Hey everyone! This is my very first fanfiction. I love to write but i never thought to share it with anyone...

Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi, or its characters, although i wish i did :) lol


Beep! Beep! Beep!

7am already? I guess it's time to get ready for school. I got out of bed and headed to the bathroom. I took one look at myself in the mirror and decided I needed to take a shower. I had stayed up all night thinking. Thinking about my parents, and the way they couldn't be in the same room without tearing each others heads off. I thought about Eli, and how strange our relationship was. I thought about Ali and how much I missed her, and I thought about Adam and how glad I was that I had him in my life now. Things were definitely changing around me, and not all of those changes were good.

I got in the shower and just stood under the water for a good 10 minutes. I wanted to be able to wash it all away. I wanted my life to go back to normal, for my sister to come home, and for my parents to stop fighting. I wanted Ali to come back to Degrassi, and I wanted Eli to stop fighting with Fitz. Although standing under the rushing water felt amazing, it wasn't going to get rid of the things going on around me. My life was the way it was now, and there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it. I was stuck… or was I?

After a good 30 minute shower I decided I had to face life head on. I got out, dried my damp curly hair, put on a little bit of makeup and headed back to my bedroom. As much as I would have liked to throw on a nice pair of jeans and a cute button up shirt, that was never going to happen, so I grabbed my purple Degrassi polo and my tan skirt and put it on. Purple so wasn't the color I would have chosen to wear today. Yeah it was a pretty good color on me, but I would have preferred a nice blue top that matched the color of my eyes, it was Eli's favorite color on me.

I walked downstairs to find my mother already in the kitchen

"Good Morning Clare," she said as she put the orange juice back in the Fridge.

"Good morning Mom," I replied as I sat down at the table. "What's for breakfast?" I asked

"Oh! I'm so sorry sweetheart, I have to run to the office, but there are waffles in the freezer." She said as she headed towards the garage.

"Just great!" I thought as I looked in the freezer for the waffles." Now that my father has moved out I am no longer a priority."

My mother was now working more hours at work, and she took up drinking like it was the greatest hobby in the world. This was really starting to get on my last nerves. Just because my parents weren't getting along didn't mean they needed to neglect their daughter. Just as I found the waffles I heard a knock at the door. When I looked through the doors peephole, I saw that Eli was early picking me up.

"What are you doing here so early?" I asked when I opened the door.

"Good morning Eli! It's very nice to see you! I missed you!" he said in a sarcastic tone as he leaned in and kissed my cheek.

"Good morning," I said as a huge blush sprang out on my cheeks. "It really is good to see you, but why are you here so early?"

"Well I figured today would be a good day to catch breakfast at the Dot. How does that sound?" He asked with that gorgeous smirk on his face. That smirk is exactly what made me fall for him. No matter how I was feeling; mad, sad, happy, or just plain numb, all he had to do was flash that smirk at me and I was floating on a cloud. He was probably the best thing that could have happened to me at a time like this. When the world seemed to be crashing down around me, God sent me an angel. He was the one person I could go to no matter what. When I needed to cry, he was there. When I needed to rant about some irrelevant thing, he was there, and I was very happy that he was there that morning.

"That sounds absolutely divine to me. Mom didn't make breakfast, AGAIN. She told me to go and find the waffles in the freezer as she was leaving. Thank you for being my hero, yet again. Just let me go and grab my backpack." I said. As I turned around to head to the kitchen to grab my things, Eli grabbed my hand. He turned me back around and pulled me close to him.

"Have I mentioned how absolutely beautiful you are in the morning?" He said just before pressing his lips to mine. His lips were like an electric shock. One touch and I was stuck. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. As I pulled away, I could still feel his lips on mine. Every kiss was different when I was kissing him. Some were rushed as if we needed each other, where others were slow and pleading. This kiss was one of need. He needed me just as much as I needed him.

"Ok seriously, I'm going to go and grab my bag now. I am starving!" I headed to the kitchen, grabbed my stuff and headed out the front door. I locked the door and turned towards the street. There was Eli, my Eli, standing next to good ol' morty. The hearse scared most people, but to me Morty was awesome! I loved that car. I walked towards them and Eli Opened my door for me,


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"There you go mi' lady!" he said as he pressed another sweet kiss on my cheek.

"You know what? You spoil me Goldsworthy!" I said as another blush showed in my cheeks. He laughed, closed my door and headed to the drivers side of the car. He got in, turned the car on, and headed in the direction of the Dot. I couldn't help but smile as I looked at the amazing boy sitting next to me. He must have noticed I was staring because his signature smirk showed on his face and he reached his right hand over to grab mine. We intertwined our fingers, and I couldn't help but think about how perfect my life was at that moment. If only it could have stayed that way.