„You can´t be my apprentice..."
I am sitting in meditation pozition, so I ... first not hear what... but... when he... say it again...
„I know commander... You tell me that, the first day when I came to Starkiller base..."
I can´t forgett about his rude tone, about his... not quite welcomming behavior. They told my he want to have apprentice, but he acting like I am his worst enemy."
„But you are still here... Still provocated me, just like you..."
He is still piss off. But I am not afraid of him, not anymore... He can´t ... He know it...
„I am not provocated you, commander, I am only accept the orders. I want to be a First order warrior. It´s your problem, whan you can´t accept it. I don´t want anything from you..."
I am done with this conversation. I closed my eyes, totally ignore his... I have things to do, he is only...
„Lia, it my last warning..."
He know my name? So strange? I am not a girl anymore.
„Why I can´t be your apprentice?"
I never asked him question like this, but he...
„Because I want more then relationship beetween student and teacher... And you are..."
Too young...
Maybe not his type.
Not fitting in his plans.
It´s all right.
She has no problem with that.
But why he... not find a poor person who maybe... accept his ...
He said very slowly, just like it´s very hard to...
I opened my eyes.
„Good luck with that, commander..."
I smiled at him.
He looks just he...
„I don´t want to be a burden to you... Just act I am not here, just ignored that and give what you want, find your apprentice... world is full of options..."
„You..."
I don´t know why is he angry, I am not telling him anything bad...
But he...
I change my position very quicly. Maybe he need a little motivation...
I kissed him on his cheek.
He don´t react, just like he is ... totally in shock.
The first time ever.
Then on his lips, he ...
„What are you... just... you..."
„Don´t be afraid commander, its only a kiss...not a curse..."
He don´t listen.
He escape from me... really escape just like... he is really afraid off...
It´s only a little joke, not...
But maybe he can´t understand.
His fault, not mine.
I am starting meditation lesson again.
He don´t want to train me, but he will see, he will see...
