The Script
Ch 1. - Can This Really Be Happening?
DISCLAIMER - I do not own Victorious, or any of the Characters, Images, or any else that is in any way related to it
JADELYN AUGUSTA WEST!
"Fuck", I thought quietly. No one, not even my parents who don't care about me, use my full name unless completly enraged with me to the point of wanting to kill me. I wondered silently what I had done to set her off.
"What?" Sheepishly I shuddered at how that came out, the amount of sarcasm with a tiny hint of venom. I am not normally scared, as my cold exterior and nonchalant attitude would lead one to believe. But I knew that tone that she had used.
"Are you going to tell me the meaning of this?" The brunette Latina was standing at my bedroom door, a letter in her hand. She looked at it, and then to me, quizzically. "Well?", she asked when she was not answered quickly enough.
"Is that what I think that is? You weren't supposed to find that or ever know about it. It was going to be my secret, and I didn't want you to know about it. Sue me. Or kiss me, whichever you want to do more." I was fishing and looking at those beautiful, full pink lips, a tiny shimmer of lipgloss making the light dance just enough to be noticed.
"I don't want to do either."
I was upset. Even though we had some rough times lately, we were still together. I know when I acidentally yelled the other day, especially in a way that even I normally don't, that I had really hurt her. I could still see the tears in her eyes as I yelled the words no one that has found their soulmate ever wants to hear. "You expect me to be with you forever? God, Vega, that will NEVER HAPPEN. GET OVER YOURSELF!" I could still hear those words, and see that her world had shattered, along with her heart.
I did love her, and was in love her, but there was something stopping me. And that was ME. I am too afraid of getting hurt again. My parents never loved me, my only real boyfriend, ugh, I hated thinking of him, had not come out of that door, and now I am in a relationship with a girl I spent so much time hating that I cannot come to grips with the fact that we are and should be together.
"Jade, why? Why deny yourself the chance to have your writing published and produced? This is the first play you wrote that was inspired by me. It is the first time someone in Hollywood said it is good enough. What are you scared of this time? If they think its good enough, and they are Hollywood professionals, you know, then it is DEFINATELY good enough. So what?" She came and sat by me, and I could smell the vanilla and coconut mixing together. I loved that combination, but only on her. Any other time, and I would have vomitted. I hate both things. But with her, anything goes, and I am ok with that.
"They wanted me to be on set for the entire filming, doing some behind the scenes producing, and wanted me to have full control. Its what I always wanted. But I wouldn't have you there with me, so it is a moot point. I love you, Vega. And I don't want anything if it doesn't involve you." I was speaking from the heart. Something I never did until I was with her. God, now that I think about it, alot of things have changed since I have been with her. I don't wear as much black, though I always have it on somewhere, just not head to toe anymore. My mannerisms are beginning to change and resemble her. I even talk different.
"And the problem is? I told you I would audition for the lead. And you know me. At least you say you do. I will get it. And then, we will be inseperable for as long as it takes!" She was beaming with the thought of that.
Deep down, I was afraid of her getting the lead. What if our relationship didn't last. What if we broke up, then had to put away heartache and dispair while finishing the whole movie? What if-? I was brought out of my thoughts when her lips crashed into mine, sending shockwaves through me. I returned the kiss willingly, and hear her moan slightly, and I feel her hand on my waist.
"I thought you didn't want to do that?"
"I changed my mind! I love you Jade."
"I love you too, Tori. And I am sorry about any and everything I have ever put you through. Everything from Hollywood Arts to -" I was interrupted again, but this time, the kiss wasn't enough. My shirt was coming over my head, and I was already feeling the hormones rage, but then a buzzing sound stopped us both dead.
"Perfect FUCKING TIMING ASSHOLE!", I yelled, not even looking to the caller I.D.
"Sorry Jade. Is Tori there? I need to talk to her." I could almost see myself killing a certain bubbly redhead. I wanted to hang up, but thought otherwise. I guess another way I am now like Tori. I would normally hang up the phone and continue kissing my girlfriend, and probably made a woman out of Tori. But for now, I just gave in. "Cat", I said, handing Vega the phone.
"Hey. Uh-huh. Sure. Be there in 10." She hung up, and handed me the phone, with a kiss to my cheek. "Don't wait up, I will be out all night with her. She sounded scared. And not just because you yelled at her."
I kissed her cheek back, and took off my bra, and mouthed "You don't know what you're missing". I got a sexy, flirty smile back. One that said, "OK, I will be back, just not soon"
I called the producer who had my script. "Hey, Andrew. Its Jade. I'm in" I hung up and knew that Tori and I would be just fine.
