Hey Guys,
Ive been obsessed with fanfiction lately..and i had all these crazy ideas floating around so i thought i'd try to write one...not much of a writer so dont get your hopes up
Title:P.S Im Still In Love With You
Rating:PG ...for now
Summary:Takes place after season four.my hopes for season 5 i guess. Jack is missing Kate & Aaron, hes trying to do something about it but can't seem to find the motevation...until he gets a letter,that just might get him to shave the beard
Here we go...
It's been over a week since he last saw her ,he remembers the pain in her eyes as she walked away and left him there alone and broken.He tries to shake that horrible feeling as he sits up in his bed, squinting to see the time he read 9:29. He quickly wipes his eyes and walks to the bathroom,once there he turns on the water to splash some in his face to wake him.
He makes his way downstairs he remembers that she wont be there,and he's mood turns to the dumps.He gets a cup from the cabnit and poors a cup of coffee. Suddenly there is a knock at the door,as he walks to the door he wonders who it would be,nobody visits him anymore.When he opens the door he notices it's Berry the mailman, "Mr.Shepherd your mail" ,he said with a smile..."Thanks Berry" Jack says with a smile then the man slowly walks away.
Jack walks back into the apartment and begins to sort through his mail, he groans as he says..
"Bill,Bill,Junk,Bill"...
Suddenly he stopped and stared at this envelope,he knew by the writing on the front it was from her
He smiled at the thought for a second then his smile quickly turned into fear of what could be inside,what it could mean..,Maybe this was the last straw and she was done with him now.He takes a deep breath and slowly opens the envelope...
He slowly pulls out a simple piece of lined paper, he lets out a deep breath as he unfolds the paper and begins to read...
Jack,
when i met you, it was fine.
then you kissed me, and you instantly gained complete control over me.
i couldn't get you of my mind, all i wanted to do was talk to you, look at you, and simply, be near you. you were always there for me.
you always had that same smile on your face that had me falling head over heals. Everyone says you can only fall in love once. But that's not true, cause everytime I see you smile... i fall in love all over again.
you did everything right, and it lead straight to my heart.
You were my everything, my dreams, my future. my hero. you picked me up when i was down, you believed in me, you talked to me, you protected me. you were everything i ever wanted.
you made me the happiest girl on earth.
then as the days went on, you were still everything i thought about.
right from the start, i knew you were going to be hard to forget.
you made your self, my number one thought. with just one kiss.
this isnt just some little 'crush.' Everything i did, some how led back to you.
Most girls would have given up on you by now, but im not most girls.
i've had quite a bit of time to think about stuff. and yes, i am confused. but theres one thing i know for sure. If nothing else in this world turns out. I wanna be with you. you're my world, Your the reason I haven't given up. Love isn't even a strong enough word to tell you how I feel about you!You make me feel better then anyone has ever made me feel before! Anyone could look into your eyes a million times and still never see what I do. When another girl hugs you, I get jealous..Because for that moment there holding my entire world in thier arms. I wanna spend the rest of my life with you through thick and thin I wanna be able to look up at you...And hear you tell me everything will be okay with a big smile.
your the best thing that ever happen and I want the world to know it.
P.S. I'm still in love with you
Kate
Jack lets the paper fall to the ground,as he walks over to the couch a million things going through his head,"she still loves me,she hasn't given up or lost her faith in me,in us.He reaches the couch and takes a seat letting out a breath he'd been holding in.
He's eyes filled with tears as he says four words the old him would say with determination..."im gonna fix this"
OK Guys So There It Is...My Very First Fan Fiction EVER!!...I Hope You Guys Liked It...Let Me Know What You Think ,How I Can Improve And If You Want Me To Continue..OK?
