hello, this is my first fanfic, please review tell me what you think ,because i would like to know if it is worth updating or not :) thank you :D enjoy !
I stood over the small white crib with held the most perfect baby i had ever seen, he had green eyes and a small amount of brown hair, he was gorgeous.
I watched him wriggle his legs and clasp his hands together, and move his small lips
I could stand there for hours watching him but the moment was ruined when he cried and his mother walked in and took him from the crib holding him close to her as she walked from the room, if i could ,cry i would have.
My name is isabella Cullen, i am a vampire and have lived for 110 years i never had a interest in falling for love i believed that soulless monster like me should never feel the beauty and the treasures of love.
My creator Carlisle, wonders why i think of things this way and he will never find out because the thing is i don't know myself, i just think like that.
my sisters rose and alice try so hard to get me to believe that love can be for vampires and that we are not soulless monsters but we are no matter how hard we try to deny it.
my brothers japer and emmet, don't really notice my pain because they are the husbands of my sisters, they will never feel the why i do
my mother esme thinks it is all her fault, I try to explain its the way i think but she doesn't want me to think its my fault so she blames it upon herself
But that all changed when i came face to face with the most beautiful baby i had ever seen his name was edward mason, and he had the most perfect smelling blood i had ever smelt.
i jumped from the window of the two story house, edward lived in, and ran of toward home when i got home i was bombarded with questions my answer to all of them was i was hunting, but that wasn't really a lie i mean i guess i was just hunting for love
if that was possible, as i said soulless monsters don't always get what they want, i want him but can i have him do i have the restraint to watch over him when his mother cant, or will i loose it and kill him and never see him again, i don't know yet but for now i will watch over him
i will find it some where in side my empty self to find what my family call love
again please review tell me what you think :) :) thank you
