Ok everyone this is my first fan fic. Please Please Review
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Forever
Chapter 1
"Ok, let's talk." I didn't like how this was going to end. "Bella, we're leaving." I thought I was ready for this but apparently I wasn't. "Now? How about in a year or two?" His eyes turned cold, solid. Fierce.
"Bella, I don't think you fully understand." He closed his eyes, breathed deeply and continued. "Me… and…my family are leaving." I only could shake my head at this point. What was I to do? Confused and disoriented as I was, I started to speak without delay. "Okay, that's fine. I'll come with you." Everything made sense to me now. Edward and I would run away together. Just me and him. Nothing would bother us. We would stay in a warm, intimate cottage, secluded. We would be together, without any interference whatsoever. The warm shining down on us, he'd be able to walk outside freely, with my hand in his. His body glistening endlessly. Oh! I think this would be the most euphoric ecstasy, a girl can go through. Nevertheless, I was muddled in my beloved daydreams. Until I heard his beautiful voice again, I shook the thoughts from my head, looked at Edward. Just realizing that he's been staring at me with the same cold, cruel eyes as before. "Bella, I'm not good for you, please grasp that." I don't know what I saw on his face, but it seemed as if he was hiding something. "What! What are you talking about? Edward! You're the very best part of my life. You are good for me." It almost sounded as If I was begging for my life back. Which actually is what I'm doing. Edward was… is my life. I can't live without him. But then something terrible occurred. "Bella…" He sighed, "I don't want you to come with me." My whole meaning of everything perished beneath his words.
"You… don't… want… me?" I could feel the lump in my throat, beginning to swell. "No." This simple, hard, cruel answer brought the deepest tears to the corner of my eyes. I looked hard into Edward's unreadable eyes, but nothing in his face held a contradiction to the words, he'd had just said. "If … that's what you…" I suddenly gulped. "…want?" Edward glaring at me without blinking beyond any grief. "Yes, that's what I want." He spoke rather quickly. "Anyway, you're human; time heals all memories for your kind." "And you're… memories?" I tried to sound angry, but it just sounded even more like begging. "Our kind gets distracted easily." He half smiled. But the smile wasn't the one I've always enjoyed. It was different. It was vexatious. Edward took one step backwards. He was distant more than ever before.
"Bella, I'm leaving now, I won't come back. Don't think about me. I won't be of you. Move on. I won't make you go through his again. I'm sorry. It'll be as if I'd never existed." The corner of his mouth twitched. How could he do this! Edward's now molten eyes scorched into mine. My stomach jumped, I felt something peculiar. Only, this wasn't the same feeling I was used to when I was around him. This was different. This hurts. I have to do something or I would lose everything. Love, life, meaning. Everything. I reached out to him before he would leave… forever. I thought he was reaching for me too when our fingers nearly touched, but then he took my wrists firmly, placing them on my sides. "Don't follow me, this will be the last time you'll see me." His cold eyes were stabbing into everything that ever meant anything to me. He let go of my wrists, his face turned to glance quickly at the forest behind me. He turned to it, walking away from me graceful as always. I turned around quickly. Tears running down my swollen, red, angry face. I yelled to him.
