Kisuka-Yukira's request: Axel's last journal entry
How did this happen...?
All I wanted was my best friend back...
Heh. I guess it's just my luck. Isa changed, then Roxas changed.
Or maybe I'm the one who changed. Maybe I'm the traitor. Maybe there were a few too many secrets. I can't even remember all of them. But I clearly remember Roxas getting tired of them. He couldn't even trust me anymore.
Maybe it didn't matter that he'd forgotten. He probably wouldn't have come back with me, anyway.
But how could he have forgotten?
...No, that's obvious. Naminé had to have had a hand in that.
He really doesn't get it, does he? He chose his own destruction!
And I can't even fix it when I try. My one chance to bring him back, and I blow it! That girl- Kairi- managed to get away from me. And with her, my chance at turning Sora back into a heartless. I have to admit, she was bold. ...And I let my guard down. But she would have been better off with me. Now Saïx has her.
It's her own fault for running off. So, then... why do I feel... guilty?
Feel? Hah. More emotions. And here I thought you needed a heart for those. It almost feels like I have one around him...
And now, he's probably in danger, about to be overtaken by the darkness. There's no way they can take care of all the Dusks that are waiting for them Betwixt and Between.
...Might as well help out, though. Roxas would be lost forever otherwise. Because of my stupid choice.
I guess we'll never get a chance to share sea-salt ice cream again... But...if we do have next lives, I guess I'll see ya then, buddy. I'll be waiting.
