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Let me try to fill you in on whats going on, the narrator has been dating international popstar Louis Tomlinson for some time now (not sure how long exactly at the moment) she's moved in with him and bandmate Harry and his girlfriend/narrators bestfriend after getting into a fight with her mom over Louis and her dream of becoming an actress which drove her to go live with them.

I hope that made some sense... Anywho I really hope you enjoy, please please please review, even if you hate it tell me what you thought. Thanks! xx :)

It had been a little under half way through the boy's tour when I really thought I was going to crack. I missed Lou so much I thought I was going to blow up if I didn't see him soon. It also didn't help that the director of the new movie I'm playing in decided that we were going to take a month off from filming since we're so ahead of schedule.

Most days I just sat around in mine, Lou's, Harry's, and Rosie's mansion cleaning, listening to music and working out. Rosie kept pestering saying that I needed to get out of the house for a day, but I just didn't have the energy to really do anything, but worry about what if Lou found someone else, or what if he left me as soon as he got back.

I lay in bed, at nine at night, unable to sleep, and decide that I would go and see if there was anything good in the mail today. I unlock my bedroom door quietly and walk down the hall across the platform and down the spiral staircase to get to the kitchen where we usually kept the mail. I went to the island in the middle of the kitchen to find a small elegant looking envelope addressed to me. I examine to see whom it was from and begin to shake as I see the names "Mildred and Mason Williams" on the send back address. My mother had mailed me for the first time in a year. I begrudgingly began to open the small parcel. I unfolded a small letter typed in a simple font explaining how sorry my mother was for pushing me away and how she has missed me. She then throws in that she and Weston have been engaged and she's asking me to be her maid of honor at her wedding. As I finish reading the letter I felt my eyes begin to burn with hot tears. I grabbed the letter and envelope and ran back up to my room and cried, until sleep over took me.

I awoke to the feeling of having Lou's arm wrapped around me, which wouldn't be the first time this has happened since he's left. I pulled away from the imaginary arm and began to cry a little. I then heard Louis speak,

"Baby, oh dammit come here, hush darling I'm here." He wrapped his arm tighter around my waist and pulled me to his chest. I just began to cry harder not sure of how to feel at the moment, I turned to face him and buried my face into his chest and cried.

"Brooklinn, I'm here now its okay don't worry I'm here baby." Louis whispered into my ear. I tried to stop anymore tears from coming and just ended up shaking with tears. Louis placed a kiss on my head and kept whispering sweet nothings in my ear to try and calm me down. When I finally felt well enough to speak, I sat up and hugged my knees. Louis sat up and looked me in the eyes and asked,

"Brooke, baby what's bothering you, what's got you so upset love?" I grabbed his hand and pulled him off the bed with me out to our balcony. It was a bit cold, but it felt good after having hot tears strike your body all night. I leaned up against the railing and Lou came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder. I looked out into the distance where the lights from the city illuminated the night sky.

I finally spoke my first words to Lou, "Louis I need to tell you something really important and its okay if you don't reciprocate exactly what I'm about to say but I just need to tell you before you leave again."

I spoke with urgency and turned to see his puzzled face staring at me, "You can tell me anything babe you know that." He responded. I closed my eyes and spoke in a hushed voice, "Louis I honestly think I'm completely in love with you, when you're not around I'm missing you and never having as much fun as I would if you were there, I'm always worried that you'll finally find someone whose actually worthy of dating you and I only want what's best for you and I just need to tell you," I took a pause to open my eyes and see him smiling his beautiful Louis smile, "I just needed to tell you that Louis I love you." I finally met his gaze and he was beaming back at me.

He pulled me closer and whispered in my ear, "Brooklinn I know for a fact that I love you too. It kills me to be away from you. I spend hours on end just thinking of you and hopping you're okay." I could hear the smile in his voice which made me shed tears of joy. We stood there, out on our balcony till we were both shivering. We walked back into our room and he sat me down on the bed after closing the French doors behind us.

"Now Brooke, I know you a little too well for you to be this upset about me being gone." He looked me dead in the eyes; I loved how he knew when something was wrong with me. I sat there quiet for a moment, before I took a deep breath and explained the engagement letter from Mom and Mason. His mouth hung open and gave me a hug after I finished explaining why I had been crying and why I've been so emotional.

He pulled away and looked at me in the face, "Baby, I'm taking you out for ice cream. Go get dressed and I'll be waiting downstairs when you're done." He explained kissing the top of my head, but before he could walk out the door I got up and grabbed his hand.

He spun around to face me, "What is it baby girl?" he asked cupping the side of my face in his hand.

"Lou, darling, I need to ask you a huge favor." I paused for his response before continuing.

"Of course sweetheart what is it?" he whispered. "Will you fly out to America with me and be my date for the wedding?" I asked looking up through my eyelashes.

I saw him smile and then felt his smile on my lips, "I would never let you endure this by yourself my love. Of course I will." He whispered against my lips before deepening our kiss.

Hi again! I hope you enjoyed it! Personally this is one of my favorite parts of the story. I had so much fun writting it! Enough about me though, Please tell me what you thought, even if you hate it all critisim is very much appreciated, so please, please, please, please, please review thank you so much! xx