"Only Know you Love Her When You Let Her Go, And You Let Her Go"
Elliot laid awake on his bed. He turned towards the alarm clock and checked the time 4:46AM by this time, he would be on his stoop enjoying a coffee with his partner, Olivia. He just quit yesterday, in his resigning papers he mentioned that he was too close to her, and couldn't focus on his work, only protecting Olivia.
He turned away and his bare chest was touching Kathy's back. He knew he loved Kathy but they have been married so long that the romance was gone and he just wanted the dang romance back.
He sighed as in 13 minutes he would be up and heading to work. But he wasn't since he quit his job as a SVU detective.
He shut his eyes. He seen her face, just images of her smiling, crying, angry and other mixes of emotions. He finally fell asleep after a few minutes of struggling to empty his thoughts of her. He dreamt of all the moments they had together, like when she refused to shoot him to save his life and when he wouldn't shock her with electric bolts to save a lot of lives. Then he dreamt of all the times they went undercover as a married couple (around 5 times) then the last moment of the dream was her crying because of him and he bolted awake.
"AH!" He said and he blinked and everything that was blurry came to focus and he heard his son crying.
"Elliot! You woke up Eli..." Kathy screamed at him and he sighed at the fact he woke up his child, and that the dreams of Olivia won't stop, and also because Kathy.
"I'm sorry. Let me handle him.." Elliot stood up a little lightheaded
"fine." Kathy didn't feel like arguing with him, they had already been divorced once and she wasn't asking for a second time, plus she liked the last name Stabler. She laid back on the bed as Elliot soothed the baby back to sleep.
"Olivia. My office, now" Cragen ordered Olivia right away as she walked into the precinct.
"Nice working with ya" Munch joked but Fin shut him up.
Olivia opened the door slowly and shut it behind her.
"Elliot put his papers in..." He said,showing no emotion as usual.
"Good. He deserves it" Olivia said but in all, she already missed him and was ready to have a break down, she's nothing without him.
"Why don't you take a day?" Cragen knew that Olivia could use some time to process this, but Olivia didn't wanna seem week
"No... I'm fine" she insisted and she left his office trying not to cry in front of the whole Special Victims Unit precinct.
"We got a break in the case" Fin said standing up and since Amanda and Fin saw how sad she was..
"We'll take it." Amanda smiled and grabbed her coat off a chair and Fin did the same. He always was caring for Olivia since she trusted him with all her secrets.
"No I'll be right there. Give me 5" Olivia said then Fin and Amanda nodded and headed for the door.
Olivia walked down the hall into an empty interrogation room. This is where her and Elliot had to speak to their first suspect as a team. The room has been redecorated a lot so it was different. She slumped down the wall, and cried. She cried some more, until she couldn't cry no more. She looked into the one-way mirror and fixed her makeup so no one could tell. Then she went to where Fin and Amanda left out the door, faking a shaky smile..
So that was a SAD Elliot Stabler/Olivia Benson(Bensler) imagine or one shot, whatever you wanna call it...
The next chapter will be BENSIDY (Olivia Benson/Brian Cassidy) enjoy...
