Jackie POV

I stood in front of Mickinely high school. i was dreading going in. I hate being the new kid. Every one would look at me weird because of the way i looked. I have short black hair (like a guys hair cut) and bangs that swoop to the side covering my right eye. i had some red thrown in. i wore black skinny jeans an anime belt, an anime t shirt and a black hoddie. i was kinda skinny and i tend to have bruises a lot and i can't hide them. my skin is super pale its like white. i can't stand all the stares i get. I picked up my skatebord took a deep breath and walked into the school. ifound my way to the office with no trouble and grabed my schedual. i started towards 1st perioud. of course people were staring and whispering. on the way to 1st perioud i saw these big jocks surounding a smaller kid. i can't stand seeing other kids getting bullied. the jocks were shoving him back and forth between each other. i walked up behind who i assumed to be the leader. i tapped him on the shlder and as he turned i sluged him. i stood infront of the kid being shoved. "Leave him alone." i said calmly. the all looked at me and laughed. "Whats a gay little emo like you doing standing up for that gay fag?" one asked. i smiled and walked up to him. "Because dicks like you pick on kids who are better than you to feel better about yourselfs." his face got red and he raised a fist. "oh what you gunna do hit me?" i asked "Go ahead." He swung his fist and i ducked grabbing his arm throwing him over my sholder. i stood up "Anyone eles wanna swing?" i asked. they all stepped back. i grinned "Thats what i thought" I turned to the kid. he was staring wide eyed at me. i nodded to him and started walking towards 1st perioud. i sat down in AP Algebra redy to get through the day.

~3 periouds later~

i managed to get through my first 3 periouds without to much troble but when i got to 4th perioud spanish all the seats in the back were taken and i got stuck sitting up front. the whole perioude it felt like some one was staring at me. i mean most people do stare but i felt like the same person the whole time. After class I gathered my things and the boy from earlyer walked up to me. " thanks for saving m earlyer." he said. i nodded to him. "Don't mention it." he smiled at me. i kept my face some what blank. "So whats your name?" he asked. "I'm Jakie who are you?" i asked as we started towards the door."I'm Kurt." he stated. "so jakie are you new here?" i nodded. " i thought so i have never seen some one like you here." he stated. I nodded. we walked towards the lunch room together. 'So jackie do you want to sit with me and my friends at lunch?" he asked. I shrugged " not like i have any one eles to sit with." he beamed "Great did you bring or are you buying?" he asked. " I brought." he nodded "Then fallow me." he said leading me to a table with some kids at it.

Ok pause here thought time. I just meet this kid and im allredy sitting with him and his friends at luch it was creeping me out . im not a social person. when i get into a big group of people i get really quite and awkward. ok done thinking back to where we were. we sat down and Kurt was greated and then every one looked at me. i waved awkwardly. "Kurt whos the dude?" a kid with a mohawk asked. "This is jackie SHE saved me from kurfoskie and his lakies today." Kurt explained. the dude loked at me. i gave him an icey glare. Kurt pulled me down next to him. "Jackie this is puck finn blaine rachel marcadies santana brittney artie tina mike and sam." he intrduced me to them alli nodded to each one of them and i locked eyes with sam. he smiled at i don't know why but i smiled back. The rar occasion i do show emotion it is usually anger. any way Kurt got out his luch and i pulled out mine. it was an apple and a water bottle. kurt looked at me. "Jackie is that all you have?" I nodded. he looked at me worried. i ate the apple and drank the water. i didnt really talk much and sam and i had a saring contest. after luch sam and i walked to 6th perioud turns out we shared 6th and 7th perioud together. I sat in the back asusual and sam sat next to me. i had stopped paying attentin to the teacher and was doddleing. sam threw a note infront of me. we passed notes for the rest of class.

(S is sam J is jakie)

S: Hey jackie i'm bord

J:what do you want me to do about it?

S:IDK just wanted to talk to you

J:well what should we talk about?

S: what do you do for fun

J: I sing and watch anime

S: anime

J: you know the big eyed japanese cartoons

S: really?

J: yes what do you do?

S: play sports and sing

J: sports? so are you a jock?

S: no i get picked on but not as bad a kurt and blaine

J: why do you get picked on?

