Well, the RP I started with InsanityCreator has really started to make me form Seifer's history. Therefore, this is his spill to his father about what happened to mold him in the past. Keep in mind that the italicized font is his father, Aden's, speech. Enjoy and R&R!

Screaming infamy

Taste of defeat

I lost myself

I was defected, dejected and stamped down.

Defunct memories lead to sour remorse

I don't look back at the past

Everything leads to swallowing my emotions

I ought to spew them back in your face.

Nothing leads to compromise

The bitter chains slowly surround and encompass

I'm surrounded, no escape

Should I give in to the bitter angst of memory?

I failed you when you needed me the most

Tossed you away on a sea of pity

Was the life I gave you justified?

We thought this was best for you.

But I lost myself and plunged into darkness!

It's your fault

Are you happy! You made me lose myself!

Don't you know that you're not needed!

I was there when you fell, you just didn't know it

You were so small and so scared...

Your mother made me promise to never leave you

Too bad I couldn't completely keep my promise.

You don't know how long I've been waiting

I just lost you in the turmoil of things

When you needed me the most I couldn't be there

I promise, son, it's not my fault.

I don't really see the good implications

I knew you wouldn't, you're too much like me

To hell with you old man!

Your thoughts and fears speak volumes to me

And so does YOUR neglect

You're immature, like I was

But I still don't need you

You never needed me really

Who said I didn't in the first place?

Your eyes, your spirit, you're not weak like me

If you're weak, then what am I?

A grain of strength that will empower our family

What family!

The one that's growing now...