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Desire that could burn a hole in a steel door and catch water on fire. A passion so deep it could last forever. Lust so dirty and sinful bugs avoided it. A secret so heavy it could bring down the stars.
Their love was like a festering sore that puffed and oozed sickness, and if they weren't careful could cause one of them to lose a limb. Their love was unhealthy and dangerous. An ugly beast that stalked in the shadows of their minds, and each day they lied.
Robbie ran a hand over his face. She was late. She was always late recently. Maybe she was pulling away. Good. He thought, what they did wasn't healthy anyway. He grew tired of this inclination.
Pounding on his bedroom door told him she had arrived. He turned back to his computer logging out. He didn't bother saying she could come in. She would anyway. Instead he brought up a pair of ear phones putting them over his ears.
They were pulled gently away from his ears gently a few moments later. "I like this song." She said softly. "It speaks to me."
He could see her in the reflection in his monitor. There was no music playing.
She turned him around to face her, she frowned softly. An expression he was sure he only saw. That was once a good thing…
"Are you alright?" She asked blue eyes seriously concerned. He hated it. How she could switch from loving him to not loving him.
"I'm fine," He announced with a shrug. "I'm a little tired." He looked at his watch. "It's already three and I have that showcase."
"We could talk then." She offered sitting on his bed. "We don't have to do anything more."
He wanted her to leave. What could they possibly talk about? Their deal was easy and straight forward. He fucked her and she gave him money.
"You used to talk to me all the time." She announced.
Yes he had, at the beginning. Over three years ago, when everything was new and easy and they were thirteen years old and curious, he had talked all the time. He had blindly loved her thinking she was even possible to love.
"You're not paying me to talk." As soon as the words left his mouth he could tell it hurt her. He didn't want to apologize. Instead of apologizing he rose from his seat and kissed her. Long and deep and hungry he pushed her onto the bed. He attacked her neck with heavy kisses attacking all the right spots. He was an expert at this when it came to her. He began unbuttoning her shirt.
"I thought you were tired?" She moaned out.
He didn't answer. He hated talking to her.
This deal had been made over three years ago. The first time they had sex over three years ago when they both had been too young for it. Their first time had been innocent and a mistake. Not like all the times after that. He had needed the money and she needed the comfort back then. A deal was struck and it has been going on for years. A dirty little secret it was. She was the reason he was able to attended Hollywood Arts. She was the reason his mother's hospital bills got paid. She was the reason he didn't go hungry, but it was heavy now.
He was tired of constantly lying to his friends, smiling in Beck's face as he fucked his girl, even though honestly she was his girl first. He was tired of the constant play they performed.
Jade made a soft noise as he entered her. This was wrong. It had always been wrong, but she continued to do it. Robbie has a dick of a God and he certainly understands how to use it. She was happy it was hard to tell with him. It made him all hers. He is the only guy that can truly satisfy her. She felt bad about all the lying and sneaking but she needed Robbie.
Robbie woke the next day his head shot up and looked to his side finding Jade gone. She always left like that. The boy got from bed and searched around for his underwear, finding them he looked for a clean pair and headed down the hall to the shower. He washed for a long time. He then got dressed and retrieved Rex. He walked into his kitchen finding his mother over a stove; he wasn't sure what she was cooking. He walked over to the fridge and poured himself some juice. Remembering how he had bought the juice and with what money he swallowed his gulp bitterly pouring out the rest.
"Robbie, "his mother glared at him. "Why did you waste all that juice?"
He kissed her on the cheek and grinned. "Sorry."
She smiled at her son her anger fading.
"Did you just get home?" He asked taking in her work cloths. His mother nodded tiredly. "Yeah, my next shift starts in just a few hours. Can you go wake your dad and tell him I made him breakfast? I have some errands to run."
Robbie nodded with a shrug and watched her leave. He picked up his father's plate and dropped it in the trash. He then left for school.
Robbie yawned and shoved Rex into his locker. Not in the mood for the puppet. "What's wrong sleepy head?" Cat bounced as he made his way toward her, Tori, and Andre as they sat on the school steps.
"I was working on my homework all night." He lied easily.
"What homework?" Cat asked giggling.
Robbie gave her a grin and a shrug. "What are you doing Andre?"
"Writing a new song," Tori's name had suddenly become Andre.
Beck and Jade made their way over to the group. Jade sipped her coffee and barely glanced at Robbie.
"Hey guys what's up?" Beck asked looking around the group.
Robbie yawned again.
"You should do your homework sooner if you're going to be sleepy." Cat announced concerned.
"How long did you stay up?" Tori asked.
Robbie shrugged. "Around five."
"What homework had you up that late?" Beck asked seeming amused.
Robbie shrugged. "I don't remember." He didn't feel like coming up with a better lie then that. "See you guys around." He walked away.
"Robbie's been acting really weird lately." Tori announced getting all of their attentions. Jade rolled her eyes.
"Yeah, I've been noticing that too." Andre added. "He has been really distant lately. He barely even brings Rex around anymore. Not that I'm complaining."
"I wonder why." The brunette looked around at her friends all of them shrugged except Jade. "Do you Jade?"
Jade glared at her. "Why in the hell would I Vega?"
Tori held her hand up in defense, "Just asking sorry."
Robbie had just left lunch and was on his way to his next class when he was pulled into a janitor's closet without warning.
"What in th-"His words faded when he saw Jade. He frowned. This wasn't right. Jade should not be acting like they had something going on in school. School jade and bedroom Jade were different people just like Robbie in school was different from the one she had in bed.
"What's going on Jade?" He whispered harshly. He hoped no one had seen him come in.
"Are you alright?" She asked. "Everyone is noticing something is up with you." Her voice held a softer tone to it. The one only meant for their dirty deeds under the covers.
He hated it. "Yeah, I'm fine." He reached for the door.
"Wait." She called. He didn't turn around. "I might be late tonight; I have a date with Beck."
Robbie clenched his teeth. He opened the door and walked out.
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