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I know there are tons of stories like this but I just wanted to type up my version.
Story begins after the cabin no attack.
Disclaimer: Richelle Mead owns it all besides the plot.
*This chapter has been updated*
RPOV
Rolling out of bed and grabbed my phone to see the time. I had 10 minutes before I had to meet Dimitri at the gym. "Crap" I muttered throwing my covers off me and jumping under the warm embrace of my shower psyching myself up for training. By the time I was out of the shower I had about 2 minutes to be down in the gym. It was at least a five minutes jog there. I moaned and cursed while quickly picking out my deep blue sports bra and black training shorts and putting them on.
By the time I was at the gym I was about 10 minutes late. I paused at the big wooden doors before entering the gym. I thought about how well Dimitri and I had worked out. We were now going out but keeping it on the low, it was a shame that only limited people could know about our relationship but I guess I would rather keep it secret than have Dimitri fired. Just thinking of losing Dimitri makes my chest tighten. Only a small number of people knew about us, Lisa, Christian and Alberta. Alberta didn't say much when we told her but the little smile on her face indicated she was ok with it.
Feeling giddy about my new relationship I walked up to the gym doors. I looked through the glass to see if Dimitri was there yet, of course he would be. Dimitri was always early. I scanned the room for him anyway, my heart skipped a beat when I saw him. His back was to me by the was standing awkwardly. I waited outside the door in confusion, what was he doing? But my answer came. And it broke my heart.
Dimitri had taken a small step to the side revealing Tasha. He was holding her tightly aganst him as kissed her deeply. And I was here. Watching the man I love cheat on me. I felt numb, no emotions, no nothing, I couldn't even move. I was just standing there watching in shock. When he pulled away i felt a foolish hope that he hadn't meant to do what he had and that he was about to push her away. Of course I was wrong, he pulled back only to smile and say something that just reached my ears. "I love you Tasha".
The numbness left me, I was angry, I was hurt and I didn know if I wanted to run away or smack him in the face.
"When are you going to tell Rose, Dimka?" I shuddered.
"I don't really want to". I was beyond myself
Hurt, pain, heartbreak, jealousy, anger, betrayal and rage. That was the strongest feeling rage.
"I think you should tell Rose Dimitri, she's your student, just tell Rose" She was trying to persuade him. Without consciously deciding to I pushed the gym doors open to make my entrance.
"Yeah Dimitri, just tell me, I am your student after all" I said harshly, making myself noticed. Both off them moved further apart and looked at me clearly shocked.
"Rose" that was all he said, his eyes darting away from mine before he'd even finished saying name, desperate not to meet mine.
"what?" I already felt drained, regretting entering the room, I didn't want to be here
"Dimitri just agreed to become my guardian!" Tasha jumped in seemingly oblivious the ever growing tenstion in the air.
I knew exactly what that meant. Dimitri was leaving. Leaving me.
"Why didn't you tell me Dimitri?" I shot at him coldly.
"Roza I-"
"don't call me that" I cut him off my voice sounding eerily calm.
I started to tremble. I couldn't tell whether it was because I was so heartbroken or so furious. I felt the hot tears in my eyes threaten to fall down my face, I willed myself cry in front of Dimitri. So I walked away. I culd hear his footsteps walking after me. I halted my movement, but he kept on walking in my direction. It didn't matter that I had my back to him, I just had to use my other senses...he taught me how to do that.
"Roza..."
"Rose" I corrected him with a hard edge in my voice.
"Rose..." he began again "Please just look at me-"
I didn't respond.
He sighed. " ro-"
"Shut up!" my voice screeched. "Just shut up!" Now I whirled around on the spot to face him. When my eyes met his he flinched. I could feel the hot tears streaming down my face "I don't care what you have to say" my voice was calm again "I don't want you near me. I wish I'd never met you. You're poisonous" there was so much I wanted to say and do, I wanted to hit him, I wanted to ask why, I wanted to tell him I'd just lied and that as hurt as I was I loved him unconditionally. But I didn't, because as hard as it was I had to put my wellbeing before my feelings and I knew in that moment how much more hurt there was to come but I couldn't let myself stay in that gym. Some part of me wanted him to comfort me right now, I wanted to fall back into his arms even though he was causing this hurt.
I took a deep breath, straightening my posture and looked up to meet his eyes, and in that brief moment I felt there was nothing left, I knew that everything that was between us was no more. So I turned around and left the gym.
And he didn't follow me.
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