Tied Together With a Smile
Rose Weasley
[Pretty name isn't it]
(At least, that's what everyone tells you)
[Beautiful, Perfect, Amazing.]
You detest those words.
You're entire life; it's been those words hasn't it?
Beautiful Rose
Perfect Rose
Amazing Rose
You've tried though, haven't you?
You tried so hard to be the definition
Tried so hard to make them proud.
And for a while, you managed it.
You had it all. Every girl envied you.
The looks. The brains. The status.
Head Girl. Outstanding's in every subject.
Dating the most wanted boy in the school. [Lorcan Scamander]
[But you wanted more.] [You started dating someone else in secret.][Your own Slytherin Prince]
[Beautiful, Perfect, Amazing.]
Even your own brother remained unknowing. [You liked that didn't you Rosie?]
But there was some-one you were closer to, the person you really didn't want to find out who you were cheating on Lorcan with.
[And that person… well, it was LILY][Beautiful, Perfect, Amazing.]
When she found out, she didn't say anything. She just stared at you. Her eyes flickered to him then back to you.
She sucked in a deep breath and walked away [You could hear her heart breaking as she left]
And that was when it started
He left you that night. (Turns out he never loved you like you loved him.)
He ran after her, set his priorities straight and giving you up for her.
You hated her then. But you never could, could you?
Who can HATE Lily?
[Beautiful, Perfect, Amazing.]
She got the guy. She's Lily.
But it got worse
You confessed everything to Lorcan. The guilt had really been building up until this point.
[He broke up with you]
You became a mess after that.
Your heart broke. Crushed into thousands of tiny pieces.
And so [Beautiful, Perfect, Amazing.] Rose, well, she disappeared. Poofed into thin air.
Your grades dropped and you were barely eating. Consumed by the guilt of your actions.
[Beautiful, Perfect, Amazing?] Not likely.
It wasn't the fact that they'd left you. It was more: You couldn't believe what you had done and you wouldn't forgive yourself for it.
How you had lost everything that you stood for. Honesty and Kindness.
By the end of your sixth year Lily had had enough. She'd forgiven you, for some reason. You didn't know why.
She sat you down and gave you a talking to. She shook you out of the miserable mind set you'd set for yourself.
She told you that making yourself miserable wouldn't benefit anyone. 'Lest of all yourself Rosie. Snap out of it. I miss you.'
You took a long shower and thought everything over. Lily was wise beyond her years.
You worked hard and your grades shot up. You got your status back.
You got Head Girl the next year and renewed your friendship with Lorcan (Seeing as he was Head-Boy) and continued with your life.
You and Lorcan got back together and he proposed.
Then it was your wedding and you were scared. But you sucked it up and married him.
But every time you see Lily with your Slytherin Prince, your heart breaks a little.
[Nothing hurts more that unrequited love.]
You do love Lorcan. But there will always be a special place in your heart for him
But since that day in June when he left you.
You feel like you've been tied together, with nothing but a smile.
A/N - Meow. This was a bit sad. I wrote this about a year ago and I found it while wandering around my school files. I edited it and redid parts of the storyline so it make some sense. It's a bit angsty and depressing but oh well I guess. Let me know what you think. I appreciate every review I get. Thanks for reading! :-)
-BiBi
