Hi there, Neffer-Tari's back :)
So, this is my first atemp at Jack and Lacie's odd and awesome relationship. I mean, how can she dance in a pool of blood and make it seem beautiful? She's so insane, I loved it. As well as the huge plot twist - in fact it blew me away, that's why I'm only able to write about it now.
WARNING: Spoilers for Jack's Past and one bad word at the end.
Disclaimer: Pandora Hearts doesn't belong to me, but I'm in love with it and this fic is mine.
Oh, and English isn't my mother language, I'm sorry if there's any stupid error out there.
Enjoy it and thank you for reading!
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If I Was Empty Grey, You Were Bloody Red
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I hate it. I hate it so much, this thing I've become. Empty, lifeless and ridiculously vulnerable. But most of all, unconditionally shattered.
There was no joy, no commitment, no motivation, no life. Until you came. Until you saw me. Until you reached me.
Until you saved me.
And you did it with such a simplicity that it hurt. It seemed that I've always been kept in darkness in order to wait for that moment.
That righteous moment that faith apparently allowed me to have. The so called "Hope". Yes, that's what you were, my hope.
Not my light.
Because you were darker than black. You were so tainted that you're little white dress looked weird on you.
It was damaging your nature, cutting your soul and deceiving me, trying to hide away your inner beauty.
But it could not battle with Fate, which was on our side. And Fate wanted me to see you the way you saw me.
If I was empty grey, you were cruelly red.
Bloody red.
Just like your eyes, child of misfortune.
You danced in it, you swirled on it.
So insanely beautiful.
So maddening kind.
I want to become like that. I want to grow that ability in me so that I can satisfy you. So that I can stand tall beside you. So that you can need me.
That is why I'll be mischievious, and a traitor - I'll even become a murderer.
As long as you're my master.
As long as I'm your servant.
Because you turned nothing into life. You gave me life and you can take it if you please.
So don't leave. Torture me, make me ache and soffocate in your poisonous and strange love. I've been waiting for that.
Damn, I've been waiting for that for so, so long.
But I've given up on waiting for an answear, for a direction, for something, for anything.
I've even given up on waiting for Fate to fucking move.
Still, I've never, ever, given up on you.
A/N: That's it guys, Review please! :D, maybe I'll write one about Elliot and Leo or Vince and Gil following this style, don't know, what do you think?
