I DON'T OWN ANYTHING! THOUGH I WISH I DID THAT'D BE AWESOME!
SKYE'S P.O.V.
'I can't believe that I just saw that. I am shocked. Am I seeing things? Am I losing my mind? I figured it'd happen eventually but not this soon. Did I really just see Ward leave May's bunk? At 4:45 a.m.? I can't believe this. Well I guess I know where I stand with him. I guess we are only going to be friends. That hurts I thought we could have been more than that. He was so caught up in his own head he didn't notice me' I think as I head to my bunk to climb under my blankets to hide and cry. I am not going to training today. I can't even look at him.
About 20 minutes later there is a knock on my door. I ignore it because I know who it is. He is there to wake me up for training, little does he know I've been up for a while. He continues to knock. Finally I say, "go away." "Skye, it's time to get up, I let you sleep in but it's time for training. " "I said go away Ward, I'm not going to training today. Now leave me alone." "Skye, what's going on?" I don't answer I'm barely holding back the tears as is. I take a deep breath and roll over to face away from the door and bury myself deeper in my blanket, my safety. "Skye if you don't answer me I'm coming in." "just leave me alone Ward." "not until you tell me what's wrong." "P.M.S. now leave me alone."
Ward's P.O.V.
I know she isn't telling me truth. What I don't know is why she is lying to me. "oh, do you need anything?" "yes I do need something, I need you to go away and leave me alone." I can tell that she is trying not cry and that she was crying before we started talking. I wish I knew why. "ok well I will see you later then." I stand there for a minute waiting for her to answer but all I hear is a whimper. I really want to know what is going on now. I head down to the kitchen to make me a protein shake before I head to the workout room to try and take my mind off things but I can't, all I can think about is this morning and what happened with Skye and well last night. I need to be more careful I almost said Skye's name while in bed with May. I need to find a way to not think about her, especially when I am with May.
'Can I really make myself focus on May? I mean May is attractive but that's all, it's just sex, it's strictly physical I don't feel a connection or have any feelings towards her besides friendship and a slight physical attraction. Skye on the other hand I think I'm in love with I keep thinking about her, wondering what she is thinking, what she is doing, what she is laughing at. I can't get her out of my head even when she shouldn't be there.' By the time I get done working out I realize that it's almost 8 a.m. and I've been working out for about three hours. I head to the shower then to my bunk to get dressed then to start the day. Hoping that Skye would come around.
That was a week ago. I have barely seen Skye since. Whenever I walk in a room she walks out unless she has to be there, during training I try and show her by helping her and she pulls away, she won't look at me or talk to me unless she has to. She won't stand by me or sit by me, I try to talk to her but if it doesn't have to do with work she walks away or says she's busy. She hides in her room I try and hang out with her but she blows me off saying busy or has something to do or plans with FItzSimmons. I am beginning to think that whatever was bothering her a week ago has to do with me. I really need to find out, I miss my Rookie.
Skye's P.O.V.
I have barely seen Ward in a week and even though I miss him, I think it's for the best. I need distance to move on from him, being around him all the doesn't help with that. I go to training and try and act like nothing is wrong but I know I'm not doing that good of a job and to be honest I don't care. When in training and he tries to help, I pull out of his grasp, when we don't have to be in the same room I find a reason to leave when he walks in, when we have to be in the same room I stand by Simmons. I don't look or talk to him unless I have to, if he tries to talk to me about anything besides a mission or work I make an excuse and walk away. He tries to hang out and I make excuses. I miss my Robot but I am doing what I have to do to protect myself from anymore heartache. Now I know what the Ward felt when they caught me with Miles.
May's P.O.V
'I can see the hurt on Ward's face, I see him glance at Skye several times throughout the day I see him trying to talk to her and she dismisses him, she's hurt, she has feelings for Ward maybe even loves him, he feels the same way. I've known for a while that he has feelings for Skye I think that he's just figuring it out. I need to talk to Skye. I need to see if I'm right, that she knows about me and Ward. It was just for fun anyway, no feelings involved except physical attraction.'
Later I find Skye in the kitchen eating rather quickly (probably to avoid Ward) "hey Skye" "hey May what's up?" "I was wondering if you and I could talk privately" "sure is everything ok?" "yeah I just wanted to talk you about some things." "sure where do you want to talk?" "let's go talk in the cockpit, nobody goes in there besides me." "ok" once the reach the cockpit and close the door Skye starts talking. "so what did you want to talk about?" "Ward. ""Ward?" "more specifically me and Ward." "ok" "I'm guessing you know that me and ward were sleeping together." "yeah I did I found out a week ago when I saw him walk out of your bunk at 4:45 in the morning." "that was the last time, just so you know." "ok. Why are you telling me this?" "because I know that at the very least you have feelings for him." "I don't know what to say May." "I'm sorry Skye I didn't know that you had feelings for him otherwise I wouldn't have slept with him." "I know May, I'm not mad or upset with you." "ok. So, we are good?" "yeah may we are good." Skye says with a smile to her friend as she walks out the door heading to bunk, carrying on with her recent schedule of hiding out in her room watching movies, reading, writing or playing around on her computer.
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