S: cuz im part of glee club

J: oh thats a lame reason to be picked on

S: tell me about it

thats where our conversation ended because the bell rang

7th perioude was english. we didn't pass notes because we were on seprate sides of the room. after 7th perioud i had a free perioud. so i decided to wander around the school. I found the adutoriume. i sat and did all my homework. i finished a few minutes after school let out. i threw my stuff in my bag and grabbed my i pod. i made sure the room was empty and i plugged my i pod into some speakers and started a song. this seemed like a good place to sing out my pain and mabey have some fun. the song started.

When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood's run stale

I wanna hide the truth
I wanna shelter you
But with the beast inside
There's nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

When the curtain's call
Is the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you've made

Don't want to let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don't want to hide the truth

No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

They say it's what you make
I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul
I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright
I want to save that light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

i finished the song landing in a pose my arms wrapped around myself. i smiled and decided to sing another song.

I, don't don't don't believe I fell asleep talk's a waste of time
The roller coaster that I rode with her on Valentines
And all I see I don't don't don't believe
And what you see is what you get with me
Wasting all your time

Going all the way, looking so helpless
Everyday
Daddy's little defect
All the same
Keep your secrets away from me

If you want to be mine
So don't don't don't make a sound your father's around to play with your head
The gift-wrapped guilt-trip kisses left you naked in your bed
And all I see don't don't don't believe
And what you see is what you get with me
Wasting all your time
Wasting all your time

Going all the way, looking so helpless
Everyday
Daddy's little defect
All the same
Keep your secrets away

Going all the way, looking so helpless
Everyday
Daddy's little defect
All the same
Keep your secrets away

Letting go
Letting go again
Letting go
Letting go and your left with nothing
Let go it will be alright
it doesnt matter cause it's free to waste your life

I, don't don't don't believe I fell asleep talk's a waste of time
The roller coaster that I rode with her
Wasting all your time
Wasting all your time

Going all the way, looking so helpless
Everyday
Daddy's little defect
All the same
Keep your secrets away

Going all the way, looking so helpless
Everyday
Daddy's little defect
All the same
Keep your secrets away

Going all the way
Going all the way

Going all the way, looking so helpless
Everyday
Daddy's little defect
All the same
Keep your secrets away

Waiting for you
If you wanna be mine

this time i finished tears in my eyes. i couldn't stop now so i sang another song this time one just to cheer me up befor i went home to him.

Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman.
From that moment you'll be out of place and underdressed.
I'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it.
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and...

Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman.
From that moment you'll be out of place and underdressed.
I'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it.
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and...

When you're in black slacks with accentuating, off-white, pinstripes
Whoa, everything goes according to plan.

I'm the new cancer, never looked better, you can't stand it.
Because you say so under your breath.
You're reading lips "When did he get all confident?"

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can't stand it

Next is a trip to the, the ladies room in vain, and
I bet you just can't keep up with, (keep up) with these fashionistas, and
Tonight, tonight you are, you are a whispering campaign.
I bet to them your name is "Cheap", I bet to them you look like shh...

Talk to the mirror, oh, choke back tears.
And keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva!"
Oh and the smokes in that cigarette box on the table,
they just so happen to be laced with nitroglycerin.

I'm the new cancer, never looked better, you can't stand it.
Because you say so under your breath.
You're reading lips "When did he get all confident?"

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can't stand it

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
I've never looked better, and you can't stand it

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
I've never looked better, and you can't stand it

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.

This time when i finished there was an applause. i looked out and saw the glee club sitting there clapping. 'when the hell did they get here i thought.' mr. schu walked up. "Jackie that was amazing." he said. i shook my head and grabed my i pod. "No it wasn't." i grsbed my bag and bord. "What do you mean it was wonderfull you hae a real talent. you should join the glee club." i thought for a moment it would be a good reason not to go home. i nodded "ok i gess i could try it." he smiled and had me go sit down. i sam wave at me. i hoped off the stage and sat next to him. and with that every one had preformed a song of there choice mr schu wanted me to go again because they came in towards the end of my song. i walzted back to the stage and whispered a song name to the band.

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away and you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside,you're in ruins

One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass and the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last, you're in ruins

One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...

Did you try to live on your own?
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died,you're in ruins

One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

You and I

i finished the song and hoped off the stage and we were dissmissed

A/N: hey this is my first glee fic so please be nice no flames the songs in this chapter were Demons by imiagine dragons,

daddy's little defect by sugercult, There's a good reason these tables are numbered honey i just haven't tought of it yet by panic! at the disco, and 21 guns by green day

LOVE,

otaku001~