This is my first fanfic. All feedback will be greatly appreciated. I have been waiting for Jason and Elizabeth to finally be together, this is my little story.

I don't own any of the characters nor am I affiliated with ABC or it's shows.

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As I sit here reflecting on what has been the most tumultuous year for me, emotionally, I can't help but be happy and grateful for everything in my life. She loves me. She wants to be with me. How did all that I've wished for come true? How did we find our way back to one another? All I can say, is that I will not let her go. I will love her with every fiber of my being and be there for her the way she has always been there for me. My Elizabeth. The mother of my child. My baby boy. He has my hands. He has my eyes and she says my smile. How I yearn to be with them as a family. I guess, what we have now is all we can have. But, I will get my family. I have to. I will die trying.

She called me tonight telling me she had to meet me. She gave me a room number to a suite at the Metro Court. Is she alright? Is Jake alright? I have to get over there and find out what is troubling her. When I knocked on the door, she pulled me inside looking in the hallway to make sure I wasn't being followed. I asked her if Jake was alright. She said he was, but I could tell something was bothering her. She thanked me for coming and I asked her why here. She told me that she misses me and doesn't want to waste another minute being without me. I nearly fainted from her desperation. She grabbed my face, and she kissed me. I felt her give herself to me. It was the most loving gesture any woman has ever shown me. I continued to devour her. She pulled back. I asked her if she was okay. She told me that she asked me there because she loves me and wants to be with me. That was all I needed. I reached for her.

I pulled her hastily towards me. We moved together towards the bed. I needed to feel her body next to mine. I needed to connect with her again with the passion we shared the night we conceived Jake. I needed to feel her hands on my skin and her lips on mine. I practically threw her onto the bed. We were so desperate to be together I couldn't get her to the top of the bed fast enough. We stopped long enough for me to throw my jacket to the side and remove my shirt. The way she looked at me told me this wasn't going to be slow. She needed me as much as I needed her. Only next time, we WILL take it slow and savor every second we're together.

"Jason, I need to feel you inside me, NOW!" Her eyes said everything. They always have; I now knew how to read them correctly. I removed her jeans and her sweater. She was amazing to look at. She quickly did away with her bra and I told her to leave her panties…I would take care of removing those. I kissed her perfect breasts. She moaned with pleasure. She held my head and guided me down her delicious body. I kissed her stomach, making sure to hit the spot just to the side of her pelvic bone. She squealed with delight. She told me to hurry. "Baby, I'm so close, you're torturing me." I grabbed her panties and ripped them off. I found her clit and I massaged it. She was groaning from pleasure. I put my mouth on her wet slit and tasted her. Oh, god, how I love to pleasure her.

"I'm going to cum. I want you to be inside me when I do." She pleaded.

"I will be the next time. I promise baby. Cum for me." I demanded as I placed two fingers inside her. She came. It was amazing. She called out my name. She was trembling. She was completely sated and I got huge pleasure from knowing I was the one that did that to her.

"I love you." Was all she said. That was all I needed to hear.

She was ready for more and I was truly amazed by this woman.

"Jason, I want to look at you naked. I want to see that perfect body, that's MINE!"

That was all I needed. I removed my pants and was there for her. She flipped me onto my back and in one quick movement, she was straddling me. You should have seen the look on her face. She had a devilish grin that told me I was going to be in for some trouble. She kissed me, hard, and with such determination, I knew, I could never be without her again. Her kisses trailed down my body. She reached for my hardened cock and began rubbing the tip. It felt so good. I was close. She got me there by her orgasm. She continued to massage my dick and her tongue came down and licked the pre-cum that was there. She took me entirely into her mouth and she looked at me with a smile. I could barely keep it together. Her eyes held my gaze. Those beautiful blue eyes.

"Elizabeth, come here. I need to kiss you. I need to feel your tongue with mine."

"No baby, now you are going to know what it feels like to want something and not get what you want…"

She continued to tease me. I felt myself throbbing and ready to release. I sat up and grabbed her. She giggled and threw her head back. Just looking at her neck and hearing her wonderful laugh made me love her even more, if that is even possible. I laid her back on the bed and entered her. She moaned out loud. I with her. She was so tight and wet. I couldn't believe I aroused her so completely. She started to move and I with her. She held my gaze. I saw that her eyes were wet. "faster" she said. I complied. We were moving at a frenzied pace and I could feel that she was close again.

