Author's Note: I...have no clue where this came from. It's almost 3 am, I'm not even tired yet, and when I opened up Microsoft Word I had actually set out to write a short Shizaya drabble to get my creative juices flowing. But then...this happened. I'm not even completely sure what this is. But...you should enjoy it anyway? I hope? :D
Disclaimer: I OWN DURARARA! ...Okay, no I don't. I lied to make myself feel important. TT^TT
Warning(s): Contains sensitive material that may be considered offensive regarding religion.
I am not a nice person. I know this.
Izaya Orihara was never meant to be nice.
I've always known I was going to Hell. Ever since I was a little boy. I wasn't abused or mistreated. I wasn't taught or trained to be bad, to think that I was going to hell. I've always just known.
It's always been a fact.
I am not a nice person.
I know this.
Everyone knows this.
I want everyone to know this.
I know I'm going to Hell.
I've always known I was going to Hell.
That doesn't mean that I've accepted it.
Because I haven't.
I never will.
That is why I must reawaken the Valkyrie. That is why I have to reawaken her and somehow convince her to choose me, to take me to Valhalla with her.
It's my only option.
I don't want to go to Hell.
I know that's where I'm headed.
I'm not going quietly.
I am Izaya Orihara.
I am not a nice person.
I am a fighter.
And I will fight until the very end.
So...was that creepy? I found it creepy. Anyway, reviews are lovely and make me puke rainbows~! And I would like to apologize for not having updated my story Playing Chess! I'm working on the next chapter, but it's taking longer than I thought it would, because I keep getting writer's block and getting distracted. Anyway, expect another drabble from me soon. It will probably be a lot like this one, only with SHIZAYA~! *A*
