. He laughed at me and grabbed my hand to drag me back to the house. I was glad that he couldn't tell but my heart definitly sped up a little. I swear with that boy i feel like my heart could stop.
"Look on the bright side Ness. It the last one for a whole year!" He was right.
Because i seemed to grow a year older every couple of months, Alice felt it necissary to throw birthday parties regularly. Which i hated. But today was my 7th birthday- well my ACTUAL birthday. Physically i was a solid 16. Petit but passable. According to Jake i was pretty smoking too. He would never come out and say so of course, but lucky for me my power had developed so that i could kind of do the same thing as my dad. I could Tell people things without touching them now -thank god (it got a little obnoxious to have to touch everyone's face all the time) but i could also read peoples thoughts. It doesn't always work and I do have to be touching someone for that. But then again, with Jake i was never opposed to touching. He had let it slip once how hot he thought i was.
Thank God! i thought to him. He laughed that wonderous laugh of his and we started to run home, hand in hand.
As we reached the edge of the forest and the top of the hill, we looked down and saw the mess that Alice had made of the backyard. Its not that it was ugly- it actually did look really nice with all the twinkling lights and chinese lanterns- it was just so far from being 'me'.
"I won't leave your side for a second" he promised me. I gazed up at him and he squeezed my hand.
"O. K." I agreed. We walked down the hill hand in hand and, as he promised, he didn't let go the whole party.
"Lets go for a walk" Jake said as he tugged me away.
I'd Follow you anywhere, I though to myself. I understood this whole imprinting thing and I knew that I didn't really have any control over these feelings, but either way I knew I was head over heals in love with Jacob.
"So is this my birthday present?" I teased.
"You'll see" Ugh. I hate surprises and he knows that.
After a little while of walking, I broke the silence with my gasp as we reached a clearing in the woods. We had been here once before--
Flash Back
I entered the clearing before him again. I was gorgeous. It opened up to a sunlit field of flowers that were the most breath taking shade of purple- my favorite color.
I was so consumed the beauty that I didn't hear Jacob come up behind me and I didn't realize he was there until he had me up in the air over his shoulder spinning me around.
"Put Me Down!!" I was shrieking with laughter.
"Ok if you insist!" and he rolled us onto the ground to so that I was on top of him. I lay down on his chest wrapped up in his arms—my favorite place to be. I couldn't help but smile.
"What's going on up there?" He asked running his hand through my hair.
"I was thinking…" I wasn't really sure if I should say this next part "about this imprinting thing." I felt his body stiffen but decided to continue anyways. "Its just that I know how it works and I know that I'm ready to take this to the next level and I know that you're ready-"
"Ness just don't." He cut me off. "You know we can't do anything. Not yet. And it kills me to have to think about not being with you in the way I want, but I love you so much that I am fine with this-right here. But I promise" he lowered his lips down to my ear and I could feel his breath on my neck. A shiver went down my spine. "You won't have to wait much longer."
End Flash Back
We fell asleep in the field that day and it was one of the happiest days I've ever had. And now we were back. But instead of the sunlit valley I saw during the day, there was a small set up of pillows set up right in the middle of the purple flowers. With small lanterns around the pillows, it looked picturesque. It literally took my breath away.
Jacob led me over to the pillows and we laid down. I pressed to his chest and I could hear his heart beating. I love you. Actual words couldn't describe how I was feeling.
"I love you too" he whispered back. Our faced were so close I could feel his breath on my cheek. I breathed in his sweet scent and for a moment I was lost. "Nessie," His voice brought me back to reality, "I'm not really sure what you're feeling right now, but I just wanted you to know, that we don't have to wait any longer. If you're ready, we don't have to-" He couldn't finish that sentence with my lips crushed to his. It felt so natural, so right. Our lips fit together like puzzle pieces. I never wanted to stop kissing him
A little laugh escaped his smirking mouth and he pulled back. NO! I practically yelled in my head.
"Are you sure? I mean we don't have to-" I cut him off again.
"I've never been more sure about anything in my life" And I crushed our mouths together again. This time, he kissed back with so much intensity I heard a groan escape his lips.
