Notes (by me):
This is a songfic and it's Shonen Ai. No like, no read. Write a review or my cat will eat you.
Disclaimer: You know it's not mine… The song isn't mine, either. It's "Letting Go" from Sozzi, out of the Dawson's Creek Soundtrack.
Enjoy
I still recall the words you said to me
"Please, you have to believe me. I didn't mean to. I was drunk, and he was there, it wasn't my fault!!! Really, you know that I love you. If I had been sober it wouldn't have happened."
It's what you did not say that sets me free
"You know what, Trowa, you didn't even ones say that you're sorry. I don't want any excuses. I want to be able to trust you! I forgave you time and time again. You know very well that this isn't the first time you did something like that. Please, Trowa, I can't go on this way. I'm sorry, but we're through."
Now how can I
Find peace of mind
When you keep coming back again
It's not okay
For you to play
This game of season with my head
"Trowa, no, I won't forgive you. You know I can't, not anymore."
"Oh fuck Quatre, you act like a child."
"Why do you have to play this games with me? Why can't you just leave me alone? It's hard enough as it is, without you're attempts to win me back."
Now it hurts too much
And it hits too hard
And I won't play this part
Quatre sat by a window and stared outside. Tears were streaming down his face freely.
'Why does it have to hurt this much. Why does he do this to me?'
"Quatre, Trowa is calling again, do you want to talk to him?"
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe in
"Thanks, Duo."
"Quatre? Quatre, this is Trowa."
"What do you want?"
"Oh, Quatre, please, don't you want to come back. Can't we just forget about everything? I know I did a mistake, but…"
"ONE mistake?!"
"But I need you, you know that, we're meant to be together, aren't we?"
So now I say the words I want to say
"It's too late, please understand that. You said that too often and never kept it."
Sometimes it's better letting go this way
"Don't call me again. You have to let go and move on."
Click
And still I know
Down in my soul
It really had this far to go
"Why didn't you leave him earlier, after he betrayed you the first time?"
"You know Duo, I always believed him. I wanted to believe him. It had to go this far for me to draw the consequences."
I gave it all
I had to give
And now it's time for me to live
"There's just nothing left anymore for me to give. I would break if I stayed with him. I need to move on and live my own life."
And I won't look back
And I won't regret
Though it hurts like hell
Someday I will forget
He looked at the photograph on his desk. Trowa and him together in the circus.
'This were happy times… If only…, no there's no sense in regretting. What happened can't be changed anymore.'
Quatre took it and put it away.
He wondered how long it would take for the pain to fade.
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe in
The doorbell rang. Quatre opened the door.
"Trowa! What…"
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
To say that
You've been thinking
"Quatre, please listen to me, I've been thinking and…"
"You're drunk. You're fucking drunk AGAIN. Leave. Now."
He closed the door.
Cause I know it's just the drinking you
It's funny how we seem to end up here
I never thought I'd see this soul disappear
And this is letting go
This is letting go
This is letting go
This is letting go
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe in
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
To say that
You've been thinking
Cause I know it's just the drinking
You
This is a songfic and it's Shonen Ai. No like, no read. Write a review or my cat will eat you.
Disclaimer: You know it's not mine… The song isn't mine, either. It's "Letting Go" from Sozzi, out of the Dawson's Creek Soundtrack.
Enjoy
I still recall the words you said to me
"Please, you have to believe me. I didn't mean to. I was drunk, and he was there, it wasn't my fault!!! Really, you know that I love you. If I had been sober it wouldn't have happened."
It's what you did not say that sets me free
"You know what, Trowa, you didn't even ones say that you're sorry. I don't want any excuses. I want to be able to trust you! I forgave you time and time again. You know very well that this isn't the first time you did something like that. Please, Trowa, I can't go on this way. I'm sorry, but we're through."
Now how can I
Find peace of mind
When you keep coming back again
It's not okay
For you to play
This game of season with my head
"Trowa, no, I won't forgive you. You know I can't, not anymore."
"Oh fuck Quatre, you act like a child."
"Why do you have to play this games with me? Why can't you just leave me alone? It's hard enough as it is, without you're attempts to win me back."
Now it hurts too much
And it hits too hard
And I won't play this part
Quatre sat by a window and stared outside. Tears were streaming down his face freely.
'Why does it have to hurt this much. Why does he do this to me?'
"Quatre, Trowa is calling again, do you want to talk to him?"
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe in
"Thanks, Duo."
"Quatre? Quatre, this is Trowa."
"What do you want?"
"Oh, Quatre, please, don't you want to come back. Can't we just forget about everything? I know I did a mistake, but…"
"ONE mistake?!"
"But I need you, you know that, we're meant to be together, aren't we?"
So now I say the words I want to say
"It's too late, please understand that. You said that too often and never kept it."
Sometimes it's better letting go this way
"Don't call me again. You have to let go and move on."
Click
And still I know
Down in my soul
It really had this far to go
"Why didn't you leave him earlier, after he betrayed you the first time?"
"You know Duo, I always believed him. I wanted to believe him. It had to go this far for me to draw the consequences."
I gave it all
I had to give
And now it's time for me to live
"There's just nothing left anymore for me to give. I would break if I stayed with him. I need to move on and live my own life."
And I won't look back
And I won't regret
Though it hurts like hell
Someday I will forget
He looked at the photograph on his desk. Trowa and him together in the circus.
'This were happy times… If only…, no there's no sense in regretting. What happened can't be changed anymore.'
Quatre took it and put it away.
He wondered how long it would take for the pain to fade.
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe in
The doorbell rang. Quatre opened the door.
"Trowa! What…"
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
To say that
You've been thinking
"Quatre, please listen to me, I've been thinking and…"
"You're drunk. You're fucking drunk AGAIN. Leave. Now."
He closed the door.
Cause I know it's just the drinking you
It's funny how we seem to end up here
I never thought I'd see this soul disappear
And this is letting go
This is letting go
This is letting go
This is letting go
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe in
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
To say that
You've been thinking
Cause I know it's just the drinking
You