"Oh, Jason. I'm going to cum. Are you close?"

"Yes, baby. I want you to cum and milk me." With that, she screamed out my name. When I felt her walls pulsating around me, I pumped once more and that was it. I screamed out her name as I continued to feel her pulsating. Her breathing was rapid as was mine. My heart was racing. And then I felt saddened. I had to go. We had a threat out there that needed my attention.

I moved to her side and wrapped my arms around her. I pushed her hair away from her face and kissed her on the forehead. She had her eyes closed but smiled when I kissed her. She fit so perfectly in my arms. How did I go this long without her? How much time did we waste? I wanted to stay like this forever.

She shifted. "What's the matter, baby?" she asked.

"I have to go soon. But I really don't want to. I want to stay like this forever." I replied.

"It's okay, I know you are busy. I'm just thankful you were able to come." she said.

We lay together for another half hour. I wanted to be inside her again, but I knew if we did, I would never leave. I got up to get dressed and she stayed in bed.

I came out from the bathroom after getting dressed and she was still in bed naked. I could see her beautiful shoulders and her back…she didn't see me staring.

"I'm so sorry I have to go. But I'm really glad you called." I got back into bed, facing her.

"I'm just glad I got to see you. I heard about Georgie. I saw Maxie when Mac brought her to the hospital. She was so sweet and kind. I was there when Mac told Robin." She said looking at me as she caressed my hands. I reached down to kiss them. I couldn't help myself. I know it seems corny, but when I'm with Elizabeth, she brings that side of me out. I noticed she wasn't wearing her wedding ring…

"Spinelli is devastated. He found her. He and Georgie were really good friends." I told her.

"It was like Emily all over again. I know this is going to sound selfish, but all I could think of was you. How much I loved you and how much I needed you. We can't take this for granted. We need to find a way to be together" she said.

"Do you want to tell everyone that I'm Jake's father?"

"Sometimes, I wish you would make that decision for me."

"I would under different circumstances. But you're his mother and I respect your decision."

"Or, we could throw caution to the wind and do what makes us happy. You, me, Jake and Cam living together as a family under one roof. It would be wonderful. But if something were to happen to Jake because of your business, we would never forgive ourselves. We would regret the decision that we made. But I won't give you up."

"So, wh-what are we going to do?"

"You know that my divorce is final. I'm a free woman, you're a free man…"

"I'm pretty much taken at the moment" as I leaned in to kiss her gently on the lips.

"We could see each other in secret," she said. I was shocked and I think the expression on my face told her that. "like an affair. I know it sounds scandalous and so unlike me, but we wouldn't be hurting anyone, right."

"Right…" I needed to know where she was going with this.

"and the only person I would have wanted to tell was Emily,"

"and I think she would have been happy for us" I said.

"all she wanted was for us to admit our feelings for one another. So here I am. Telling you that I love you and that you will always be a part of me." She looked at me right in the eyes, and I knew that I would never love another woman the way I love her right now. She meant everything to me.

"Elizabeth, I don't want to have a secret affair." I blurted out. She looked almost crushed. Tears formed in her eyes. "I love you with all my heart and soul. You, Jake and Cam mean the world to me. I will protect you with my life. I am going to claim Jake. I know the danger is there and Zacharra is after me and Sonny, but I want to be with you and our family more than anything. I can't be without all of you for another minute."

"Jason, I love you!" she cried and flew into my arms. Home, to me. That's where I wanted her to be. She looked at me with those beautiful eyes, "I never told you this, but Emily knew, the night we were together in August, I didn't just give you my body, I gave you my soul. You have made me so happy and I trust you implicitly. I know we will have a lot to deal with and it won't be easy, but I know if we do it together, we will be able to get through anything."

I leaned down to kiss her, tenderly this time. "I am so in love with you."

She smiled; that beautiful smile of hers. I couldn't help myself, but I smiled too. "Jason, one more thing…I know you are already dressed, but I was wondering if you had enough time to take a shower with me…" she said devilishly.

I ripped my clothes off, picked her up and carried her to the bathroom. We made love again. This time knowing that it wouldn't be the last time, nor would it be in secret. We were going to be a family and no one would take that away from us.