Chapter 1: Into the Past
Renesmee's POV
"Renesmee wake up!" I heard my father scream at me angrily. I wiped the tears from my eyes. I didn't want him to see how badly I was hurting.
My father has been very angry at me for the past month; as the rest of the family has been.
I don't think they loved me anymore. I was nothing but a huge disappointment to them. I wasn't the perfect little girl they had all thought that I was.
It all started a few weeks ago.
Flashback:
My parents had gone away on a three day hunting trip with the rest of the family and they weren't supposed to be back until tomorrow. I chose to remain home instead. So I was alone in our cottage. I decided to call Jacob and invite him over. Of course he more than happily agreed. It was all purely innocent stuff at first. We just ate dinner and then we watched a movie. I sat on his lap as we watched the movie. Slowly we started making out. It wasn't the first time that we had kissed before, but that was always as far as we went. This time it was different. Without even really thinking about we had started taking off our clothes in the midst of the passion and love we had for each other. I didn't try to stop this, I wanted this. I was ready and I wanted to make love with the man that I loved with all my heart. I think he felt the same way. As we were having sex we didn't notice that someone had opened the door.
That was until I noticed my father standing there watching us. He was in shock at what he had just seen.
"Dad!" I screamed in shock. Why the hell did he have to come home early?!
"Edward!" Jacob shouted.
My dad would have turned red with anger if possible. "Jacob you have until the count of three to get the hell out of this house before I kill you!" dad screamed.
At the speed of light Jacob put on his clothes and left before my dad could even count to two. I wasn't even sure that my dad was going to make it to three.
"Dad I-"
"Renesmee what the hell were you doing?! You're only eight years old for godsakes!" he screamed.
"But dad-"
"Shut up Renesmee Carlie Cullen you are in enough trouble young lady!" dad screamed.
I remained silent out of fear of making him even more angry than he already was.
"I thought that we taught you better than this! I thought we taught you morals and values and then you go and do this! I thought that we taught you to respect yourself!" dad screamed.
"Dad-" I screamed.
"I said shut up Renesmee! You have failed me and you have failed this family! You are nothing but an embarrassment to us! Clearly you are not the daughter that your mother , the rest of the family, and I have taught and raised because our daughter would have never done this. Our daughter would have respected herself and waited! he screamed.
End of Flashback
Just remembering what happened brought tears to my eyes. As of right now I'm grounded indefinitely. It was hard when the whole family found out. My mom also got angry and screamed at me like my father had, but she didn't say any of the hurtful things that he had said. In fact, none of my family knew about the hurtful things that my father had said to me. But it must have be true, what he said. Everyone treated me differently now. For the past month my family has barely even spoken to me, actually, it seems like they don't even acknowledge my presence. It's like I'm invisible to them now; like I didn't exist anymore. Nobody paid attention to me unless they needed something from me. Every time they looked at me I could see the disappointment in their eyes. I've become the outcast of the family.
I tried not to let my pain show. I didn't want my dad to know just how much his words and actions hurt me. That was much more painful than the grounding. I've hid my thoughts very well from him for the past month.
"Get down here now Renesmee!" dad screamed. I came downstairs where my dad was waiting.
"Your mother and I are going to be gone hunting for the whole day. I'm leaving you a list of chores that I expect to be done" he said harshly before pushing the list towards me.
He got up and walked to the door without so much as another glance at me.
"You're leaving already?" I asked.
"Yes. Your mother left early and she is waiting for me" my dad said.
"bye dad. I love you" I said.
He just looked at me and said. "Bye Renesmee"
Ouch. That hurt, I mean really hurt me. He couldn't even say "I love you too". That was almost to painful to bear.
I looked at the long list of chores. I was sure that it was going to take me the entire day to complete this list.
I started on my list. At least it somewhat distracted me from my thoughts. It was around noon when I decided to take a break and head out to pick up some lunch. I got on bike and went through the forest to get to town.
The woods made me think of Jacob. I hadn't seen or heard from him since the incident. It made me sad, I really missed my wolf friend, especially right now. I needed him now more than ever. I supposed he was just afraid of facing the wrath of my father again. But I hoped that he would come back soon.
I hadn't been paying attention to where I was going until it was to late. I crashed straight into a tree.
"Ouch!" I shouted. Luckily no damage had been done.
"Are you okay mam?" came a voice that nearly scared me to death. It was a vampire that I had never met before.
"I'm okay. Who are you?" I asked.
"I'm Diego. You must be Renesmee, the famous vampire-hybrid right?" he asked.
"Yes that would be me" I said. I wasn't surprised that he could tell what I was. My scent was unique.
"Are you okay? You looked very deep in thought" he said.
"I'm having a lot of issues at the moment. Honestly I wish I could go back in time and change things. I've disappointed them so much. They are never going to forgive me for what happened" I said.
"I may be able to help you with that" he said.
"What do you mean?" I asked suddenly very curious about what he had to offer.
"I have a special gift of time travel. I can send you back in time" he said.
"That's absurd" I said.
"No it isn't. I possess the gift of time travel. I can go back in time and I can send others back in time" he said. "You want to go back in time and I can help you"
"Okay, I'm interested" I said.
"I have to warn you though that I have no control over where and when I send you. Also, you may never be able to get back" he said.
This was sounding more and more beautiful by the moment.
"Also the longer you are there the longer you are 'missing' in the present time. So if you stay a month and you manage to get back, it will be a month from now that you will arrive. If it's a year than you'll arrive back a year from now. You can't come back to this point in time" he said.
"I'll do it" I said.
"okay, well you need to wear this crystal. It'll protect you and your identity. Not even your father would be able to read your mind if you met him" h. Said.
"Thanks" I said and then the world dissappeared around me.
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