Chapter 1
"Alice, I am sick of Tanya! All she talks about is how Edward won't sleep with her. Just because he slept with a girl when he was drunk once. She thinks that he will sleep with her! He even said that he wants to find that girl again. Alice I think he fell for who ever she was," I tell her.
"I know and I think you are right but you know Tanya. She wants the best looking guys to fall for her and they are Jasper, Emmett, and Edward. You know that she wount touch Em and Jaz for they are with me and Rose but Edward is single and she thinks she can get him. How has Hope been," she asks me. Hope my two year old daughter that is living with my mother in Florda. I do not know who her father is I, like Edward, got drunk at a party and lost my v-card to some stranger with green eyes. Edward moved here not long after that so I know it was not him. Even if he has green eyes like her father and my daughter as well.
"She is doing just fine, Rennee is going to send her up here after my 18th birthday for good. I will get to keep her from now on, Alice, I will have my little girl with me here," I tell her.
"Maybe we will finaly find out who her dad is once she is here. I still think that it is Edward and neitherof you know who it was that you gave your v-cards to. How do you know that it was not him that you gave it to? I am telling you that once she meets him as you know she will that will be what she says, she will say "Daddy", I bet on it. Then what will you do? How will you tell her that he is not her daddy but that you don't know who her daddy is?" Alice said.
"I don't know. I don't know. Any way I have to go. Mr. Banner wants me and Edward to do some project do you know how to get snails to have sex?" I ask her.
"Ewww! No, I don't why?" she asked.
"Because we have to find out about the mating ways of snails, and we have no clue as to how they mate," I tell her.
"Well maybe you two can mate to help them along," she added.
"Alice I all ready have a child I am not ready for a second one yet," I tell her.
"Yes, but he might be," she said, she has all ways said that Edward is Hope's father. And at times when she smiles I think Alice could be right, for it is a lot like his smile. Or a crooked smirk at times lets you know that she did something that you will hate. I have untill my 18th birthday which is in three weeks to try and find her father, if he is even from Forks to start with.
"Yeah yeah as you keep on saying but I am telling you he is not her father, now bye," I tell her as I pull up at Edward's house he lives a few streets from me.
"Bye and say hey to your baby daddy for me," she said.
"He is not..." she hung up on me, " my baby's daddy." I finish after I park. I get out and head to the door and as I am about to knock Edward opens the door.
"Hey, Bella do you mind if we take your truck to the lake to find the snails," he asked.
"Sure, I rarely get to drive the beast since Alice and Rose all ways come to my house and hyjack what I am to wear to school to fit what they think I should wear to school," I tell him. He just laughs for he knows that I hate what they pick out but knows that with them I can never win with out the aid of a cast on a leg or arm.
"Those two will have you wearing a skirt with heels every day if it was not for the fact that you all ways break something in them," he said, he also knows that I will break something in the next month or something for it is every three months after I get out of a cast I get a new one somewhere else on my body. Thank God that Hope did not get her grace from me.
"Hey, whats up something has you thinking over there," Edward said when I did not respond to his joke of me and my habit of breaking something.
"Just thinking of something," I tell him, he knows that there is a secret that I have he just does not know it at least not yet. For how will I keep it a secret once she is here?
"What?" he asked me, I know he won't tell anyone if I ask him not to.
"Can you promise me you won't tell anyone if I tell you?" I ask him.
"That big huh? I won't tell I mean it can't be as bad as what I did. I mean hell that girl I slept with could have gotten pregnet and I never know. I steel only remember her big brown eyes. I wish I could remember more other than the fact that I lost my v-card to her," he tells me.
"No, it is a lot like that. See, not long befor you started school the week befor to tell the truth, Tanya held a party. I got so drunk that I can't remember most of the party. A guy came up to me and said I was hot and then some other things that I can't remember. I can only remember he had green eyes. I lost my v-card to him that night and a few weeks later I relised I was late. I had had so much beer that my pill was deemed useless I got pregnet, for the first few weeks I was in denile I wanted it to all be a dream. But then I took the test, five of them, and all of them said the same thing, positive. I was scared I had to tell my dad and my mom, at the time she live in Phoenix, I went to stay with her for the pregnacy and for a few months after I had Hope. Well any way I will be taking care of Hope in a few weeks for good. She will be her in less than a month and I have no clue how to take care of her or what to tell her if she ever asks who her father is. I am scared for I have no clue how I am going to care for her or what I am going to do once she is here, what will everyone at school say once they know of her?" I tell him I know that I just let out a long rant.
"Wow, a lot like mine, execpt you are the example of the girl. And all you remember is green eyes? How many green eyed guys can there be in Forks? I know I am one but how many others are there," he asked.
"Well as seeing as I was preggers befor you came here I do not think you are him, as for the rest I have no clue. For the last two years I have tried to find him. I am about to just give up and face the fact I will never know who her father is," I tell him.
"My family was here for two weeks befor I was in school Bella. And I was at one of Tanya's parties the week befor I started school. So, just because the chances are slim but there is still a chance of finding him. I'll even help, can you remember the date of the party?" he asked.
"Yes, it was in September 5, she had just dumped her boytoy of the week, then that monday you were in school and she decided to have you as her next toy and you turned her down flat and have been since," I tell him.
"I was at that party, how can I not remember you being there? That was also the party I got wasted at I met Alice and did not even remember that, so I'm not shocked," he said.
"Wow, can't remember Alice! You must have been beond drunk but plastered," I laugh. Alice thinks he is Hope's father and now I think that there is a small chance that he could be as well.
"Yeah, I know that might be why I can't remember who I was with that night," he laughed.
"Tell you what I try to help you find your girl and you help me find Hope's sprem donner for I do not think he will want to be a daddy yet," I tell him.
"Deal," he said and we laugh. We both leave the unspoken question in the air, is Edward Hope's father?
