To my best friend,
I should hate you right now, I really should. I should hate you for every painful feeling. For every tear. But, I don't.
Why? Why did you leave me like this? I didn't even get to tell you how thankful I am. You showed me how to live again. Thank you.
I miss you. I miss the adventures. The good times, and the bad times. I miss your fits. I miss how rude you were and when you actually cared. I just miss you.
Please come back. I can't do this without you. I can't live a normal life. I can't wake up without regrets. Please don't be dead. Oh god, please just be alive. I need you.
-John Watson
