Yay. My first fic, please enjoy. If you feel the urge to send flames, please direct them over to Axel. Sorry if it's bad, I tried my best.

Disclaimer: As much as I wished that I did, I do not own Kingdom Hearts, Zexion or Demyx or anything related to them.

Tick... Tock... Tick... Tock...

Slowly the mechanical clock hands moved and landed both on the twelve, signalling the start of midnight.

Time. Just how much longer? How much longer will I have the time to spend with you? You hide them so well you know... Your emotions. We don't have them though do we? Or at least that's what Xemnas says. I think we do have emotions. Otherwise why would I be here next to you watching you read yet another book?

Books. They can just sit through time pretty much completely unaffected like the lifeless things they are. Only gathering dust which can easily be disposed of. Full of knowledge or adventure. Of secrets or Breathtaking wonder. Yet they don't tell us what we really want to know do they? The way to get our hearts back. Really, how can you read them all the while? Page after page after page... The only book I've ever read was a chord book, and even then I only got a quarter of the way through it. Way too boring for me, after all I really can't stay still for too long.

"Demyx?" Your voice cuts through my deep thinking that's so unlike me.

"Hey Zexion, when do-" I was cut off by the sound of knocking on the door, the knocking that would soon lead you to your death.

"VI, the superior wants you and the others going to castle oblivion to meet him in the grey room. I trust you're ready?" Saix's voice crawled its way into the room.

"Of course." You replied, standing up from the bed we were sitting on and placed the book down on the stand next to said bed. Footsteps walking away vaguely registered in my head as you turned to me. "Bye Demyx."

Tick... Tock...

I jump up from the bed and smile. "Yeah, bye. Have fun." With that I was out of your door and halfway down the corridor. Blissfully unaware of the future.

~The night after the Organization heard of the downfall of Castle Oblivion.~

I believe we do have emotions. Right now mine are tugging at my non-existent heart, clawing at it with the sense of regret, pain and sadness, dread and hope. I guess there are more feelings crawling about, but they're the ones that overwhelm most of my senses.

Regret and sadness for not telling you how I feel. That I never will be able to.

Pain for what we could have been, or maybe it's for the fact that you could of just as easily have turned me down and ignored me for the rest of whatever sort of life we currently have? Or in your case, did have...

Dread for what happens now. Now that your gone, along with almost half of the other members.

Lastly, hope for that if everything does crumble and fade away, it'll someday lead me to you again. Or maybe you survived, are still living right now in this twisted reality.

If only there was a way to bring back time... To have stopped you from leaving...

Tick... Tock...

Time once gone, shall never return.

A/N: So how was it?