Kagome sadly watched as Inuyasha stroked Kikyo's cheek with the back of his palm. 'Please don't tell me your doing this to me again..' she thought to herself as she clinched her fists into small balls, praying to god he wouldn't betray her for the 5th time.

"Inuyasha.." Kikyo spoke. Inuyasha looked into her eyes as his trembled. "No more lies. Tell me who you want." She touches his neck with her hand and kisses his lips. Kagome felt like someone dropped 10,000 pounds on her heart, when she realized Inuyasha actually kissed her back.

A single tear fell from Kagome's cresent Blue eyes as she watched Inuyasha break the kiss to answer her question. "I want you kikyo. Always and forever. I love you." He stares into her eyes as she smirks deviously and kisses him again.

When those words escaped Inuyasha's mouth, Kagome's hand flew to her mouth to stop her from choking or making any sounds that she made when she cried her eyes out. Kikyo untied Inuyasha's kimono and left him shirtless as he nibbled at her neck. She opens her eyes to see kagome watching, almost as if she knew she would be there.

She gave kagome a smile that said, "I win, and you lose."

Kagome gave her a look of disgust and turned to run away. She let her legs lead her to where ever they wanted to go, as she cried out the pain like she always did when Inuyasha did this to her. She never understood why she always forgave him. She wanted to tell him to go to hell, she wanted to tell him how much pain he's caused her.

But everytime, he asked for forgivness, she gave it to him.

Her legs were sore for how fast she was running, that when she tripped over a little rock, her legs gave out and she fell to the ground. She crushes her body against the dirt and digs her nails in the patches of grass as she cries out the hatred of kikyo away from her.

She didnt know if she was sobbing or if she was screaming. She didnt care. All she wanted to do was to get the greif out so her friends wouldnt see her like this. People thought of Kagome as a sweet forgiving person, and truth is, she was. She bottles everything up to keep the ones around her happy.

Kagome's crying comes to a halt when she feels a soft hand lightly press against her shoulder. Kagome looks up to see who it was.

"Are you okay lady Kagome?" Kagome stares at the little 10 year old girl, that roamed around with sesshomaru. Kagome sits up and wipes away her tears.

"Yes, I'm fine, thank you, Rin." She looks around for sesshomaru or the little lizard, Jaken. "Your alone?" Her voice cracked when she asked the question.

"No, I have lord sesshomaru and lord Jaken." She smiles kindly. Kagome smiles and corrects her question.

"I meant, Are you alone right now?"

"Oh, yes. Lord sesshomaru is hurt, along with Jaken, so Im trying to find some Herbs around here for them." She looks at the ground and scans for the herbs.

Kagome shake her head. "There are no Herbs around here. I can take you to where there are some. Its not far."

Rin grins in excitement and nods. "Yes please! Rin would appreciate that very much!"

Kagome took her hand and walked her over to a field of Herbs that she found a while back when inuyasha had gotten injured. She decided to take Rin, to get her mind off of the betrayal she had just bared.

When they showed up to the feild, Kagome helped her pick the best herbs there were, and when they were done, Rin asked her to go back with her.

"Sure, why not." Kagome smiles at her as Rin skips back to whereever Sesshomaru and Jaken were.

Rin showed her a huge boulder rock and knocked on it. At first Kagome was confused but then the Huge boulder turned into a cave.
Kagome followed Rin and heard a low growl towards the end of the cave.

"Rin who is with you?" Jaken says when he notices a strong pure lovely scent.

"Lady Kagome." She says in an excited tone.

"Explain." Sesshomaru demands when he sees Kagome. "Why are you here, Miko?"

Kagome was drawn back by how rude he was to her, but she never expected more. "My name is kagome. I was merely walking Rin back." She notices a huge blood stain on the front of Sesshomaru's kimono.

"Kagome helped Rin find good herbs!" Rin says as she kneels in front of Jaken.

"I will not need any, so use them on Jaken."

"But i got a bunch for both of you!" Rin complains.

Seshomarru closes his eyes and tries to rest. "Herbs wont work on my body."

Kagome nodded, "hes right." Sesshomaru opened his eyes and peered up at the mysterious human. Her skin glistered from the moon light and her eyes were puffy as if she had been crying.
"He needs to be HEALED." She sits beside him and his body stiffens. "I need you to lay down."

"I do not need a humans assistance." he knew that was a foolish statement, because she wasnt just a human, she was a powerful one. She layed him down and kneeled beside him and focused her priestess powers on healing him. She placed her palms an inch from his gash and began to sway her hands to slowly heal the wound.

Sesshomaru grimaced from the pains that were among him. Kagome looks at him, and stops. "I will only beable to do this little at a time. If you want to heal fast, you should stay here so I can help you."

Sesshomaru didnt want to refuse, but he didnt want to make it seem like he relied on her. "And in return?"

"Nothing." Kagome stands and looks down the long cave.

"why do you want to do this wench?" Jaken says. "What about your precious Inuyasha?"

Kagome's heart clentched inside her chest, and the pain showed on her face. Sesshomaru was the first to notice it, even before she did. "Inuyasha is not mine. I am free to help you if i decide to."

"Hm." Sesshomaru says nothing but shuts his eyes when he sits up and leans against the walls of the cave.

"I will come back tomorrow night. this same time." Kagome bows and hugs Rin before she leaves.

When she gets out of the cave, she prepares herself before she heads back to the village. She walks into the hut where evryone sleeps. Except inuyasha. He sadly looks at her as he stands. Kagome looks down at her feet and crawls into her sleeping bag. When kagome said absolutley nothing, Inuyasha knew she knew about how he felt towards Kikyo.

Inuyasha was about to fall asleep when he smells something warm and hot. He opens his eyes to see tears streaming down kagome's closed eyes. She was awake and trying to be as quiet as possible.

"I'm so sorry Kagome.." He whispers loud enough for her to hear only. "Will you ever forgive my actions?"

Kagome looked up at him with watery eyes and a weak smile. "I always do, remember?" Her smile disappeared and turned into a frown.

"I promise it wont happen again. I love you so much kagome." He lays beside her. Kagome squeezes her eyes and pushes him away and turns her body away from him.
He knew she didn't forgive him this time. 'Even if her mouth said it, her heart didn't mean it.' he thought as he sat up and against the wall of the hut. He closed his eyes thinking about how to get her to forgive him, then fell asleep.