I guess I first noticed how intense my desire was when Kaoru started sleeping naked. Hikaru ponders as he stares at the sloping silhouette of Kaoru's back taking comfort in the slow rise and fall of his shoulders the sheets falling to drape his lower back.
Ever since he first started sleeping naked I can't help but stare as if his beautiful complexion and smoldering gold eyes weren't enough. It was especially bad because we had just become lovers on top of being twin brothers. Sometimes I find myself wanting to touch it. Does it have something to do with the fact that I haven't see him naked since we were kids? Hikaru shifts uncomfortably.
It's all so embarrassing, but I can't tell him to put clothes on for bed especially now that we're lovers. Hikaru battles with his dilemma.
I even kind of like it. Hikaru blushes at the thought. I just get embarrassed so easily.
It's like he wants me to make the first move. I mean besides our suggestive passes at the host club we haven't done more than kiss, but I thought Kaoru was going to take charge. Hikaru pouts.
I don't know what to do. This kind of thing terrifies me whether I want to do it or not. Hikaru looks distant. I don't want to do something wrong, but…
Hikaru sits up slowly not wanting to disturb Kaoru. He watches Kaoru roll onto his back in his sleep.
I guess I'd start with a kiss. Hikaru leans over his eyes half lidded in a dreamy seductive way and kisses Kaoru fully licking his lips to moisten them.
Then hold him close. Hikaru hugs Kaoru tightly their bodies fitting together perfectly as they always have.
Then maybe… Hikaru's hand trails down past Kaoru's chest slowly softly.
"Thank you Hikaru," Kaoru whispers suddenly causing Hikaru to jump and blush profusely.
"Whoa! Kaoru? H-how long have you been awake?" Hikaru questions stuttering.
"Since you kissed me. Man that was a good kiss especially when you licked my lips. I wanted to stop pretending to be asleep and make you mine right there!" Kaoru tells Hikaru enthusiastically brightening Hikaru's blush.
"That was mean Kaoru! Why didn't you tell me you were awake?" Hikaru asks grudgingly.
"I wanted to see how far you'd go without my influence. I wanted to see what kind of relationship you wanted," Kaoru trails off somberly.
"But I already told you I love you and we kiss," Hikaru says presenting his evidence to the judge.
"You're so cute Hikaru. You may be the more mischievous twin, but you're also the more innocent one too," Kaoru smiles at Hikaru fondly as Hikaru fumes.
"Well excuse me! I thought you were going to take charge ages ago and with you naked so close what am I supposed to do? If you won't take charge then I will!" Hikaru declares leaving Kaoru stunned and wide eyed.
"Hee He He He! Now that's what I wanted to hear!" Kaoru grins happily.
"Huh?" Hikaru stares at Kaoru confused.
"Besides it's not really fair that I'm the only one who has to sleep naked…" Kaoru trails off in a seductive growl as he turns on Hikaru.
